The adversary has been chosen. Good, golden, champion of justice. But goodness and justice have nothing to do with this game. In this game, only the strong and the clever survive.
Chapter Eighteen
Tony Gerrard sat hunched over the small table in the interrogation room like a sullen sixteen-year-old hood in detention. His curly black hair was renegade length, his wide jaw shadowed blue by his beard. The sleeves of his faded denim work shirt had been cut off to reveal bulging biceps adorned with the artistic handiwork of Big Mamou of Mamou's Tattoos fame. His right arm proudly proclaimed him to be 100% Coonass. An alligator lounged on his left, seeming to come to life as he reached for an ashtray to tap off his cigarette. The gator stretched and twisted, all but bellowing before shrinking back into complacency.
In truth Tony hadn't changed a bit in the ten years since he'd dropped out of high school. Physically, he had matured early, reaching his full height of five feet eight and bulking out with muscle the instant his hormones had sprung to life. Psychologically, he hadn't matured at all. His temper was still the volatile and unpredictable creature of an adolescent. He used his penis like a homing device, and his idea of a good time invariably included sports, crude humor, and mass quantities of beer.
He'd been in trouble off and on since junior high, but his trouble had never amounted to much, to his way of thinking-a few smashed cars, the occasional fist fight. Twice he had been hauled in for pushing Annie around, but he had never hurt her badly. The court never wanted to hear it, but she'd always given as good as she got, the little hellcat.
He smiled a little at the memory of her hurling beer cans at him, swearing at him a mile a minute. But the smile twisted into a knot of pain as he reminded himself that Annie wouldn't be around to throw anything at his head anymore.
He stared down at the plain gold wedding band on his left hand, unable to look away from it, unable to stop from twisting it around and around on his finger.
"You can take that off and hock it, Tony," Sheriff Kenner drawled, planting a boot on the seat of the only other chair at the table. He rested his forearms on his lean thigh and looked at Tony sideways, feeling exhausted and mean. He'd gotten two hours' sleep since the discovery of the body. "You're not married anymore."
Tony just sniffed and looked away.
"Divorce would have been cheaper," Kenner said, watching his man with narrowed eyes. "You don't have jack shit to sue for. Might have lost your truck, is all. You're gonna pay now, boy. They'll throw your pretty ass in Angola Pen, and you'll pay for the rest of your miserable life."
Tony blinked at the itchy pressure in his eyes, never glancing Kenner 's way, and mumbled, "I didn't kill her."
"Sure you did. You just spent six weeks in our little parish hotel 'cause of the missus. You had six weeks to get up a good head of steam. You got out, went to pay her back, got a little carried away…"
"I didn't kill her."
"Tell me, Tony, what's it like to wrap a scarf around a woman's throat and choke the life out of her? Did you watch her face? Did you watch her turn color, watch her eyes bug out as she realized the man she married was gonna kill her?"
"Shut up."
"Did you like the sounds she made, Tony?"
"Shut up."
"Or did you like it better when she was begging you to stop using that knife on her?"
"Shut up!" Tony exploded to his feet, sending his chair skittering backward on the linoleum. His face contorted with rage, and spittle flew as he shouted, "Shut the fuck up!"
Kenner pounced like a wolf, grabbing him by the back of his thick neck and digging his fingertips in. As Tony gasped at the pain shooting down his spine, Kenner leaned in close, invading the man's personal space in every way he could. "No, you shut up, dickhead!" he bellowed in Gerrard's ear. "Shut up and sit down." He let go of Tony's neck and shoved the old wooden straight chair back under him just in time to catch him.
Tony hit the seat of the chair so hard, it felt like a baseball bat hitting his balls. Another swarm of red and blue dots swirled before his eyes. He swallowed hard and propped his elbows on the scarred table, hanging his head and rubbing weakly at the back of his neck. What was left of his cigarette smoldered in the ashtray, the smoke nauseating him.
Kenner walked away to an old army green metal desk that squatted along one wall of the barren room and picked up a manila file folder. He took his time about it, believing firmly in fucking with a perp's mind. Tony Gerrard wanted out of this room. Let him think that wasn't going to happen anytime soon. Let him think that the reason why the cops figured they had all the time in the world to question him was that they were damn certain he did the deed.
"You're a sad sack of shit, Tony," he muttered, thumbing through the file. "Getting off on this kind of sick torture stuff."
"I didn't do it," Tony whispered, pinching the bridge of his nose. He wanted to cry, and he hated Kenner for that. He wanted out of this crackerbox of a room. He wanted to stop thinking about Annie and words like "torture" and "murder."
"Hell, everybody knows you knocked her around."
"But I never would'a done-" He broke off and swallowed hard as the gossip came back to him in an ugly rush. Everyone in town was talking about what those hikers had found. "I never would'a done that. Never."
"You mean, this?" Kenner pulled the crime scene Polaroids out of the file and tossed them on the table.
For one long, terrible second Tony stared at the body of his wife, his brain cataloging the gruesome atrocities-the scarf knotted around her throat, the cuts the knife had made in her breasts and belly and thighs. In that one second the images were forever branded into his memory. The skin, unnaturally pale, mottled with bruises, sliced open in places, torn and ragged in others. And her eyes. Those beautiful big brown eyes, frozen in a stare of pure horror.
"She probably looks worse than when you dumped her body," Kenner said coldly. "She was in the bayou a couple days. Lucky there was anything left, what with the fish and the gators and-"
Tony swept the pictures off the table with a cry of anguish, then turned and vomited on the floor, his guts wrenching at the images flashing through his head.
"Annie! Oh, God, Annie!" he cried, the sobs tearing up from his heart. He rose in a half crouch, doubled over by the terrible pain of loss, and stumbled away from the table to sink down on his knees in the corner.
Kenner frowned and sighed. He picked up the snapshots, careful not to look at them, and slipped them back in the folder. The hot, acidic scent of Tony's stomach contents burned his nostrils, but that wasn't what left the bad taste in his mouth.
He had wanted Gerrard to be guilty, had honestly believed he could have committed the crime. A confession would have justified what he had just put Tony Gerrard through. It was a hell of a lot more gratifying to torment a guilty man than a grieving husband.
"You're free to go," he said in a low voice, then let himself out of the room.
The next door down the hall opened, and Danjermond walked out looking cool and composed, unaffected by what he had seen through the two-way glass.
"My God, you're a ruthless bastard," he drawled mildly.
Kenner watched him straighten a shirt cuff and align his onyx cuff link with the top stitching. "No," he said. "Whoever killed Annie Delahoussaye-Gerrard is a ruthless bastard. I just mean to catch him."
Danjermond glanced at him from under his brows. "You don't think Gerrard is guilty?"
He shook his head as he dug a cigarette out of his shirt pocket and hung it from his lip. "You saw him."
"He could be acting. Or perhaps what we witnessed was abject remorse."
"If he's acting, then he deserves the goddamn Academy Award." He struck a match and cupped his hands around his cigarette as if he were standing outside in a stiff wind. To banish the sour taste and smell that lingered in his senses, he drew the smoke deep into his lungs and exhaled through his nostrils. "I got a call in to the sheriff in St. Martin Parish, where they found that last dead girl. A hundred says the same piece of shit did this one."
He tossed his match down on the floor and ground it to shreds with the toe of his boot. "I'll catch the son of a bitch," he swore. "Nobody does this in my parish and gets away with it."
The very corners of Danjermond's mouth curled in a sardonic, unamused smile. "I appreciate your attitude. Killers running around loose don't do my career any good, either."