Chez Washbourne was relatively similar to Trees, though the downstairs facilities only ran to a lavatory, not a bathroom. Granny had missed a trick by omitting to fund an extension at a neighbour’s house, so as to provide me with a suitably plumbed bolt-hole in case of family crisis.
Malcolm came home from work on his usual train to find a houseguest installed, a house-guest who was both easy and difficult. Easy in himself (let’s hope), difficult by virtue of his needs. Without the bum-snorkel the lavatory would be a bit of a challenge. I decided to go easy on the Washbournes’ food, at least until my indispensable utensil had been restored to me. I envy the hauteur of cats at stool, the way they dissociate themselves so successfully from basic acts. By that reckoning my experience is canine. With me it’s all shameful straining, wagging my tail and hoping to be forgiven for being such a dirty dog. I would also need to be helped upstairs every now and then to bathe unless I was to smell like a young goat.
Prissie hadn’t bothered to alert her husband by phone of the dramatic changes in Cromer family life. ‘Malcolm, darling,’ she said, ‘Laura and Dennis have completely lost their senses. There was nothing else I could do. They’ve always been, shall we say, remarkably uptight, but this time they were downright crazed.’ That was as close as she got to explaining herself to the man of the house. He took it completely in his stride. I thought this rather splendid, coming as I did from a household where Mum forgetting to warm the plates before a meal could cast a pall that might not lift for days, even if no word of reproach was uttered.
The rest of the conversation was equally off-hand.
Malcolm: ‘Is there a chance of their coming to their senses any time in the foreseeable future?’
Prissie: ‘Not really.’
Malcolm: ‘That’s all right, then.’
I thought that was splendid too.
My full-blooded participation in a family showdown (once I’d actually worked out that I was being held against my will) came at a certain price. My shoulder froze after all that driving out of garages and down driveways, that adrenalin-boosted three-point turn. I would have been happy to be excused driving for a few days while my shoulder loosened up, but I was determined not to cut a helpless figure in this new household. The Washbournes for their part were anxious to reassure me I wasn’t being a burden, so there were all sorts of errands cheerfully suggested and accepted that both parties could happily, I dare say, have done without.
I was in pain and I was separated from my supplies of Fortral. It would be exaggerating to say that I was in withdrawal, but I certainly missed my pharmaceutical crutch, the crutch that formed a sturdy enough tripod with my actual crutch and cane.
Prissie treated the whole situation as an adventure and a joke. She looked out some paper knickers for me, which she’d bought for a holiday in Greece to save the trouble of laundry, though Malcolm in a rare assertive moment had refused to wear them. Sniffing a pair, she claimed that they had absorbed the aroma of olives, even a distant whiff of retsina.
I couldn’t expect to go on with my dissolute Cambridge ways, doing without socks and underpants, while I was a guest in someone’s home, but my heart sank at the prospect of those disposables, with their thin thread of elastic and doubtful absorbency. Still, I had company. Prissie insisted that Malcolm wear the paper pants too — this was her revenge for his lack of coöperation on the Greek holiday. If they were good enough for me, she said, they were certainly good enough for him, and this time he didn’t put up a fight.
By now I had given an account of the row over the contents of my shoulder-bag, feeling that those who were offering me sanctuary had a right to know the crimes of which I stood accused.
Prissie said, ‘Malcolm can go up to Soho at the weekend and pick up some queer filth for you. You can wait that long, can’t you, John? But he’s not normally a very inspired shopper. Best to give him an exact title, or else give him a general subject area and sort through his haul later on. As for the cannabis, we’re very moderate users here. A few puffs every month or so. I’m sorry we’re so unadventurous. Tell us what you need and we’ll try to get it.’
I could never quite make up my mind whether she was telling the simple truth, cracking jokes or engaged on some sort of double bluff. No more was said about Malcolm’s proposed Soho pornography trawl, and nothing was smoked in my presence that would have shocked the author of Gardening for Adventure. The household’s actual level of taboo-breaking was low. Malcolm’s bookmark seemed stuck in the early pages of Last Exit To Brooklyn, a landmark work, an earthquake of the mind guaranteed to shock and horrify, but not necessarily to hold the attention.
The next morning a letter arrived for me, in the early hours, with the words BY HAND written on the envelope. It’s a phrase that has always puzzled me. Could people not have worked out by themselves that an unstamped envelope had not been delivered by the postman? And doesn’t the postman deliver by hand too?
The letter was from Dad. He took me to task about how much I had hurt Mum by my bad behaviour, Mum who had devoted her entire life to me. The phrase was doubly underlined. Of course that was the whole trouble, as Dad could see in more lucid moods — devotion (as she interpreted devotion) inflamed and corroded her character.
The lair he shared with her
Dad’s letter gave offence in its turn. He must have got out his ruler to make those double underlinings under ‘her entire life’. Truly I knew the depth of my disgrace when I saw that the full panoply of the family stationery was ranged against me: best notepaper, fountain pen and ruler — the bell, book and candle of the writing-desk. Another passage showed a complete refusal to accept reality: ‘I don’t know what you said to Audrey to get her to help you, but I hope you’re ashamed of yourself.’ Even he had seen there was something mysterious about Audrey’s participation, but he was temperamentally inclined to look for the working of sinister rather than radiant forces.
Worldly powers rule by consent, and I didn’t consent to these rulings. Nor did I take kindly to being told I should buck up my ideas and apologise to Mum, or else everything I had left behind would be ‘put in sequestration’. Dad seemed to savour the legal formula with a bailiff’s solemn gloating.
I showed the letter to Prissie. Her reaction was to send Malcolm round to Trees in the car, to beard Dad in his lair and ‘thrash things out’ with him man to man. Malcolm had instructions to demand the return of my possessions (that’s why he was to go by car, to carry off my reclaimed goods). I wasn’t at all keen on this line of approach, and Malcolm certainly flinched from the mission proposed for him. Eventually, though, he realised that bearding Dad in his lair presented fewer risks than thwarting Prissie in the lair he shared with her.
He came back with my things, seeming faintly stunned by the success of the project — and rightly so, since thrashing things out man to man is one of the least successful courses of action ever devised. Prissie seemed almost disappointed, though she rallied and teased Malcolm about his great bravery. He wouldn’t go into detail about the encounter, but said that Dad hadn’t made difficulties. He was reasonable in the end — and I don’t think divine intervention has to be dragged in for everything mildly surprising, only the epic departures from precedent.
It’s unlikely the guru was working overtime. Normal service had resumed. It was probably enough for Mum to be out at the shops, or at her sewing circle, for Dad to come to his senses and side against her, with almost anyone.