“Yes, Master,” she said.
“Do you understand?” he said.
“Yes, Master!” she said, pale.
Menon turned to me. “You are Allison, are you not?” he asked.
“Yes, Master,” I said, “if it pleases Master.”
“You are to come with me,” he said. “Leading position.”
I rose to my feet, and bent over, that my hair might be easily grasped. I felt his hand lock itself in my hair. My head was down, at his left thigh.
“Marcella,” he said.
“Master?” she said, apprehensively.
“You will return to the kitchen, and return naked, with a pan of water, and no rags,” he said, “and clean this mess.”
“No rags?” she said.
“Your hair will do,” he said.
Marcella had long glossy, dark hair, which fell well behind her. She was very proud of it. We envied her for it.
“Too,” said he, “when this is done, you are to inform the kitchen master that you are to serve the tables daily for the next twenty days, but, in this period, you are not to be permitted clothing.”
“Master!” she wept.
“And as your hair will be soiled,” he said, “you will have the kitchen master crop it short, as short as that of a mill girl.”
“Yes, Master,” she said.
“And at night, for this period, of twenty days, you are to be put in close chains.”
“Please, no, Master!” she wept.
“Would you prefer all this, and the lash, as well, once daily, for the next twenty days?”
“No, Master!” she said.
“Perhaps, in the future, you will be more careful,” he said.
“Yes, Master,” she sobbed.
“Come along, Allison,” said he, and began to make his way between the tables, and I, in the sullied, soaked tunic, stumbled along at his side, sometimes brushing into patrons, sometimes striking against benches, jutting out, in the narrow space between the tables.
“May I speak, may I speak?” I gasped, dragged along, at his side.
“Yes,” he said.
“Please do not whip me!” I said.
“Do you deserve to be whipped?” he asked.
“I trust not, Master!” I said.
“Do not all kajirae deserve to be whipped?” he asked.
“I trust not, Master!” I said.
“But they are slaves,” he said.
“Even so,” I said.
“Surely they know what they have done, or failed to do, even if masters do not,” he said, “and thus well know, given their lapses and faults, however infrequent or slight, which may have escaped the notice of the masters, how richly they deserve to be whipped, and, accordingly, should have no objection whatsoever to having the lash at any time well laid upon them.”
“I trust Master jests,” I said, stumbling along, my hair hurting.
He laughed.
How helpless we are in the hands of men, if they but choose to be masters! How they play with us, and use us as they please!
We are so different from them!
We are so small, so helpless in their power!
Yet I would not trade the Gorean man, with all his might and will, all his arrogance and power, all his virility and masculinity, all his forcefulness and possessiveness, all his ambition and aggression, all his energy and intelligence, his seeing us as women, and astonishingly different, and rightly, deliciously ownable, for all the males I knew on Earth.
“Surely, surely Master jests,” I said.
“Come along,” he said.
“Yes, Master,” I said, as if I had any choice!
Slaves, as other animals, are seldom whipped on Gor. The reason for that is simple, and obvious. The slave, subject to the whip, and knowing herself so, is careful to avoid it, insofar as it lies in her power. She does her best to satisfy her master, and in all the ways of the slave, all of them. And, obviously, she who satisfies a man fully has little, if anything, to fear. Thus, it is she who is primarily responsible for keeping the whip on its peg. She is, of course, subject to discipline, and this encourages diligence. The female slave is far more likely to be beaten by a free woman than a free man. To the free man she is a joy and treasure; to the free woman she is a hated reproach and rival.
Menon’s office was not far from the paying counter, where ostraka were vended, to be redeemed for meals.
He pushed open the swinging partition leading to the interior, and threw me to the floor before a chair.
They are not always gentle with us.
We are slaves.
I kept my eyes down. I had never been in the office before.
“Is this the one?” asked Menon.
“Yes,” said a voice.
The back of my legs still hurt, from the scalding of the kal-da.
“Remove your tunic, my dear,” said the voice.
I instantly and unquestioningly disrobed. One of the first things a girl learns on Gor is that she is to instantly and unquestioningly obey. It is not Earth, and the college, and the sorority, were far away.
Here men were the masters, at least of women such as I, totally, and absolutely.
One knows oneself their slave, unequivocally, totally, and absolutely.
“Show him something,” said Menon.
“Master?” I said.
“As in slave paces,” said Menon, “posings, stretchings, curlings, liftings, twistings, floor movements, such things.”
“Yes, Master,” I said.
After a short time, from the voice, I heard, “Enough.”
“Yes, Master,” I said.
I had exhibited myself as the slave I now was. How faraway was the college, and the sorority!
“She is blushing,” said the voice.
“She is a new slave, and a barbarian,” said Menon.
“Yet she did well,” said the voice.
“She is born collar meat,” said Menon.
“She is of increased attractiveness,” said the voice, “different from the Metellan market.”
“Yes,” said Menon.
I had sensed, earlier, that I was changing. The collar causes such things in a female.
Too, the owner of the voice must have seen my sale some weeks ago.
“How would you like to leave the kitchen, the tables, Allison?” said Menon.
“It will be done with me as masters please,” I said.
“Kneel,” said Menon. “Face our guest.”
I knelt, my knees closely together. I did not cover my breasts, of course, for they were those of a slave.
“How, my dear,” asked the stranger, “would you like a new chain, a new cage?”
“It will be done with me as masters please,” I said.
“How, my dear,” said the voice, “would you like to be chained to a loom in the mills of Mintar, with cropped hair, or be placed in one of the public laundries, or sent to the mines of Argentum, or the tharlarion stables at Venna?”
“It will be done with me as masters please,” I said.
“But you would not be too pleased?” he asked.
“No, Master,” I said.
“Have no fear,” he said, “it is not to such a place I would send you.”
“A slave is grateful,” I said.
“What would you like?” he asked.
How absurd, I thought, that one should ask that of a slave.
“Perhaps, Masters,” I said, “I might be purchased as a private slave, to serve a private master?”
“You would like that, would you not, kajira?” asked the stranger.
“Oh, yes, Master,” I said, “yes, Master!”
It was for such a favor, such a delight, such a privilege, that I had plied the tables in my serving. I dared to look up and see the stranger. He was stocky, broad-shouldered, and powerful. He was blond-haired. He was not bad looking. Immediately I began to wonder what it might be, to be owned by him. How glorious, I thought, to have a private master, him or another, to whom one might devote oneself, assiduously, as his slave.
He seemed typically Gorean. He would see to it that a woman served him well, and doubtless with perfection, should she be a slave.
“I would try to serve Master well,” I said.
“Astrinax,” said Menon, “whom I have long known, is an agent, who receives orders, requests and such, screens merchandise, and buys for others.”