As they wheel by like a miracle, there are spectators weeping.
Outside in the Chev, Fish Lamb is sleeping.
IX. The House is Trembling
CLOUDSTREET was torpid with shock for days after the wedding. The Lambs worked in a strange calm; it was unlike them to be so quiet. Lester forwent the noseflute solos to schoolkids on the verandah. Oriel spoke in a low murmur. The Pickles side of the house, always quiet (except when Dolly was on a binge) became mute altogether. Dolly and Sam found the silence companionable at times and there were moments when their eyes actually lit upon each other in Rose’s absence.
But the quiet between them all went unnoticed on Cloudstreet because the Water Board started fooling with diggers and pipes, testing out their new machinery.
The sixties are here, said the supervisor with great enthusiasm.
Yeah, said Lester Lamb, thinking of his age.
You can’t turn back the clock.
No, said Lester, but you don’t have to wind it either.
Men are outside digging the street. Fish Lamb stands at the window tapping the butterknife against the panes — chink, chink, cachink — watching the black man across the street. A truck rolls by with a load of huge pipes. The black man is gone in the dust it leaves, and from behind Fish, across the corridor, comes the old keening noise again. He sits on Quick’s old bed and dust rises from the quilt. The house is trembling.
How Small Our Dreams Are
I want to live in a new house, said Rose. In a new suburb in a new street. I want a car out the front and some mowed lawn. I want a small, neat house that only we live in, Quick. I don’t ever want to live anywhere old, where people have been before. Clean and new, that’s what I want.
We’ve got no money, he said, as he drove them home from their honeymoon. They’d gone crabbing. Crabbing!
I’ve been working for years, Quick. I’ve been saving all this time.
And I haven’t even got a job. I never got paid for doin the fish.
We’ll see your mother about that tomorrow.
Ah …
Don’t be gutless, Quick. You should’ve been paid.
I need a job, he said. Two jobs if we’re sposed to have a house.
We’ll get you two jobs.
You’ll be quittin, I spose.
Rose laughed. She’d married a man who still wore the clothes his mother bought for him. He didn’t know his shoe size or what size underpants he took. He read nothing but pulp westerns, had never had an official job and probably didn’t even know what a union was. He’d never signed a cheque or had a bank account or paid tax. He’d had women before — that much a girl could tell — but he never spoke about them. He was good with his hands, could see long distances, stay awake for days if he wanted to and he woke at the smallest sound. He had a beautiful copperplate hand but wrote nothing at all. He took a girl crabbing for a week on her honeymoon and on the way home expected her to quit work.
No, Quick, I won’t be quitting.
Fair enough.
You want me to.
Girls like to.
Not this girl. This girl wants to buy a house. When we get back we’re going to State Housing to sign up.
Fair enough. I’ll need a job.
Two jobs.
Fair enough.
What’ll you do?
Quick pursed his sunburnt lips and peered over the steering wheel. Join the police force.
Oh, gawd no.
Me dad was a copper, you know. But he was only in it for the uniform.
Quick, she groaned with all her Pickles blood, why?
Don’t you read the paper?
Of course I read the bloody paper.
Evil.
What?
I want to fight evil.
You’re not in a comic, Quick.
He grinned: Why’d everyone leave it so late to tell me? Quick thought of his room at Cloudstreet, the victims dancing on his wall, all the things there were to be stopped. Now Rose snuggled against him as if to reassure herself. What a head of hair. How could he have lived so long in the same house with her without noticing? She was so passionate, so full of restless energy, and hardheaded — though not nearly as tough as she let on. Still, she was her own woman. He felt dumb around her, but not stupid.
A copper, she said.
I’ll sign up after State Housing.
Right.
I feel good about it already.
Small dreams, chuckled Rose.
Just a little bigger than us, I spose.
The Day the Fifties Finished
The day the fifties finished, Rose and Quick found a little flat behind a house in Mosman Park. It was owned by a Mrs Manners who lived up the front, and Rose hated it. It was all they could afford on Rose’s pay and the academy’s allowance while their little house was being built, but being so busy they were hardly ever there. It was old, and Rose hated old. And it was sharing and Rose never wanted to share again. They worked their guts out to pay for their little dream. At night Quick drove delivery trucks and Rose took in laundry, and on Sundays they drove north in Lester’s Chev to look at their sandy quarter acre and the piles of raw bricks. They kept clear of Cloudstreet, though at night Quick often lay awake thinking about it. He’d shake it off in time, he knew. Like Rose says, they’re them now, and we’re us. It’s natural.
At the end of the year, the old Chev truck came clanking down Swan Street to pick Rose up, and though the idea of riding in it caused Rose’s cheeks to burn, she knew it was the only way she’d get to Quick’s graduation, and that maybe it was the best way, too, considering who Quick was and where he’d come from. Besides she had secret news to buoy herself with, and not even the Harley and sidecar would have been too much to bear.
When Lester came shambling down the path in his five shilling scarecrow suit, Rose locked the door of the bedsit entrance and went out to meet him. He smiled, with his lower teeth in for the occasion, and gave her a nervous kiss on the nose.
Well, love, you right? Let’s go an see em stick his number on.
Constable Lamb, eh? It was ridiculous, she knew, but there was a fat fist of pride in her throat even saying the words. She’d gotten to love him in that little two room annexe off the weatherboard house. They worked and saved so hard that they barely spent any time together. They were hungry for each other. They saved their hopes as well as their money and in time they’d be moving to a new life. Sometimes Rose wondered if perhaps she wanted the house too much. Quick wasn’t like that. He was a boy really: awkward, flatfooted, naive, but he also had the outlook sometimes of an old man. He was calm, steadfast, longsighted and a little mean with money. She was ambitious all ways, she knew, even in the dangerous way. But Quick had more aim than ambition, and for that as much as the rest, she knew she needed him.
Yairp, said Lester. Another flamin Constable Lamb.
Rose followed the old man up to the truck, noticing how much he stooped these days, his tallness turning on itself.
Did you like being a copper, Lester?
I liked the horses. Didn’t like chasin people up, much. I was better with the horses.
You sound like Dad. He’s better with the horses than he is with the betting, silly fool.
Well.
Oriel sat fidgeting in the cab, forcing a smile as they came. She shoved over to make room for Rose. Her hair was set, her skin looked raw and scrubbed and she smelt like a faintly mouldy towel.
Hello, Oriel.
The old woman scowled and accepted a kiss. She didn’t approve of first name terms with juniors and inlaws, but her son’s wife was a stubborn one, and Oriel knew it’d take time to win that battle. Besides, she hadn’t liked coughing up backpay for Quick. It went against family principles.