While at the service station, I’d also made a point of looking for CCTV cameras. There was one covering the forecourt and the shop, and another facing the exit and the road towards Sheffield and the bus shelter where Damien had got high before looking for something to steal. The police must have examined the tapes from these: it was standard procedure nowadays. So what had they found?
Maddie hung over the farm gates, cooing at various animals in turn from kid goats to Vietnamese pot bellied pigs, and Jamie stared at everything with fascinated incomprehension.
My thoughts returned to Charlie’s death. In particular to the car, cooling outside his house. The car had been driven recently. Or could the engine have been going for some other reason? Some DIY task of Charlie’s? Pumping up an airbed, or shining headlights on some job? Jump leads? Had someone broken down, or pretended to? Lured Charlie to give them a hand? Always helping people out, Libby had said, nothing too much trouble. Then what? My mind stalled. The door had been unlocked, the house in gloom. There was no sign of a break-in.
I kept returning to the conclusion that the murderer must have struck as soon as Charlie reached the cottage. Charlie had opened up but hadn’t had time to turn the lights on, when he was attacked. Or, as Sinclair suggested, the killer had switched the lights off before shutting the door and hiding the dreadful crime. All this just minutes before Damien tried the door.
It was time to feed one of the calves. A volunteer asked who would like to have a go. Maddie’s arm shot up and she gave a little jump. She went second, after a boy who giggled all the way through. The brown calf smelt of warm hair and hay and milk. Its limpid eyes, fuzzy pink nose and big teeth entranced the children. Maddie stuck the teat in its mouth and clutched the bottle with both hands as the animal tugged at it. This triggered some recognition in Jamie, who began to mewl. After the train fiasco, I was better prepared and warmed her feed with boiled water from a flask.
While Maddie continued to help feed the calf and advise those children coming after her on technique, I pulled the buggy round to the edge of a stall where a huge sow lay panting on the straw, and I punched in Geoff Sinclair’s number.
‘Can I come and see you again?’ I asked him. ‘I’d really appreciate it. Today, if possible.’
‘I’m going to be out,’ he said.
‘When you get back then – whenever’s convenient.’
There was a long pause. He was going to turn me away. I needed to talk to him; I needed information only the police would have. I stared at the sow, her belly shuddering with her breaths, her mucky trotters and large snout.
‘After four,’ he consented. I let out my breath.
I sat with Jamie by the duck pond. She studied my face as she fed, her eyes swinging from mine to my mouth and back again. What was she thinking? Where was her mother this soft, Sunday afternoon? I smiled at Jamie and she smiled back, losing her grip on the teat momentarily. She fed swiftly and when I raised her to wind her, one of her hands gripped my ear.
‘You’re a lovely girl,’ I told her and she gave a ripe burp in reply.
There was no sign of Ray or Tom when we got home. Abi Dobson was free to babysit and came over in time for me to drive out to Geoff Sinclair’s for four. I was tired before I set out; I’d been tired all day and had to open the car window to let the cold air refresh my senses and counteract the fatigue.
He took an age to open the door, making me think that rather than bother a sick man, the sooner I could talk to someone else involved with the police case the better. At least I hoped so. Police officers come in all shapes and sizes, from the nit-picking and officious to the generous and cooperative. Some resent private investigators; others hope to make a second career in that line. Luck of the draw.
Sinclair didn’t offer me tea this time, just a seat. I looked out to where the sun was blazing over the moorland, washing the shreds of cloud with vermillion and cherry and for a split second wondered about somewhere like this for Maddie and me if we had to move, then dismissed it instantly as a passing folly. Neither of us would cope with the isolation, the distance from facilities, the need to make an effort with all the locals. Maddie would miss school and all her friends. And I’d miss mine. Working would be harder as most of my jobs are in the city; I’d spend half my life in the car.
I laid out my thoughts to Geoff Sinclair: ‘If we accept that Damien told me the truth, as far as he could remember, then it suggests that Charlie was attacked soon after he reached the cottage, and shortly before Damien found him. The lights were off and the door unlocked. And Charlie’s car was still warm when Damien came out of the cottage.’
Sinclair frowned at that.
‘Damien felt ill,’ I elaborated. ‘He went to steady himself on the car. The metal was hot.’
Sinclair shrugged. ‘A shock like that, the nausea, makes you sweat, that’s all.’
‘But he didn’t just feel it, he heard it, too: the clicking of the bodywork cooling. It only came back to him when we talked. And it is such a specific, bizarre detail I’m certain it’s a genuine memory. That time of year, it would take, what, ten minutes to cool off? Did you have an estimate for the time of death?’
He made a sound, an exasperated snort. ‘I really don’t think it’s my place-’
‘Please, if you can still remember?’ It was a challenge of sorts as well as a plea. I reckoned he would pride himself on knowing the details of his last case. Probably older ones, too. He struck me as a conscientious man.
He was quiet for a moment, then: ‘The pathologist estimated that Charlie died sometime in the four hours preceding discovery by Libby Hill at six, though time of death is only ever an approximation. We had the last sighting from Heather Carter and Valerie Mayhew at four fifteen. It would take a further fifteen to twenty minutes to reach the cottage depending on the traffic. So that gave us a time frame of an hour and a half, between four thirty and six.’
‘Damien got there at four forty. He just missed the killer.’
‘Or he was the killer,’ Sinclair said. Wasn’t he convinced by Damien’s last words?
‘You don’t believe the suicide note?’
He shrugged and gave me a baleful look.
‘Damien passed two parked cars going up the hill to the cottage,’ I persisted. ‘He passed a man who was coming down, then he heard an engine start soon after. One of the cars, a Volvo, belongs to a resident. The other was a Mondeo; no one in the street owns one.’
There was a subtle shift in Sinclair’s expression, a flare of interest in his bright blue eyes. Hard to read. Did he think I was on to something? ‘I think the man Damien passed got in that car and drove away,’ I said. ‘There aren’t any houses further up; there are no paths or tourist attractions. Where had he been? I think that was the killer and it could have been Nick Dryden. What about CCTV?’ I said. ‘The cameras at the service station on the main road, those might show Charlie’s car, if anyone was following him, or anyone driving away from the village around then.’
‘Wasn’t working,’ he said flatly.
‘What?!’
‘Broken. The one that covers the shop was the only one working. We didn’t get anything from it.’
‘Oh, for pity’s sake.’ The one thing that might have given credence to my theories and it didn’t exist.
‘Did you speak to Nick Dryden?’ Sinclair asked me.
‘Not yet.’ I recalled the silent call, the threat of it. ‘Last summer he was wanted for fraud by the Spanish authorities. He disappeared. He’s still on the run. He could be back here. Heather says he continued to make abusive calls. But there haven’t been any since Charlie’s death.’
‘Maybe the man has a shred of decency. Look, you’re pointing the finger at Nick Dryden. Last time you thought it could have been road rage,’ Sinclair pointed out. Another of my wild speculations that had gone belly up. ‘But Damien Beswick is still the best fit for the evidence.’