Off to the left side of the house was a bathroom and two bedrooms, one of which Nolan used as a den. There was a small desk with a computer, 40” High Def TV, DVD player and stereo system that looked years old. There were more record albums than CDs. The bedroom had a queen-sized bed and a dresser. The entire house was furnished not so much in a bachelor-like manner, but it sent off a vibe that it needed a woman’s touch.
The physical appearance of the inside of Nolan’s home was so normal, so ordinary that I was at a loss for words. There were no unusual smells except possibly cleanliness. I knew that Nolan was finicky about keeping the Embalming Room spotless so it stood to reason that he would be a neat freak about his residence. Nothing struck me as unusual. If Nolan had indeed taken Quilla I couldn’t see or hear anything that suggested her presence. There were no signs of a struggle. I didn’t see blood or broken furniture or weapons or knives.
Although I was beginning to feel ill at ease being in the house, I decided that since I was there I might as well check the upstairs. Because of the design of the house, to get to the stairs that led to the second floor, I had to go through Nolan’s den. Just like in the house I grew up in there was also a door that led to the attic.
I turned the doorknob, but the door was locked. I was curious enough to wonder why it was locked, but the overriding feeling I had was guilt for suspecting Nolan of being a killer when the only thing he was guilty of was having the same last name as that on an old headstone.
I tried the door a few more times to see if it was stuck, but it was definitely locked. I didn’t know what to do. I wasn’t about to knock it down and I didn’t know how to pick a lock, so I decided to leave. This had been a moronic idea. Nolan wasn’t exactly my friend, but he was an acquaintance and a co-worker and we had a history that had to stand for something. If I made good time I could get to the Home in fifteen minutes. Nolan would beat me there and I would have to come up with a lie about where I was and where the body I’d told him about was.
I moved quickly out of the den and through the small hallway that led to the dining room. It wasn’t until I was passing through the dining room that I realized I was sweating, dripping wet, actually. For a second I attributed it to my nervousness at breaking into Nolan’s home, but then I remembered that one of the air conditioning compressors outside was on.
Then why was I so hot?
For the first time since I’d entered the house I realized that the entire first floor wasn’t cooled at all. It was normal October weather outdoors and the temperature inside reflected that.
So what was being kept cool?
I decided to check the basement. I went to the stairs and flipped on the light. It was divided into two sections, the first serving as what could best be described as a giant workshop. My first reaction was that it looked like the set of a handyman show on TV. Professional-looking carpentry tools of all kinds hung neatly on the walls in pegboards. Wood was piled in a corner. The smell of sawdust permeated the air. Paint cans, opened and never used, were on a five feet high metal shelving unit. There was a long workbench against one wall and a smaller worktable in the center of the room. Two types of electric saws were in another corner.
I poked my head into the second section of the basement and found the utility sink, washer and dryer. I was about to leave when the smell of the sawdust was overtaken in my nose by the faint smell of something else, an aroma that I had lived with virtually every day of my adult life.
Formaldehyde.
It was coming from somewhere in the utility room. I flipped on the light, getting a clearer view of the washer and dryer. Other than a couple boxes of detergent and large can of bleach placed neatly on a shelf next to the washer, the small area was empty. I stepped inside, sniffing the air, following the smell which led me to another door on the far side of the washing machine. The door was secured by a bolt from the outside. I opened it and before I even stepped inside felt the full force of the formaldehyde.
I reached my hand to the wall and flipped on the light only to discover that I was in an Embalming Room. My heart started to pound. It wasn’t as spacious or sophisticated as the Embalming Room at the Home or in most of the embalming rooms I’d seen. There was only one embalming table and instead of a large utility sink, the one in here was much smaller. But all the tools of an embalmer were there.
What Nolan was doing with an embalming room in his basement I didn’t know, but what I saw on the walls caused me even more concern.
There were a couple of dozen articles dealing with the preservation of bodies, including several on Eva Peron. I checked them out quickly. Some were yellowed with age, others seemed newer. I could tell by the color and texture of the pages that some had originally appeared in newspapers, while others had been in magazines, undoubtedly embalmer trade publications. Like everything else in Nolan’s house, the room was spotless and orderly. And again, like every other room I’d been in, the temperature wasn’t cooled. The only place I hadn’t seen was the attic. And even though the door was locked, I was determined to get inside.
I felt in my bones that the innocence or guilt of Nolan had something to do with whatever was in that room.
Chapter 23
I headed up stairs, knowing I would have to break down the locked door. I got to it, shook the doorknob again, hoping that maybe it wasn’t really locked.
But it was. Using my right shoulder as a battering ram, I slammed against the door several times. It wouldn’t budge. I was sweating even more now. And panicking. I’d forgotten to keep track of the time. I wasn’t sure if Nolan would have reached the Home by now. If he did and didn’t find me there I wasn’t sure if he would wait. I pounded against the door several more times. Nothing. And not only was I getting out of breath, but my shoulder was starting to hurt. I lay on the floor on my back and, using the bottoms of my feet, tried to kick open the door.
Again, nothing.
I sat up and leaned against the wall facing the door, breathing hard, feeling nervous and scared and still filled with the shred of doubt that this was all a mistake and that Nolan would not only be hurt but angry at me. I was actually seriously trying to break down his door. What would I say if when I got up there I found nothing except junk that belonged in an attic? Or what if he had paintings or artwork or something that needed climate control? And what if he’d turned on the air conditioning accidentally?
Moreover, what was I looking for? What did I think he would have up there? I was getting more confused, but something inside told me that I had to get into that attic, if for no other reason than to appease my curiosity.
I stood up, took several deep breaths and was again about to try slamming into the door when I saw it nestled precariously on the top rim of the door.
A key.
I grabbed it and slid it into the lock. It opened easily. The moment I stepped through it and started up the stairs I felt the coolness of an air-conditioned room. I ran my hand along the wall, looking for a light switch, but found none. The only light available to me as I moved up the stairs was from the den and the further I went the dimmer it got. By the time I reached the top of the stairs it was virtually pitch black and I still hadn’t found a light switch. I decided to move around the room. Maybe I would find a lamp.
As my eyes adjusted to the darkness I tried to find a window, but I found none. I moved slowly, hands outstretched like a blind man.
I bumped into what I thought was a wood table, about waist high. I moved a foot or so to the right expecting to go around the table, but it was still there. I moved to the left, again giving myself enough space to go around the table, but it was still there. It was odd because I was in the middle of the room and a table that seemed to be about seven feet long was blocking my way. Not wanting to knock it over I lifted my hand and raised it a few inches over the table to see if there was a lamp or a knick-knack that I would make sure to avoid knocking off.