Bruce grabbed his spear and began to stab at the bonfire. ‘Well put,’ he said. ‘But tell me, how long have you had that chip in your brain?’
‘Guess.’
‘I don’t have to. Last week, you told me everything.’
Her smile hung. ‘Last week? Before I -’
‘Let’s start with your body. You are in your late twenties and physically fit. What about your mind? You remember a boyfriend called Simon, but the memory is false. I could tell you more about yourself, but I’ve already reached the extent of your own knowledge. Anything else, you wouldn’t recognise.’
‘Stop this,’ Saskia said. She fought to transform her unease into anger. ‘You have acquired this information from Jennifer, via her father.’
David said, ‘Saskia, you never told me about a boyfriend.’
‘In passing, perhaps I did,’ Saskia replied, but her voice had grown quiet.
‘Describe that chip to me,’ said Bruce.
‘I cannot describe—’
‘Tell me what it does,’ he said. He was still prodding the fire. Unreal embers drifted upwards.
‘It contains a new personality.’
‘How does it contain it?’
‘I…I don’t know,’ Saskia stammered.
‘Let’s think about your mind. Where did it come from? To capture the thoughts of a brain with enough detail to replicate it, the brain must be destroyed. We don’t know whether this brain—what you think of as ‘you’—might have submitted itself voluntarily to the process. It might have been tricked. But I think we must assume that the physical body that once contained what you consider to be ‘you’, Saskia, is dead. I think ‘dead’ is also a good word for the thoughts running on that chip. The code that represents your mind exists, inert, on an artificial substrate, forcing your muscles to move through direct nervous stimulation, just as frog legs will kick when supplied with an electric current.’
‘How do you know all this?’
‘As I said, it was explained to me last week by someone with intimate knowledge of the mechanism: you.’ Before she could interrupt, Bruce continued, ‘Imagine this body we see today, Saskia, lying in an operating theatre, perhaps under sedation, perhaps awake and screaming. A surgeon planted the chip between the cerebellum and the visual cortex. Over the next two or three days, while the body was immobilised, a network of filaments worked into its brain like an aggressive cancer. Each filament grew for a millimetre then divided in two; this happened once every hour, so that within six hours there were more than four hundred million million separate fibres. They formed a three-dimensional mesh. Then the next phase began: the fibres retrained the brain according to the ghost of the mind on the chip. It happened slowly, just as you might rebuild a house by swapping bricks; it takes a while, but avoids having to knock the house down.
‘Imagine your mind as a seesaw with opposing riders. Your chip is light but far from the fulcrum. Your brain is heavy but closer. That’s the way Beckmann likes it. The unconscious speaks through inspiration; through irrational certainty.’
By the pricking of my thumbs.
‘Did Beckmann alter my mind after it was first copied from the…original? I understand guns, violence. Languages.’
‘Those are probably additions. Maybe even fragments of other minds that had those skills. I don’t think it’s possible to fundamentally change the mind itself, in terms of a personality. The construct is too complex. You are the same person you were.’
‘But who am I?’
‘Your mind? We can only guess. As for your body—that is, your brain—it has its own language. You must learn to speak it.’
Saskia stared into the fire with eyes that were not her own and considered Bruce’s words. Beneath the rhetorical flourishes were truths she had already conceived. But the notion of a dividing line between this body and her mind was paradoxical. Was her mind like the flame, and the body like the wood? And yet she could appreciate an essential dichotomy between thinking and doing: her mind was uncontrollable within its own realm, but her body was assured and definite. Her body would move only when her will exceeded a threshold. What did that threshold represent? Was that the line between her mind and her body? Between her identity and her meat?
She closed her eyes.
She saw the hawk.
The hawk that returned.
Three old women on a dark plain. The Fates: Clotho, she spins the thread of life. Lachesis, she measures a length. Atropos, she cuts it. One of the women turned. Her skin was baggy and her eyes empty. ‘You will return,’ she said, ‘as you have returned before.’
Spin, measure, snip.
She saw Jago. Poor, dear Scotty. It was night. He was walking towards a small boat, which was tied to a pontoon. On the boat was a hooded man. Saskia called out and Scotty turned. He smiled and said something she couldn’t make out (Don’t worry about me, hen) and reached into his pocket. He withdrew something (a Zippo lighter) from his pocket and struck it on his thigh: the lid opened on the down stroke and the wick lit on the upstroke. She waved. His lips moved but she couldn’t hear (The gift of fire) his words. He spoke again from (Remember what you’re carrying) a far away place (…Ute).
‘So,’ said Bruce. ‘Your unconscious mind is a stranger, your conscious one a ghost. But it is a digital ghost. You are one of us. Welcome to the world of the un-’
Chapter Thirty
A concussive wave clapped her ears and a confetti of sharp fragments sparkled across her back. With a kiss of negative pressure, Saskia removed the mask and let it rise to its ceiling dock. She turned, crunching the fragments of the cubicle door, to see a distinguished, suited gentlemen holding a gun. A hair of smoke strayed from its barrel. The man was frowning at Saskia.
She was unhurt. She slipped forward and watched her body perform. Her wrist struck the man’s gun hand. She moved to his right, beyond the angle of the weapon should it discharge, gripped the gun barrel securely, twisted, and stepped behind him. She pushed and he fell onto his belly, sliding over the tiles until he came to a rest at David’s feet.
‘Good, isn’t she?’ said David.
Saskia swung out the cylinder, counted five bullets, and snapped it shut. ‘You’re too old to be a guard,’ she said to the man. ‘Who are you?’
‘Saskia,’ David said, ‘allow me to introduce John Hartfield, owner of Met Four Base and the cure for cancer. Third richest man in the world.’
‘Second,’ Hartfield said. ‘Rottstein died on Mars last Tuesday. More money than air.’
Jennifer stepped from her cubicle and touched Saskia’s shoulder. ‘Are you OK?’
‘Yes. The bullet missed.’
Hartfield laughed but the sound was wrong. His eyes seemed dead. Saskia understood, right then, that he was insane. ‘I was wrong to send Klutikov. You’re too…lucky.’
‘Beckmann sent Klutikov, not you. What is your association with Beckmann?’
He laughed. Again, it sounded like a bad copy.
‘Answer me,’ she said, pointing the gun at his knee.
‘Why? You’ll shoot me anyway.’
‘Perhaps I won’t.’
‘Wait,’ David said. He fished his wallet from his jacket pocket. From that, he produced his personal computer. ‘Ego, switch to speaker mode. I want you to analyze our voice stress patterns for their veracity.’
‘Understood,’ replied a new, quiet voice.
Saskia said, ‘Hartfield will be unharmed if he answers truthfully. Correct?’
‘You are telling the truth,’ Ego replied.
Hartfield eased himself upright. At the flick of Saskia’s wrist, he moved more slowly. ‘Don’t worry,’ he said. ‘I have no concealed weapons.’