Corain gnawed at his lip. Two months from the end of the Defense election, with a bomb about to blow in that one—
With Jacques likely to win the Defense seat away from Khalid and very likely to appoint Gorodin as Secretary.
But Jacques was weakening. Jacques was feeling heat from the hawks within Defense—and there were persistent rumors about Gorodin's health—and countercharges that Khalid, who had been linked to previous such rumors—was once more the source of them.
But Khalid couldwin: the Centrist party had as lief be shut of Khalid's brand of conservatism—but it could not discount the possibility in any planning. The Jacques as Councillor/Gorodin as Secretary compromise Corain had hammered out with Nye, Lynch, and the Expansionists—was the situation Corain had rather have, most of all, if rumors were true and Gorodin's health was failing, because Gorodin was the Expansionists'part of the bargain.
Wait—and hope that a new hand at the helm of the military would enable them to work withDefense to get to Warrick in Planys; or go in on their own and trust to their own resources. And risk major scandal. That was the problem.
If Khalid won again—Khalid would remember that his own party had collaborated in the challenge to his seat. Then he would owe no favors.
Then he could become a very dangerous man indeed.
"I think we'd better pursue the contact now," Corain said. "Just for God's sake be careful. I don't want any trails to the Bureau, hear?"
viii
"I didn't know I was going to do that," Justin said, and tossed a bit of bread to the koi. The gold one flashed to the surface and got it this time, while the white lurked under a lotus pad. "I had no idea. It just—she was going to find out about the tape, wasn't she? Someday. Better now—while she's naive enough to be shocked. God help us—if it goes the other way."
"I feel much safer," Grant said, "when you decide these things."
"Idon't, dammit, I had no right to do that without warning—but I was in a corner, it was the moment—it was the only moment to make the other situation right. ..."
"Because of the tape?"
"You do understand it, then."
"I understand this is the most aggressive personality I've ever met. Not even Winfield and his people—impressed me to that extent. I'll tell you the truth: I've been afraid before. Winfield, for instance. Or the Security force that pulled me out of there—I thought that they might kill me, because those might be their orders. I've tried to analyze the flavor of this, and the flux was so extreme in me at that moment in the office doorway—I can't pin it down. I only know there was something so—violent in this girl—that it was very hard for me to respond without flux." Grant's voice was clinical, cool, soft and precise as it was when he was reasoning. "But then—that perception may have to do with my own adrenaline level—and the fact the girl isa Supervisor. Perhaps I misread the level of what I was receiving."
"No. You're quite right. I've tried to build a profile on her . . . quietly. Same thing her predecessor did to me. The choices she makes in her model, the things she'd do if she were in the Gehenna scenario—she's aggressive as hell, and self-protective. I've charted the behavior phases—menstrual cycles, hormone shifts—best I can guess, she's hormone-fluxed as hell right now; I alwayswatch the charts with her. But that's never all of it." He broke off another bit of bread and tossed it, right where the spotted koi could get it. "Neverall of it with her predecessor. That mind is brilliant. When it fluxes, the analog functions go wildly speculative—and the down-side of the flux integrates like hell. I've watched it. More, she originatedthe whole flux-matrix theory; you think she doesn't understand her own cycles? Anduse them? But youngAri made me understand something I should have seen—we deal with other people with such precision, and ourselves with such damnable lack of it—Ari is having difficulties with ego-definitions. A PR does, I should know; and it can only get worse for her. That's why I asked for the transfer."
"Fix her on us?"
He drew several long breaths. Blinked rapidly to clear away the elder Ari's face, the remembrance of her hands on him.
"She's vulnerable now," he said on a ragged breath. "She's looking for some sign of the human race—on whatever plane she lives on. That's the sense I got—that maybe she was as open then as I was—then. So I grabbed the moment's window. That's what I thought. That she's so damn self-protective—there might only be that chance—then—hi that two seconds." He shuddered, a little, involuntary twitch at the nape of the neck. "God, I hate real-time work."
"Just because you hated it," Grant said, "doesn't mean you weren't good at it. I'll tell you what this azi suspects—that she would regretharm to one of us. I don't think that's true with a CIT. If she ever does take me up on my proposition— No," Grant said as he took a breath to object; Grant held up a finger. "One: I don't think she will. Two: if she does—trust me to handle it. Trust me. All right?"
"It's not all right."
"No, but you'll stay back: do the puzzling thing, and trust me to do the same. I think you're quite right. The puzzling thing engages the intellect—and I had far rather deal with her on a rational basis, I assure you. If you can commit us to your judgment in the one thing—trust me for mine and don't make me worry. I wouldn't have been in half the flux I was in, except I wasn't sure you weren't going to come back into the office and blow everything to hell, right there. I can't think and watch my flank when it's you involved. All right? Promise me that."
"Dammit, I can't let a spoiled kid—"
"Yes. You can. Because I'm capable of taking care of myself. And in some things I'm better than you. Not many. But in this, I am. Allow me my little superiority. You can have all the rest."
He gazed a long time at Grant, at a face which had—with the years—acquired tensions azi generally lacked. He had done that to him. Life among CITs had.
"Deal?" Grant asked him. "Turn about: trust myjudgment. I trust yours about the transfer. So we can both be perturbed about something. How much do you trust me?"
"It's not trusting youthat's at issue."
"Yes, it is. Yes. It is. Azi to Supervisor . . . are you hearing me?"
He nodded finally. Because whatever Ari could do— hecould hurt Grant.
He lied, of course. Maybe Grant knew he did.
ix
"There's a tape," Ari had said to Denys, in his office, and told him whichtape.
"How did you find out about it?" he had asked.
"My Base."
"Nothingto do with dinner at Changeslast night."
"No," she said without a flicker, "we discussed cultural librations."
Denys hated humor when he was serious. He always had. "All right," he said, frowning. "I certainly won't withhold it."
So he sent Seely for it. And said: "Don'tuse kat when you see this, don't expose Florian and Catlin to it, for God's sake don'tput it where anyone can find it."
She had thought of asking him what was in it. But things were tense enough. So she talked about other things—about her work, about the project, about Justin—without mentioning the disagreement.