What if Ricky was already in?
No. It couldn’t be. Rich would have heard something. Footsteps. Old floorboards creaking. A high girlish laugh. The sound of a gun barrel slashing through the air. Of cartilage breaking.
He had to go downstairs now, before it was too late, and lock up. Stupid fat fucking Leora, putting him in a spot like this. Okay, she didn’t know about Ricky-he told her he had gotten mugged that night-but she knew better than to leave the door unlocked. This was still Buffalo, and hardly the best part. He tried to breathe through the panic but the best he could manage were shallow gasps. He looked around for something he could use as a weapon, settling for an African fertility statue Leora had bought four years before Leigh-Anne was conceived. Eighteen inches high and made of acacia, as good a club as he would find. Clutching the statue in his right hand, holding onto the banister with his left, he moved silently down the stairs. Halfway down, his bathrobe fell open and he cursed but couldn’t close it, afraid to let go of the banister or his club. As he neared the bottom of the stairs he paused-exposed, vulnerable, ridiculous with his shrivelled little turtle-head dick hanging there in a nest of grey hair-and listened with every ounce of concentration he could muster. He could hear the air conditioning unit humming away in the front room. The fridge rumbling in the kitchen. Water dripping-why couldn’t Leigh-Anne ever close the faucet all the way? But no footsteps, no laughter. No sound of a round being chambered. And then he could see the front door, saw that the deadbolt handle was horizontal, not vertical-locked, thank God-and he took the last step down, missed it and landed jarringly hard on his left heel. His knee hyperextended and slid forward, sending him hard onto his back, fertility statue still in hand.
Then came tears. They leaked out of his eyes at first, then fell in hot wet streams, his body shaking like he was having a seizure. He let go of the statue and pressed his fists to his eyes and curled up on the floor and held himself tight, rocking back and forth until there were no tears left. When he felt strong enough to stand he made his way into the kitchen where he blew his nose, then ran cold water into his cupped hands and gently washed his face. He sat down heavily at the kitchen table, flexing his knee gently and rubbing his tailbone.
I’ve lived a good enough life, he thought. Kept more or less to the straight and narrow. Did most of the things expected of me, other than make the big bucks. So what in God’s name did I ever do to deserve Ricky Messina?
He shuddered as the name entered his mind. The face, round and benevolent. He tried to banish Ricky from his mind but Ricky wouldn’t go.
Ricky dressed like a delivery man, with a gun at Amy’s head.
Ricky kicking him and breaking his nose.
Ricky shoving him into his car, driving him to Forest Lawn Cemetery.
Pulling off the road and yanking Rich out of the car, sending him stumbling into the darkness away from the lights along the road.
Ripping Rich’s pants down and bending him over a freezing cold gravestone.
Hurting him so badly. Making him do such vile things before leaving him bleeding, shaking, gagging on the ground.
“We understand each other now, don’t we?” Ricky had said. “You so much as call my name in your sleep, I’ll bring you back here and bury you alive.”
Rich knew he would never get the images out of his mind; he would never get the taste out of his mouth. What was the use in trying?
He thought about breakfast but had no appetite. He thought of getting dressed and going for a walk but it was too hot out. He wondered if he could make it to Barry and Amy’s tonight, or if it was better just to let Marty handle it.
He thought of the Buffalo River and the time he and Marty had plunged in on acid.
He thought again about going back to bed and wondered how many pills he had left.
CHAPTER 43
Buffalo: Friday, June 30
When the white truck passed the first highway sign for the Peace Bridge to Buffalo, it pulled over onto the shoulder and stopped, hazard lights flashing.
Ryan had to keep going-no way to stop without drawing attention-but he took his foot off the gas and coasted.
“What’s he up to?” I asked.
Ryan looked at the dashboard clock. It read 3:50 p.m. He said, “Shift change, I bet.”
“What?”
“He’s waiting for a shift change at the border. Four o’clock, half the guys change over.”
“He’s got someone on the inside?”
“Let’s find out.”
Ryan had told me his crew often crossed the border by getting the name of a bent Customs officer from Vinnie’s brother Luciano. Ryan got this Uncle Looch on the phone as we neared the crossing.
“Uncle?” he said. “It’s me. Yeah, that me. How you doing? Good, good… Yeah, I know. We all feel terrible, but what can you do? He had good health all his life. As long as he’s not in pain… Listen, Uncle? We got anyone on today at the bridge? Yeah, that one. Yeah? Comes on at four? Perfect. Okay. Give her my best too, Uncle. Thank you.”
“Lane 9,” he said to me. “Any bets that’s where our truck goes too.”
Security going into the U.S. was tighter than ever these days, whether you were flying, driving or taking the train. The lines stopped a good hundred yards from the crossing and inched forward from there.
“Open the glove,” Ryan said. “Give me the folder there.”
I handed him a green vinyl folder that had his registration and insurance papers.
It was four-fifteen when we pulled up to the booth in lane 9. As Ryan had predicted, the white truck was in the same lane, seven vehicles back.
The U.S. Customs officer leaned out of his booth, a heavy man of fifty or so, with exploded blood vessels in his nose and cheeks, watery eyes and a tremor in his hands. He looked like he’d sell his mother into slavery for a drink. “Citizenship?”
“Canadian,” we said in unison.
“Where you heading today?”
“Buffalo,” Ryan said.
“Purpose of your visit?”
“Pleasure,” Ryan said.
It didn’t feel that way to me.
The guard held out his hand. “Licence and registration, please.” As Ryan passed the guard his folder, he said, “Regards for you from Mr. Lewis,” he said. The guard’s eyes brightened and his face moved ever so slightly in the direction of a smile. He kept Ryan’s folder tightly closed as he withdrew into his booth. He knew the drill, knew there’d be five U.S. hundreds in there, tucked in by Ryan while we waited. Much stabbing of computer keys ensued in the booth. Then the guard leaned back out, beaming at least sixty watts brighter than he had been before, and welcomed us to the U.S. “Have yourself a nice day,” he said.
I’d settle for surviving it.
We pulled away from the booth and into a parking area. Ryan raised the hood of the car and checked the oil while we waited for the white truck to clear Customs. Checked it a few times, then slowly topped it up.
“Would Looch say anything to Frank?” I asked.
“Like what?”
“Like ‘Gee, you’re the second call I’ve had today. First was from Dante Ryan.’”
“First of all, Uncle Looch didn’t get to be his age by flapping his lips. Second, the other guy called first. He knew he had to wait till four o’clock so he’d already spoken to Looch when he pulled over.”
“Just checking how paranoid I need to be.”
“Right where you are is fine,” Ryan said.
CHAPTER 44
As we followed the truck north on the New York State Thruway, I could see a jetty built out into the Buffalo River below us. There was a paved path along its spine where people were walking, jogging and cycling. They looked like they were walking on water. On the south side of the channel, overlooking the river, were grand mansions built in a Spanish colonial style.