"The giants are ready," Alvantes said. "The remainder of the guard and the Irregulars have their orders. We're going to get into place now. Then it's up to you, Damasco."
I barely suppressed a shudder. "About that…"
I'd seen scorn for me so many times in Alvantes's eyes that I was astonished to realise it bothered me now. I'd certainly never felt the need to defend myself to him. Yet this time, I was actually frustrated when Estrada put in on my behalf, "I was just telling Damasco that he doesn't have to do this."
As Alvantes considered, he pointedly looked at Estrada rather than me. "No. I suppose he doesn't."
"If we're risking our lives," she added, "we should be sure we're doing it for the right reasons."
Now it was Alvantes's turn to be defensive. "This is the right thing to do."
"We're all agreed on that. Still, it shouldn't be for revenge. Not anger either. And definitely not for some king who let his family squabbles get out of control."
Well, I thought, that's all of Alvantes's motives out then. Then I registered those closing words. "Family squabble?" I said.
"You know what I mean," she replied. "If it hadn't been for Moaradrid…"
"I understand how this is Moaradrid's fault. The invasion, turning the Castoval upside down, kidnapping the giants, I know all about that. And I'm hardly the King's greatest supporter; but I don't see how…"
Estrada's eyes widened. "Wait. Damasco, are you really saying… you don't know, do you?"
"Unless you tell me what you're talking about," I said, exasperated, "how can I tell you what I do or don't know?"
"But what did you think it's all been about?"
"What what was about?"
The disbelief in Estrada's face came close to awe, as though she'd stumbled across a level of ignorance she could never have imagined. "He was Panchessa's son, Easie."
Alvantes's face clouded. "It was never proved."
"He was Panchessa's son," she said. "Everyone knew it."
"Who was…"
"Panchessa was stupid and irresponsible. Instead of owning up to what he'd done, he let his mistake fester into a civil war. Damn it, Lunto, don't you dare defend a king who ordered your father's death!"
"How did you know…"
"Wait," I bellowed. "Wait, wait, wait! Are you saying Moaradrid… that the King… are you saying Moaradrid was Panchessa's son?"
Finally, both Estrada and Alvantes paid me a little of the attention they'd been reserving for each other. "There were rumours," said Alvantes, almost apologetically. Catching Estrada's eye, he added, "And they were most likely true. In his youth, before he assumed the throne, Panchessa spent some time in the far north — and with a certain chieftain's daughter. He denied it later, of course, and the Court backed him to the hilt. But it turned out Moaradrid was one indiscretion that wouldn't be ignored."
"Hold on… this is ridiculous! It makes no sense."
Yet even as I said it, a part of my mind was busily cataloguing the ways in which it made perfect sense. Stray moments came back to me, cast in an entirely new light. I thought of Moaradrid calling Prince Panchetto brother when I first saw them together, how I'd mistaken it for irony — just as I'd misinterpreted Panchessa's careless mention of his sons. I thought of Moaradrid's barely pent-up rage at the King, which I'd taken for mere tyrannical craziness.
Well, he had been tyrannical and he'd certainly been crazy, but as the disowned bastard of a horse's testicle like Panchessa, I could see why he might have been a little righteously indignant. It was as if a distorted mirror had been held up to my image of the past few weeks, throwing it in strange new shapes, demanding I reconsider every small aspect to see what might have changed. Would I have made the same decisions? Would I have struggled so hard against Moaradrid if I'd known his true motives?
I couldn't think about it. Not now. Not when there were other questions a hundred times more immediate. Like… "What about Mounteban?" I asked.
Caught off guard, Estrada asked, "What do you mean?"
"I mean, is he related to the King? A distant cousin, maybe? An uncle on the mother's side?"
"Of course not."
"Is he related to anyone? Alvantes, tell me he's not secretly your disowned half-brother."
The look Alvantes turned on me would have curdled new milk.
"Well then," I said, "I can't speak for anyone else — and maybe it's not so right or proper — but my motive is wanting to make sure that bloated snake gets his due."
After so much heated discussion, the hush following my proclamation lay heavy. Had I gone too far? Was the truth too unheroic for the likes of Estrada and Alvantes? It was Navare who eventually broke the silence. "He has a point," he said.
Alvantes gave a tentative half nod. "Mounteban's had it coming for far too long."
Estrada sighed. "You men."
"You have to admit…"
"Yes," she said, with a wry smile, "I'd like to see that arrogant bully lose a few teeth before the day's out."
I couldn't say if Alvantes looked more shocked or impressed.
"But it's also the right thing to do," she added.
"Agreed."
Navare turned back to me. "So, Damasco — you still haven't told us how you plan to get back into the city."
"Oh. Right," I said. "Getting into Altapasaeda."
Damn it. Amidst the unexpected history lessons and the talk of Mounteban's well-earned kicking, I'd just about managed to forget that part. Now that I thought, there was another crucial detail I'd neglected too.
"The thing is… I'm going to need to borrow some knives."
Scrambling onto the roof of the shanty was hard enough. Since my brief and rapidly descending last visit, it had been crudely patched with boards that wouldn't have supported a starved cat. I kept close to the edge, clung to the wall, and wished I didn't have to perform so hazardous a task in near-absolute darkness.
Reaching the rope, I shifted my weight onto it. I still couldn't quite believe it was still here. Granted, it was invisible from above, and hardly noticeable from below, but still it was hard to accept that so many days had passed without one of Mounteban's lackeys paying sufficient notice to have it cut down. One thing was for sure, it would never have happened on Alvantes's watch.
I looked up at what I had to climb — and up, and up. For a moment, my head and knees turned to jelly and swapped places.
I'd done this sort of thing once or twice in my criminal heyday. That didn't mean I'd ever been much good at it. I'd known men who claimed climbing a rope was no great endeavour, that there were techniques to make it easy as walking. I'd called those men liars, though rarely to their faces. In my experience, its ease could be roughly compared with nailing a rabid dog to a live bear.
At least experience told me the shack would probably break my fall.
Beginning to climb, I found it every bit as hard as I'd expected. I'd barely covered any distance before the strength in my arms had ebbed to nothing and my shoulders felt ready to tear from their sockets. All I had in my favour was that the wall was uneven enough for me to swing close, dig my toes into a gap and rest a little that way. Franco had done right by me, at least. It was a fine rope, and without the weight of my body dragging, my fingers almost clung to it of their own accord.
I found I could progress by rationing my strength and climbing in short bursts. Slowly, my confidence and what little technique I'd ever learned began to return. If nothing else, I knew better than to look down. Down meant hideous dizziness and the sure potential for broken bones. Down was the past; up was my future.
I climbed. I rested. I climbed. Rested. Climbed.
I was concentrating so intently on the top of the tower, where the grapnel was lodged, that the wall walk came on me unexpectedly. I hadn't dared imagine I was so close to my goal. Yet a little higher, a little slower on the uptake, and I'd have been visible to anyone patrolling.