“Oh, hi, Mrs. Becker,” Rory shouted as if surprised to see us. “Hope Susie’s dog wasn’t a problem. Her parents are visiting in her sister’s bunk, so we took Tiger for a walk. He loves little kids. And somehow he just got loose. We’ve been looking all over for him.” Rory broke away from her friends and stepped closer to us.
I worked Charlie’s arms from my neck and lowered him to his feet. He didn’t resist, didn’t cry out or shake. He just stood like a twig.
“You’re a stupid liar, Rory!” I screamed, hoping everyone would hear me. “Stay away from my family! Stay away from me!” I needed to hit something, but there was nothing to punch. I picked up a pinecone and threw it at Rory’s chest.
“Amy!” my mother shouted as Rory laughed.
I pounded my thighs while Rory sauntered behind us toward Jessica and her parents, at the side of the tennis courts. “She did this to Charlie,” I said. “She told me she would get him. That’s why I sent that letter.” My words flowed, unstoppable now. “That’s why I didn’t want Charlie to visit.”
I couldn’t guess what made him run then. Was it my anger? What I said? I didn’t know exactly what Charlie understood that day. He raced off as if he suddenly realized I couldn’t protect him anymore, breaking the thread that had tied us together. He zoomed away before my mother or I could grab him. He ran smack into Uncle Ed.
I wasn’t the only one who watched my uncle lift Charlie and hold him out as if he were a stranger’s baby with a dirty diaper. Rory stopped before she reached Jessica’s family. She studied Charlie as his fists punched the air and his legs kicked hard. With Charlie’s back to me, I didn’t see my brother’s face, but I knew what Rory saw. I had seen it in a photo my father had shown me, a picture he kept in his night table drawer: an old photo of himself and his little brother Eddie. When my father showed it to me, I felt him slide into the past—to that stoop in Brooklyn, where he’d sat with a hand on his kid brother’s shoulder. “Lucky Charlie,” my father had said to me as he shook off the memory. “He’s got those handsome Becker genes like your Uncle Ed.”
“Put him down,” my mother called now to my uncle. I stepped in Charlie’s direction, but my mother forced me back. “Your father will handle this.”
Dad took Charlie and hugged him close, Charlie limp in his arms. Only then did my mother and I move toward them. I placed my hand on my brother’s back and tried to rub trust into him again. “I’m so sorry, buddy,” I whispered.
Uncle Ed didn’t hug my mother when he told her it was time for my parents to take Charlie home. I watched my uncle approach the Hollanders. They hustled Erin away on what must have been Uncle Ed’s command. No sign of the dog or Robin. No sighting of Rory.
“Please get my racquet, Ame.” My father sounded as if he could sleep for a week. “And then walk us to the car.”
“Ed has no right to make us go early,” my mother said. “What will everyone think if we don’t stay for the afternoon?” It didn’t surprise me that she seemed more concerned about what others would think than she was about Charlie or me. Couldn’t she see he was wiped out by fear? And didn’t she care about leaving me without visitors for the afternoon?
“This is Ed’s camp,” my father reminded her. “And it doesn’t matter what everyone thinks.”
Charlie’s vacant gaze told me his visit had already ended. I let myself cry when I picked up my father’s tennis racquet. I hadn’t pushed the witch into the oven. I hadn’t saved my brother.
We walked slowly to the car, Charlie between my father and me. Charlie’s hand felt like rubber in mine. His head bowed in defeat. My mother stepped behind us. She carried the canvas bag she’d been toting around, packed with bathing suits and towels.
“Let me go home with you. Please, Dad.” The words tumbled out. “I hate camp. I don’t want to stay here.”
“I know you’ve had a hard time, honey. Uncle Ed told me you’ve had problems adjusting. But I don’t understand why you said you were having fun.”
How could I tell him that I had needed my mother to think I was popular, and that I hadn’t wanted to upset him with the truth? “I don’t know,” I answered, sniffling back tears. “But I’m telling the truth now, Dad. I hate this place! I hate Rory! I just want to go home.”
“Did you ask to go home?” My mother hadn’t missed a word.
“Please, Sonia. Let me take care of this. You don’t know what Ed told me.”
“I don’t care what Ed told you. Amy has to learn to make friends. She can’t just come home.” My mother moved next to Dad and talked to him as if I had already gone back to the cabin. “She has to learn to be friends with the right people, people who can help her get ahead in this world.”
“Please, Dad,” I tried again in my smallest voice. “Please take me home.”
My mother wouldn’t quit. “I told you before, Amy, you have to get along with all kinds of people to survive. And Rory doesn’t seem nearly as bad as you make her out to be.”
“Just try to enjoy the second half of the summer,” my father said, telling me my mother had already given her ruling. “I understand why you want to come home, Ame, but your mother knows what she’s talking about. You have to learn to deal with the Rorys in this world. If your mother hadn’t known that, she might not be here today.
“And anyhow, honey, you’re playing great tennis. You really could win the tournament. And wouldn’t that be something?
“So please tell Erin’s family we’re sorry we didn’t get to say good-bye. They’re nice people, the Hollanders. But your mother’s right: You need to make other friends too. And truthful letters from now on. Okay?”
If I tried to answer, I wouldn’t have been able to stop my tears. So I simply hugged my father when we got to the car. “I love you, Ame,” he said. “I wish we could stay.” He reached for Charlie.
“Wait,” I cried, bundling my brother in my arms. But Charlie didn’t blend into me, not even when I said, “I love you, buddy. I’m so sorry.”
“Make an effort, Amy,” my mother ordered. “Maybe Robin can help you get to know her friends better. Share the fruit with them.”
“Nobody wants fruit.” The truth kept pouring out as my father got Charlie settled in the car. “And Robin won’t help me. Who do you think told Rory about Charlie and dogs?”
“What happened could have been an accident, like Rory said. You don’t know anything for sure, Amy.”
“I know more than you think, Mom.”
“What are you talking about?”
I lowered my voice. “I know about you and Uncle Ed.”
My mother got into the car without even waiting for my father to open the door for her. And when my father hugged me good-bye, I knew he hadn’t heard a word.
Chapter 16
Enough!
“Interesting visiting day,” Rory said at dinner. “Wasn’t it, Patsy?”
“I know I told you to stay clear of Amy and her family,” Patsy answered.
“But who could resist Amy’s mother in that party skirt? And cute little Charlie-boy? Come on, Patsy. How could you expect me to stay away from him?”
Rory’s words crushed me. I stayed silent at the table.
“Karen, please pass the sandwiches,” Patsy said, refusing Rory’s bait for her own protection, and, maybe, for mine. Yet I didn’t need Patsy to play counselor anymore. I no longer feared Rory. I just hated her.
“See,” Donnie said, “what they do with the menu on visiting day? Chicken dinner at lunch, so parents think we’re eating great. And after they leave, disgusting sandwiches for supper.”