CHAPTER 6
i
"This bell has to ring once when you push the left-hand button and twice when you push the right-hand button," the Super said, and Florian listened as the problem clicked off against the things he knew. So far it was easy to wire. "But—" Here came the real problem, Florian knew. "But you have to fix it so that if you push the left-hand button first it won't work at all and if you push the right-hand button twice it won't work until you push the left-hand button. Speed does matter. So does neatness. Go."
Parts and tools were all over the table. Florian collected what he needed. It was not particularly hard.
The next job was somebody else's project. And you had to look at the board and tell the instructor what it would do.
His fingers were very fast. He could beat the clock. Easy. The next thing was harder. The third thing was always to make up one for somebody else. He had fifteen minutes to do that.
He told the Instructor what it was.
"Show me how you'd build that," the Instructor said. So he did.
And the Instructor looked very serious and nodded finally and said: "Florian, you're going to double up on tape."
He was disappointed. "I'm sorry. It won't work?"
"Of course it'll work," the Instructor said, and smiled at him. "But I can't give that to anybody on this level. You'll do double-study on the basics and we'll see how you do with the next. All right?"
"Yes," he said. Of course it was yes. But he was worried. He was working with Olders a lot. It was hard, and took a lot of time, and they kept insisting he take his Rec time, when he had rather be at his job.
He was already late a lot, and Andy frowned at him, and helped him more than he wanted.
He thought he ought to talk to the Super about all of it. But he made them happy when he worked hard. He could still do it, even if he was tired, even if he fell into his bunk at night and couldn't even remember doing it.
The Instructor said he could go and he was late again. Andy told him the pigs didn't understand his schedule and Andy had had to feed them.
"I'll do the water," he said, and did it for Andy's too. That was fair. It made Andy happy.
It made Andy so happy Andy let him curry the Horse with him, and go with him to the special barn where they had the baby, which was a she, protected against everything and fed with a bucket you had to hold. He wasn't big enough to do that yet. You had to shower and change your clothes and be very careful, because they were giving the baby treatments they got from the Horse. But she wasn't sick. She played dodge with them and then she would smell of their fingers and play dodge again.
He had been terribly relieved when Andy told him that the horses were not for food. "What arethey for?" he had asked then, afraid that there might be other bad answers.
"They're Experimentals," Andy had said. "I'm not sure. But they say they're working animals."
Pigs were sometimes working animals. Pigs were so good at smelling out native weeds that drifted in and rooted and they were so smart at not eating the stuff that there were azi who did nothing but walk them around, every day going over the pens and the fields with the pigs that nobody would ever make into bacon, and zapping whatever had sneaked inside the fences. The machine-sniffers were good, but Andy said the pigs were better in some ways.
That was what they meant in the tapes, Florian thought, when they said one of the first Rules of all Rules was to find ways to be useful.
ii
Ari read the problem, thought into her tape-knowing, and asked maman: "Does it matter how many are boys and how many are girls?"
Maman thought a moment. "Actually it does. But you can work it as if it doesn't."
"Why?"
"Because, and this is important to know, certain things are less important in certain problems; and when you're just learning how to work the problem, leaving out the things that don't matter as much helps you to remember what things are the most important in figuring it. Everything in the world is important in that problem—boys and girls, the weather, whether or not they can get enough food, whether there are things that eat them—but right now just tile genes are going to matter. When you can work all those problems, then they'll tell you how to work in all the other things. One other thing. They'd hate to tell you you knew everything. There might be something else no one thought of. And if you thoughtthey'd told you everything, that could trick you. So they start out simple and then start adding in whether they're boys and girls. All right?"
"It doesmatter," Ari said doggedly, "because the boy fish fight each other. But there's going to be twenty-four blue ones if nobody gets eaten. But they will, because blue ones are easy to see, and they can't hide. And if you put them with big fish there won't be any blue fish at all."
"Do you know whether a fish sees colors?"
"Do they?"
"Let's leave that for a moment. What if the females like blue males better?"
"Why should they?"
"Just figure it. Carry it another generation."
"How much better?"
"Twenty-five percent."
"All those blue ones are just going to make the big fish fatter and they'llhave lots of babies. This is getting complicated."
Maman got this funny look like she was going to sneeze or laugh or get mad. And then she got a very funny look that was not funny at all. And gathered her up against her and hugged her.
Maman did that a lot lately. Ari thought that she ought to feel happier than she was. She had never had maman spend so much time with her. Ollie too.
But there was a danger-feeling. Maman wasn't happy. Ollie wasn't. Ollie was being azi as hard as he could, and maman and Ollie didn't shout at each other anymore. Maman didn't shout at anybody. Nelly just looked confused a lot of the time. Phaedra went around being azi too.
Ari was scared and she wanted to ask maman why, but she was afraid maman would cry. Maman always had that look lately. And it hurt when maman cried.
She just held on to maman.
Next morning she went to playschool. She was big enough to go by herself now. Maman hugged her at the door. Ollie came and hugged her too. He had not done that in a long time.
She looked back and the door was shut. She thought that was funny. But she went on to school.
iii
RESEUNE ONEleft the runway and Jane clenched her hands on the leather arms of the seat. And did not look out the window. She did not want to see Reseune dwindle away. She bit her lips and shut her eyes and felt the leakage down her face while the gentle acceleration pressed her into the seat.
She turned her face toward Ollie when they reached cruising altitude. "Ollie, get me a drink. A double."
"Yes, sera," Ollie said, and unbelted and went to see to it.
Phaedra, sitting in front of them, had turned her chair around to face her across the little table. "Can I do something for you, sera?"
God, she needs to, doesn't she? Phaedra's scared."I want you to make out a shopping list. Things you think we'll need on-ship. You'll have to place some orders when we make station. There's an orientation booklet in the outside pocket. It'll review you on procedures."
"Yes, sera."
That put a patch on Phaedra's problems. Ollie was walking wounded. He had asked her for tape. He—had asked her for tape, azi to Supervisor; and she had refused him.
"Ollie," she had said. "You're too much a CIT. I need you to be. Do you understand what I'm saying?"