"Just imagine. Maybe something happened to him. Maybe he was hurt. And someone prevented you from helping him."
"Well… I wouldn't like that one bit."
"What if someone knew where he was, or knew how to find him, but they wouldn't help you? What if Percy was suffering because someone else could help but refused? Would that make you angry?"
"I should say so. I don't know what I'd do. I–I don't think I could keep my head together."
Exactly. "And if you lost Percy, if he died, because that someone wouldn't help you, what do you think you'd do to them?"
Her chest swelled. "I wouldn't let anyone get away with hurting my Percy. I'd-I'd run them through with my crochet needles if I had to!"
Ben glanced at Christina. She winked back. This was what they needed. People might not be willing to admit to extreme, even uncontrollable emotions with regard to their spouses. But a kitty was a different thing altogether.
By the end of the fourth day, the jury was finalized. They had two African Americans, two Hispanics, one Asian, and seven Caucasians. One chiropractor, two teachers, two retirees (including Mrs. Gregory), a software programmer, an oil firm office secretary, and five housewives. Plus six alternates. For better or worse, the jury had been selected. The die was cast. The trial was ready to begin.
After Judge McPartland dismissed them, DA Guillerman pulled Ben to one side.
"I can't believe I'm doing this, because I think we've got a great jury and we're going to bury you at trial, but I've got an offer."
"Go on."
"I mean, I'd love trying this, but it comes at a bad time. I need to focus on getting reelected. Fund-raising. It takes a lot of money to mount a campaign these days."
"You mentioned that before. So what have you got for me, David?"
"Twenty years."
"My client isn't interested."
"In twenty years? Which means he could be out in ten. On a cop killing? That's as good as it's going to get."
"Thanks. Not interested."
"I can get him transferred out of state. Someplace cushier than McAlester. I know he's not a hardened criminal. There's no reason he should be hanging out with them. He can spend his time playing tennis and reading Proust. Maybe crank out some scholarly articles in his spare time."
"His academic career is over if he goes to prison and you know it as well as I do. It's probably already in danger."
He grabbed Ben's arm. "Your boy is not going to like the penitentiary. He seems pretty straight, bookish. Not in great shape. He won't last long. Especially not once word gets out what he did. You may think cop killers are popular in prison. They're not. Not with the guards or the inmates."
"I believe you."
"Frankly, I'm taking a risk here. You know the folks out in the sticks aren't going to think ten years is enough. But I'm willing to take that risk to get this thing out of my hair."
"Because it comes at an inconvenient time."
"Exactly."
And so marches the American justice system. "I'm sorry, but my client already told me to say no."
"Talk some sense into him, Ben. Do you know what a long shot temporary insanity is? Especially given the facts. He'd rather go to trial and almost certainly get death when he could be out by his forty-fifth birthday? That's insane!"
"Well, he's been insane before."
Ben returned to Dennis and Christina and reported.
"All right, my friends, that's it, then. No turning back. He won't make that offer a second time."
"Good," Dennis replied. "I don't want to be tempted."
"And you understand what this means?"
"We're going to trial. Monday morning. On temporary insanity."
"Exactly." Ben took each by the arm and steered them toward the door. He knew there would be a throng of reporters waiting for them outside. "God help us all."
11
Ben sat upright with a start, gasping, covered with sweat.
He was in bed. The sheets were a tangled mess around his feet. He had totally pulled the covers off Christina, probably hours ago. Fortunately, she was an extremely sound sleeper. Nothing bothered her. He could vacuum while she was snoozing and it wouldn't disturb her. Him, not so much.
He was having the weirdest dream, and not the usual one where he appeared before the jury and suddenly realized he was in his underwear. This time, he was driving and something appeared in front of him, causing him to swerve off the road and go over an enormous cliff. He plummeted and there was nothing he could do about it because he was trapped and he couldn't get the seat belt loose, not that plummeting outside a car was necessarily better than plummeting inside a car. He could see the craggy surface rapidly approaching and he screamed in terror, but the impact never seemed to come-he just fell and fell and fell, seemingly forever…
Or at least for seven days?
He rolled out of bed, trying to make as little ripple as possible, went to the sink, and splashed water on his face. That felt better. The cool rivulets trickled down the sides, easing the tensions, slowing his breathing.
He hated trials. And the worst part of any trial was the sleepless night before it started.
He checked the clock on the front of the cable box. It was late. He had to get back to sleep. The first day of a trial, a thousand things happened at once and he had to be ready for all of them, including the ones he hadn't anticipated. Although the jurors had seen him during the selection process, it was still important to make a strong impression on the first day of evidence. When the real action began. The prosecution would undoubtedly have a flurry of surprise motions. The reporters would be everywhere. Just his luck that it happened to be a slow news week. They had been covering the pretrial motions as if they were royal weddings. He could just imagine what it would be like once the trial was actually under way. Buzzards circling about looking for any tabloid tidbit to turn into a lead story and boost ratings. Judge McPartland had said he didn't want any comments on the content of the trial made to the press, but Ben knew there was much that could be done in the realm of characterization and innuendo without actually discussing the evidence. Normally Ben ignored the press during a trial, but he knew Dennis wouldn't like that. Dennis thought it was important to court the media, even now, after the jury had been chosen. And, sad to say, he was probably right.
He slid back into bed as quietly as possible, hugging his pillow tightly. He was wide awake. Did it sometimes seem as if the more desperately you needed sleep, the less likely it was to come?
He flipped from side to side for a few minutes, then finally sat up. He thought he felt Christina stir a little.
"Are you awake?" he asked quietly.
"I am now, Insomnia Boy."
"Didn't mean to wake you."
"I know. Got the pretrial jitters?"
"What makes you think that?"
She pounded her pillow, rolled over, and smiled. "Just a crazy whim. Sure, you were nervous before the last fifty trials, but for this capital murder case, you're fine."
"I would hate to see Dennis go to prison. Even if… well, you know."
"Yeah. Someday we're going to come up with another way to deal with criminals who aren't evil and aren't mean and aren't going to hurt anyone. But it won't be happening tonight, so why don't you get some sleep?"
"I don't think I can. I keep running every aspect of the trial through my head, wondering if there's something I've forgotten."
"I don't want to raise your blood pressure, Ben, but the truth is, you probably have forgotten something. You know as well as I do how huge and complex trials are. It's simply not possible to think of everything. You'll deal with it when it comes up."
"If that's supposed to be comforting, it isn't working. An attorney has to be prepared."