And far away from Beauvoir.
Jack turned toward her, shifting his weight on the bench, searching her face with his gaze. She looked a little embarrassed, as if she had never told anyone this particular secret before. The idea pleased him in a way he shouldn't have allowed, but he didn't try to stop it.
"When I was a kid, I used to think my family would be great if only we had money," he said. "I thought every problem we had was because we were poor. That wasn't true at all, was it?"
"No," she whispered, bleakly.
She stared down at her hands, fingering a thumbnail that had been bitten to the quick. She looked small and tired and vulnerable, not strong enough to fight off all the feelings coming home had churned up. She had gone off to create a life for herself, never suspecting that life would chase her right back to the problems she had been escaping from.
"Dieu," Jack muttered, letting his arm slip off the bench and around Laurel 's shoulders. "I'm not doin' my job very well, am I?" he asked in a teasing voice while he massaged her shoulder. He leaned down close and nuzzled her ear. "I brought you out here to have fun, to make you happy."
Warmth bloomed inside Laurel. She told herself she didn't want it, but the voice wasn't stern enough to make her move away from him. She shot him a wry look. "I think you brought me out here with ideas of raiding my panties."
He grinned an unholy grin, his eyes shining like polished onyx in the fading light. "Mais oui, mon coeur," he murmured, his smoky voice purring deep in his throat as he slipped his other arm around her. "That's how I plan to make you happy."
Had any other man made such a statement to her, she would have cut him off at the knees with her rapier tongue and sent him crawling home. Jack's arrogance, tempered with his sense of humor, only made her want to go along on whatever wild adventure he suggested. That wasn't the smart thing or the safe thing, but it was the most tempting thing. As his lips found her throat and he began to kiss her with teasing little taste-testing kisses, the temptation grew stronger.
"I thought-" She broke off at the breathless sound of her voice, cleared her throat, and tried again. "I thought you were going to be on your best behavior."
He chuckled wickedly against her neck, sliding a hand up and down her upper arm, his thumb brushing seductively against the side of her breast. "Sugar, this is my best behavior."
A shudder of pure longing went through her. She had ignored her physical needs for so long, she had forgotten what it was to want a man.
No, her mind insisted, the correction cutting through the haze of desire, she had never known what it was to want a man. Not the way she wanted Jack. She had grown up subduing herself sexually, avoiding something she had seen only the ugly side of. Her marriage to Wesley had been a marriage of friends, passionless on her part because she didn't think herself capable of passion.
She'd been wrong. As Jack trailed kisses down the column of her throat to the sensitive curve of her shoulder, passion came to life inside her like a fire that had been smoldering beneath cold ash. It startled her, frightened her. She didn't want to want him. She had never wanted to think of herself as being vulnerable to the lure of sex.
"You told me not to trust you," she said, trying to stiffen muscles that had begun to melt with the warmth of desire. "You said yourself, you're bad for me."
"Well, you can't listen to me, darlin'," he murmured, kissing his way back up her neck to her ear. He traced the tip of his tongue around the rim of the delicate shell, drew the lobe between his lips and sucked gently. "I'm a writer; I tell lies for a livin'."
"Then I should know better than to get within an arm's length of you."
"Why? We don't need to talk at all for making love. Bodies don't tell lies, sweetheart." To prove his point he caught her hand and drew it to the front of his jeans, pressing her palm against his erection, holding her there while he feathered kisses along her jaw to the corner of her mouth and probed delicately with the tip of his tongue. "I want you, angel," he whispered seductively. "That's no lie."
She snatched a breath and forced herself to stand instead of succumb. Her legs wobbled beneath her, and she was glad her flowing, gauzy skirt hid her quaking knees. She folded her arms across her middle, holding herself together, keeping her hands from reaching out to him.
"I don't have casual sex with men who are admittedly liars and bastards," she said, struggling for and not quite managing the calm, cutting voice that had won her more than one court case.
Jack looked up at her from the bench, eyes wide with false innocence. He splayed his hands against his chest and rose with careless grace, stalking her across the narrow confines of the pontoon.
"Did I say I was a liar?" he asked with disbelief. "Oh, no, chère," he purred, backing her into the console. "I meant to say I was a lover. Come here and let me show you."
Laurel shook her head, sidestepping him as he reached for her, amazed at his ability to change personas-teasing, then sober, then seductive, then teasing again. It was almost more unnerving than his ability to make her want him. "Last night you warned me away from you. Today you act as if it never happened. Who are you this time, Jack?"
His expression grew serious, intense, as he stared down at her, and a tremor went through her. This Jack looked like a dominant male, a predator, capable of anything. "I'm the man whose gonna make love to you until you forget every stupid thing I ever said," he muttered.
If he had tried to snatch her against him, she would have bolted. If he had stepped too close, she would have kneed him. If he had tried to force her, she would have done her best to get her hands on the gun in her purse and shoot him. But he did none of those things. Instead, he lifted his hand and cupped her cheek, the fire in his eyes softening to tenderness.
"Let yourself live a little bit, angel," he whispered. "Live. Not for work, not for somebody else's cause. For the moment. For yourself. Reach out and take something you want for once."
Then he lowered his head and kissed her, softly, gently, experimentally. His lips, firm and smooth and oh-so-clever, moved against hers, rubbed over hers, seduced hers into softening and responding. He inched a step closer, raising his other hand and sliding his fingers back into her silky hair.
"Kiss me back, mon coeur," he commanded on a phantom breath. "There's no reason you shouldn't."
Just that she didn't trust him or respect him or want the complication of an affair in her life, she thought dimly. But she gave voice to none of those reasons, thinking that they didn't really have much to do with the here and now. "Let yourself live a little bit, angel…"
She'd been so careful for so long, she couldn't believe she was being seduced by a rogue like Jack. But then that was his allure, wasn't it? He was bad for her. He was wicked. And she had always followed the rules, made the correct choices, done the right thing.
"Reach out and take something you want for once."
Jack's mouth moved insistently over hers, coaxing, luring, tempting, offering pleasure, promising bliss, guaranteeing an hour or two of blessed oblivion of the problems in her life. And God knew she wanted him.
Hesitantly, she obeyed his command, rising on tiptoe, relaxing her lips beneath his. Her fingers curled into fists, gathering the fabric of his shirt in bunches. Then he slid his arms around her, anchoring her against him, holding her safe and secure as she opened to him.
Jack groaned at her surrender and deepened the kiss. With a slow, sensuous stroke, he eased his tongue into her mouth, probing deeply, suggestively. She answered him with a tentative foray of her own, her tongue tracing his lower lip, dipping inside his mouth.
He wanted her, had wanted her from the first, this angel with her alluring combination of fire and fragility. He wanted her in a way he hadn't wanted a woman in a long time-possessively, obsessively. He wanted her to be his in a way she had never been any other man's. He would have seen it as dangerous thinking if he had been able to think at all.
Without breaking the kiss, he took her glasses off and set them aside on the steering console, then guided her hands down to his waist and abandoned them there as he shrugged his shirt off and tossed it aside. He gasped a little at the feel of her hands, so cool and soft, gliding back up his chest.