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Still cold mlle E lookd strange this morn sd i know it was you i combd her hair straitened her bureau made her bed she just repeatd i know it was in the garden det today a new S FEDRAPHEDRA the nuns call her PHÈBE-MARIE aft the Bib belong to mlle JOSEPHINE O’G fr savannah her old S was NISI who the nuns called NICOLE-MARIE sent back to georgia she never speak i am hope PHEDRA/PHÈBE more friendly her eyes a secret waiting to be solved mlle E not speaking tired went to be early so & 1 ros

Monday so cold mlle E not speakg to me for 4 days often w father malesvaux he still do not appear to reconize me am teaching PHEDRAPH my signs swept washd down room floor washd out mlle E clothes w other ones so v dirty alws hung to dry in cellar only saw PHedra|PHèbe brief tday she used 1 sign while knitting stocks heard 1 S say to another S in Eng CARMEL-MARIE is putting poison in the food im not i signed they ran away caelestia mihi vires read mlle E Bib & wrote latin & englis sentences & ros

cold cold wheres spring mlle E still not speaking disaprd last night like past came in early morning cloaths v wet cold struck me several times said if y scream or bang the walls I SHALL KILL YOU on garden det ground hard as stone then patched tablecl serviettes curtains today all day fingers tired swept PH at first no speak then we sat for few minutes she knows twenty signs now we talkd for as long as we cld mlle E held my face down in the washbas you had better watch out she sd then i cd breathe english sentences we declare these truths to be self evident & 1 ros

Monday still v cold tho PRINTEMPS — SPRING mlle E sick again had to lie down did not want to go to infirm did not want to see pere malesvaux he is still here she sd stop staring at me you witch her face full and red after attend mlle J PH met me in the hall we sat for a few minutes and spoke she knows almost 35 or 40 signs now I give her a drawg do not let anyone see it she kissd me on my cheek english sentences & drawg & ros

Early wake mlle E sick again I will take you to the infirmary no she said I cleaned up her mess all of a sudden very hot today like home wkd in garden on det after through w mlle E who will spend summer here say mme/mrs FRANCIS aunt of E she dont want her back there fewer girls now PH beside me we digging put in seeds 2 S told PH dont you know she disappears at night we seen her above the conv from the attic windows on her broom I signed they ran to the other end of the garden PH got very quiet I give her a drwg later mlle E could not keep her food down sd if you are poisoning me girl you will be sorry as if rido latin sents & 2 ros

No entries for? wks mlle E refused ink dei gratia she relented v hot they say there is a drouth in the town one of the male S HUBERT was in town spk with the 1 or 2 S there sd they tell them mayor towns people say: is those nuns wherever the POPISH cult take root there also grows evil had an entire baskt of woolens to darn PH had another detail until aft supper we seensaw each other outside the dining hall missd you she sd in signs she tells me abt georgia mlle J family how she born on island down the coast her fathr sold off to louisiana I give her small 2 drwgs careful fold 1 of her later cleand the room swept washd down w soap back to the knittg finished six prs so far mlle E’s ankles swollen I caressd them till she fell aslp was v tired & 1 ros

Wk early not sure wh mlle E returnd sick as always cleand it up she will not go to infirm cannot fit one pinaf blamd me for shrinkd it she got ready to strike me and I lookd at her she laid down the drouth in the town continues made candles with Sr FRANÇOIS-AGNÈS kepd 2 fr myself Deo volente saw PH when I went to draw water fr the well she touchd my face I tell her about Ayiti mlle E family valdore how we escapd gave her 1 dr hid in hem of my frock mlle E followd me around till she fell aslp v late aft lights out &1 rosary

No entries for 2 wks mlle E hidden my book threatd to give it to MOTHR SUP she still sick face red cannot fit her bodice angry at me today v hot at mass like in Ayiti sat in balc as always PH held my hand afterw group of S told her you will be just like the witch if you dont stay away do you know she can really talk but only speak the devils tongue PH laughed and then 1 S named MARILENE-MARIE slap her they nearly fight but I stoppd it they ran off we got a piece of chicken in tonights soup gave her 1 drwg of MY self mlle E went to bed early night visit did not work & 2 ros

Woke early mlle E crying what have you done to me I didnt do anything I sd she tried to strike me with a brush stop it you sorciere you bruja diablesse but I didnt do anything I fight her back take off the spell SR CHARLES ISABELLE came in mlle E sd CARMEL is being insolent SR did not believe her but she orderd me to say penance and the ros, I saw PH brief she hugd bef she went back to her mistr mlle Josephine mlle E fell asleep bef lights out in the corner tryd night visit did not work no & 1 ros

Woke v early my back sore fr cleaning the inner halls my det this wk the other S kepd turng over my bucket one took the rags sd make the water run back into the pail I will I threatd they grew quiet mlle E upset you wk for me she sd I sd I know but she did not listen PH askd me do you know any spells from Ayiti I sd no spells but my mother knew how to call upon the other worlds but I do not have those powers she sd oh I think you do we laughd she gave me a hand of violet PHlox as we heading indrs 1 S girl sd to her looks SHADOW like you finally found your BLACK they laughd PH did not answer mlle E v tired made me lie beside her stroke her hair deum misereatur as I fall slp she sd somethg is wrong are you doing somethg to me CARMEL I answered I havent done a thing God have mercy on me fin she slp english sent 1 dr & 1 ros

V hot by early morn like in Jérémie several nuns were sick the few wh girls left not feeling well mlle E cd not get out of bed pls CARMEL she sd use your powers I shake my head what powers we prepared pamflets to be sent to other Caths in the west several wh men arrivd w horses wagons mlle E wantd me to descrive them I sd I cdnt remember she was v angry but fell aslp then I saw pere malesvaux w them he to stay aft they leave PH & I stand behd wagon she kissd me we hrd something & stayd for a little while then we left I give 1 dr of us in eveng when I checkd on mlle E she still sick had a fevr I bathd her head tryd a night visit no luck & 1 ros

V hot today men loadd up wagons we put in preservs sev trunks of cloaths also got much merchdse from east mlle E up and abt she doesnt eat look ill but face flush I combd her hair some fall out she big as a calabash v quiet stared at me but say noth when wagons & men leave PH and I hid und the stairs so we cd talk I gave her dr hid it in my hair & she sd your power is in here & touches my brow later mlle E sd where was you dont lie to me then she wd not talk again tryd a night visit no luck latin sentences & 2 rosaries

Fri woke v early v hot day like mid sum mlle E awake alr made me take out her slip and pinafore do not let the Srs see I did not see PH all day mlle E said well you think anyone here cares about you but me even some other S she laughd I startd crying but she pulled my hair your only concern is me I fight her back she stopd I overhrd 2 S whisp pere malesvaux leaving heading west to St Louis after mass Sun like it was a secret where is PH did not see mlle J tryd night visit but did not work da meliora & 3 ros