‘Mistress, what is it that troubles you? Where’s Meredydd?’
For answer, she buried her face in his cloak, oblivious of the dank smell.
‘Dead!’ she sobbed. ‘Dead of a fever, last Michaelmas. I am at my wit’s end, John.’
Gently, he sat her upright and sat with one hand lying on hers on the table. ‘Nesta, I am here now, I will do all I can to help you. Tell me from the beginning what happened?’
Taking Hugh’s advice, when John eventually left the inn he went straight to several clothiers’ booths recommended by Nesta after her weeping had stopped, following his assurances that he would come to her aid. In a matter of an hour, he equipped himself with a couple of undershirts, two grey tunics, long hose, worsted breeches, a pair of riding boots and some house shoes. No longer masquerading as a pilgrim, he had no need yet of a hat in this clement weather, as he preferred going bareheaded.
Stuffing his purchases into a saddlebag, he went in search of Gwyn’s cottage in the small village of St Sidwell’s, virtually a suburb of the city just beyond the East Gate. Here he interrupted the celebrations of his squire’s homecoming to give Gwyn and his plump wife a share of the money he had been given by Hugh de Relaga and to ask them if he could use their yard to have a wash!
With Gwyn and two delighted lads assisting, he stripped off before the ruminant gaze of their house cow and had leather buckets of water from the well thrown over him. Agnes produced some soap she had made from goose fat mixed with wood ash and, ignoring his nakedness, lathered and scrubbed him clean. Afterwards, before donning his new clothes, he hacked off his beard and scraped the stubble with the specially honed little knife he carried in his scrip. Finishing off with Agnes trimming his black locks to a manageable length, he felt like a new man. Still putting off his search for Matilda, he sat in their one-room cottage and over a bowl of potage and some ale, told them of the crisis in the Bush.
‘Nesta said their business was doing well until Meredydd fell ill last year with a purulent cough and fever. He was dead inside a week and since then she has been struggling to carry on.’
‘Does she not have assistance there?’ demanded Agnes, instantly sympathetic to another working woman in distress. ‘I thought they had a pot-man and a couple of girls to help with the cooking and serving.’
‘They did have — but the man tried to make lewd advances after her husband died and she dismissed him. Then her cookmaid got herself with child and Nesta found she could not afford to hire new people.’
Gwyn frowned. ‘But I thought the Bush had become very profitable since Meredydd and Nesta took it over. It was thought of as the best tavern in the city — clean, with good food and excellent ale, thanks to Nesta’s brewing.’
John nodded sadly. ‘It was, but when she became hard-pressed from working alone, things went downhill. Less income meant less to spend on good food and brewing materials. The customers began to dwindle, especially those from out of town, like the travellers and carters who used to stay there when visiting the city.’
Agnes clucked her tongue in dismay. ‘Such a pity, Sir John, after all the work they put into making it a success, especially as you helped them so much.’
‘I recall you lending them a fair sum when they bought the place,’ observed Gwyn. ‘You told me Meredydd needed some silver to make up the price and you gave it him to save him paying usurious interest to the moneylenders.’
De Wolfe grunted, his usual response to anything that might embarrass him.
‘He paid me back quickly. It was just a helping hand to an old comrade. Meredydd was a damned good archer when he was with us in France.’
‘So is there anything we can do to help the poor girl?’ asked the ever-practical Agnes. ‘Gwyn could go down there for a bit, to help her. Now that he’s come home, I don’t want him under my feet here all day, I can tell you!’ She smiled affectionately at her large, clumsy husband.
He nodded amiably. ‘Sure, I can tidy the place up a bit and mend anything broken. Help with the brewing and that.’
‘You’ll drink more than you’ll brew, but never mind,’ scolded Agnes.
‘What about the cooking and looking after the lodgers?’
John ran a hand through his newly cleaned hair. ‘She’ll need a potman and another maid, one that can cook and is more experienced than the poor child that’s there now. Do you know anyone?’
Gwyn tugged at his moustache and frowned as he considered the problem.
‘What about old Edwin down the street?’ he suggested to his wife.
Agnes thought for a moment, then nodded. ‘He lives with his married daughter and she says he also gets under her feet, just like you, Gwyn. They might both be glad to see him off the premises.’
Gwyn turned to de Wolfe. ‘You’ll recall Edwin, he was a pikeman with us at Wexford years ago. Lost an eye and part of a foot there. Terrible old gossip, but reliable enough. He might like to earn a few pennies.’
Agnes, who knew everyone for a mile around, said that her second cousin’s daughter Molly was a good cook and an honest girl who might consider the job.
After some more gossip, John felt that he could not put off his filial duties any longer, so leaving Gwyn and his wife to follow up their suggestions about help for Nesta, he left to walk the short distance back into the city. He had left his horse with Andrew, the farrier in St Martin’s Lane, as in town a large animal was more of an encumbrance than a help in getting around.
In his new clothes and feeling clean for the first time since Acre, he set off through the city gate and down the High Street past the Guildhall once more. At Carfoix, where the roads from the four main gates crossed, thanks to the Roman general Vespasian’s town planning, John carried straight on down Fore Street, which went downhill towards the West Gate. On the right, he passed the little church of St Olave, where his wife spent so much time on her knees and then came to her cousin’s house. This was a small, but well-kept two-storey dwelling built of cob plastered between frames of old oak.
When he rapped on the iron knocker, he expected it to be answered either by the cousin Edith or her miserable old maidservant. It was quite a surprise when the door flew open and the irate visage of Matilda de Wolfe appeared.
The reception he got was in stark contrast to that of Nesta in the Bush. Instead of collapsing against him in tears, his wife stared at him for a moment while her mind grappled with this unexpected situation.
‘Oh, it’s you John! I thought it was those cursed children again, playing “knock and run away”,’ she said evenly, as if he had just returned from visiting his mother, rather than an absence of over three years.
‘At least she didn’t say she thought I was dead,’ muttered John, as she stood aside and let him into the short passage that led to the kitchen, with two rooms leading off each side of the front door.
He considered giving her a discreet kiss of welcome for form’s sake, but as she waddled in front of him with her back turned, he thought better of it. In the kitchen, a lean-to on the back of the house, Matilda motioned him to a stool at the table and produced two wine cups and a flask. After pouring the wine, she sat down heavily opposite her husband and glared at him. ‘So where have you been since gallivanting off with your precious king, leaving me alone to fend for myself?’
It took an hour and the rest of the flask of wine for John to tell his wife of his adventures. Though initially she affected to be disinterested in his selfish affairs, her fascination with things religious gradually thawed her — along with more than a pint of Anjou red wine. Matilda was devoted to all things related to the Church and its priests — along with an almost equal love of food, wine and good clothing. The fact that he had been to Christ’s homeland, had actually seen Jerusalem, albeit at a distance and had trodden the hallowed shores of the Sea of Galilee, fascinated her. She began to look at this gaunt, dark man in a new light, just because he had actually breathed the air of the Holy Land and had done his best to free the sacred places from the grip of the infidel Saracens.