She stumbled, crying out as her left foot tangled with a rogue tree root poking up through a crack in the concrete. Her hands shot out, prepared to break her fall, but her legs stuttered, almost of their own volition, finding purchase. She stopped, leaning against the offending tree. Her chest heaved. Sweat ran down her forehead and into her eyes, irritating them. Laughter erupted from her diaphragm. How many times had she run this path? Hundreds. Sprained ankle by way of tree root was a rookie move. This was exactly the problem. This distraction.
Pop.
It sounded like a firecracker and registered as a searing, stabbing pain in the back of her right thigh. Like a hot poker. Before she could react, another pop sounded, this one closer. Then two more. She suddenly tasted dirt in her mouth, and her temple was resting on that damn tree root before she could even begin to process what was happening to her. Her legs wouldn’t work. Panic, hot and frenzied, closed in on her. What was happening?
“Help,” she said, but her voice came out small and squeaky. She thought she heard footsteps approaching from behind. Sydney willed her legs to move, to stand, to scramble, to run. She reached forward with her right arm, feeling for the base of the tree. She had to get up. As her surroundings began to fade to an inky, charcoal blackness, she felt a tug on her lower body.
“Please,” she croaked.
Then the darkness swallowed her.
Chapter 2
October 14, 2014
It was the Tuesday after Dorothy Adams’ funeral. Knox woke up with the hangover of the century, which was saying a lot, considering how much and how often he drank. He was facedown on the couch in the same clothes he’d been wearing for the last three days. As he raised his fuzzy head from the couch cushion, which bore a Rorschach of foul-smelling drool, he realized he was starting to smell. The putrid scents of Chinese takeout, moldy coffee, and stale beer were all in attendance. He peeled himself off the couch and rubbed the sleep from his eyes. The phone was ringing. His landline. But he couldn’t find it.
“Moira,” he called before he was fully awake enough to remember that his wife had left him almost ten years earlier. This wasn’t even the home they’d shared. It was a low-income apartment he’d rented . . . he couldn’t remember when. But evidently he’d had a landline installed. Or it had come with the place.
He reached toward one of the end tables and pushed aside a stack of unopened mail. The envelopes fluttered to the floor, along with two crushed beer cans. Pabst Blue Ribbon. Nausea assailed him at about the same time that something inside him thirsted for one. The digital clock on his cable box said eleven fourteen in the morning. The ringing was making his head rattle. Finally, his hand closed over the receiver. He pressed it to his ear.
“Knox,” he said.
Jynx Adams sounded like she was out of breath. Then again, she was eight months pregnant and looked like she was carrying around a litter. Everything made her out of breath. “It’s Jynx,” she said. “Why aren’t you answering your cell phone?”
“I dropped it in a puddle when I was leaving your grandmother’s funeral. Haven’t had it fixed yet.”
“Oh. Well, do you think you can come out to her house? There’s something you need to see. It’s about Sydney.”
“Sure,” Knox said, glancing at the wallet-sized photo of Sydney Adams that her grandmother had given him fourteen years earlier, after her murder. It sat in a tiny frame on his coffee table—a reminder of his greatest professional failure. He managed to keep the trash that accumulated on his coffee table away from the photo. He had to have focus. Sydney Adams’ unsolved murder had ended his marriage and his forty-year career. Well, his ex-wife would say it wasn’t the murder itself, but his obsession with it, that had done him in. What he had now was this photo.
“Knox,” Jynx said, drawing him out of his mental fog.
He reached up to his forehead. Pain pulsed behind both his eyes. “Yeah.”
“This is important.”
In other words, don’t show up drunk. The Adamses knew him well, and they never judged.
“Yep,” he said. “I’ll be there in a half hour.”
He hung up, stood and stripped out of his smelly clothes before heading to the shower. Afterward, he found a pair of slacks and a black button-down shirt that wasn’t too dirty. He bypassed the refrigerator and the twenty or so cans of Pabst sitting in it. Outside, the sun was bright and prevented his eyes from focusing right away. Where the hell is my car? Nothing but blinding white light filled the designated parking spot where his car was supposed to be. Knox’s head swam, and he swayed as a wave of nausea churned through his stomach. He thought of returning inside for just one beer. But Jynx had said it was important. The beer could wait.
A stroll around the parking lot left a fine sheen of sweat on his brow, in spite of the cool October air, but brought him no closer to finding his vehicle. With a heavy sigh, he hobbled the three blocks to one of his neighborhood’s main thoroughfares, Ridge Avenue. Public transportation would get him to Dorothy Adams’ house in less time than it would take for him to figure out what happened to his car. The bus ride didn’t help his nausea.
Dorothy had raised her two granddaughters in a small row house on Dauphin Street in the Strawberry Mansion neighborhood of Philadelphia. She had been able to support them working as a secretary at Swartz Camp & Bell, a defense firm in center city. Dorothy had always spent whatever money she brought in on her girls, leaving her house dated and in ill-repair. Dark, faux wood paneling covered the walls. The carpets were worn threadbare from decades’ worth of foot traffic. Sydney’s room, which was where Knox found Sydney’s sister, Jynx, hadn’t changed all that much in the fourteen years since her death. Dorothy had gone through Sydney’s things and given most of them away after her death. The furniture remained—a twin bed stripped to its mattress, an empty nightstand, and a dresser. Sydney’s bed and dresser had become a sort of storage area for Dorothy and Jynx’s things—holiday decorations, rarely used kitchen implements, and folding chairs. It looked as though Jynx had been packing everything into boxes.
Knox sat on the bed, wiping the sweat from his forehead with a crumpled tissue he pulled from his pocket. It wasn’t hot in the house, but he couldn’t stop sweating. Jynx had opened almost all of the windows to let the crisp fall air in. She stood near the nightstand. Knox watched as she leaned back, both hands at her lower back. She blew out a breath, then moaned. She wore a forest green cotton shirt and tight, black stretch pants. There was nothing elegant or dressy about her ensemble. It clung to every curve of her body, and there were plenty. She looked even more pregnant than she had at Dorothy’s funeral, and that had been less than a week ago.
Jynx caught him staring and raised one brow, twisting her lips in what Dorothy always referred to as Jynx’s “oh no you didn’t” look. She said, “If you ask me about twins, I will knock you down.”
Knox’s gaze flitted to the floor. He scratched his nose to hide a smile. “That’s not what I was going to say,” he lied.
She kneaded the muscles of her lower back and rolled her eyes. “Really?”
Knox stood and walked over to the cherry dresser, which was nicked in about a hundred places and covered in a quarter-inch-thick layer of dust. He touched its edge, dislodging a clump of dust and leaving half a hand print. He studied the photos atop it. Dorothy and Sydney. Dorothy and Jynx. Sydney and Jynx. The girls together and apart as teenagers, their eyes bright, their faces wide open, unguarded, unlined by the travails of living. It was hope, Knox realized. He was staring at hope in its purest form. That was the transcendent quality he saw in both their faces. Everything was in front of them. Nothing had gone wrong yet, and everything was possible. They had no idea the world was about to reach out with its nasty, unforgiving talons and snatch one of them up, destroying the beautiful hope that marked them.