Anne caught the struggling baby-creature in her arms. It struggled and tried to bite, but subsided a little when she disentangled it from the snare.
“Kkr-r-reeee!” it cooed nervously. “Kree Kkr-r-reeee!”
“You tell him you’re no murderer,” she purred to it.
He watched disapprovingly while she fondled it. One code he had accepted: steer clear of emotional attachments. It was eight months old and looked like a child of two years—a year short of its age-set. And it was designed to be as affectionate as a human child.
“Put it in the cage, Anne,” he said quietly.
She looked up and shook her head.
“It belongs to somebody else. Suppose it transfers its fixation to you? You’d be robbing its owners. They can’t love many people at once.”
She snorted, but installed the thing in its cage.
“Anne—” Norris hesitated, knowing that it was a bad time to approach the subject, but thinking about Slade’s pseudoparty tonight, and wondering why she had accepted.
“What, Terry?”
He leaned on the snare pole and watched her. “Do you want one of them for yourself? I can sign an unclaimed one over to you. Wouldn’t cost anything.”
She stared at him evenly for a moment, glanced down at her feet, paced slowly to the window to stand hugging her arms and looking out into the twilight.
“With a pseudoparty, Terry?”
He swallowed a lump of anxiety, found his voice. “Whatever you want.”
“I hear the phone ringing in the house.”
He waited.
“It stopped,” she said after a moment.
“Well, babe?”
“Whatever I want, Terry?” She turned slowly to lean back against a patch of gray light and look at him.
He nodded. “Whatever you want.”
“I want your child.”
He stiffened with hurt, stared at her open-mouthed. “I want your child.”
He thrust his hand slowly in his hip pocket.
“Oh, don’t reach for your social security card. I don’t care if it’s got ‘Genetic triple-Z’ on it. I want your child.”
“Uncle Federal says ‘no,’ babe.”
“To hell with Uncle Federal! They can’t send a human through your Room 3! Not yet, anyhow! If it’s born, the world’s stuck with it!”
“And the parents are forcibly separated, reduced to common-labor status. Remember?”
She stamped her foot and whirled to the window again. “Damn the whole hellish world!” she snarled.
Norris sighed heavily. He was sorry she felt that way. She was probably right in feeling that way, but he was still sorry. Righteous anger, frustrated, was no less searing a psychic acid than the unrighteous sort, nor did a stomach pause to weigh the moral worth of the wrath that drenched it before giving birth to an ulcer.
“Hey, babe, if we’re going to the Slade affair—”
She nodded grimly and turned to walk with him toward the house. At least it was better having her direct her anger at the world rather than at him, he thought.
The expectant mother played three games of badminton before sundown, then went inside to shower and dress before the guests arrived. Her face was wreathed in a merry smile as she trotted downstairs in a fresh smock, her neck still pink from the hot water, her wake fragrant with faint perfume. There was no apparent need for the smock, nor was there any pregnant caution in the way she threw her arms around John’s neck and kicked her heels up behind.
“Darling!” she chirped. “There’ll be plenty of milk. I never believed in bottle-feeding. Isn’t it wonderful?”
“Great. The injections are working, I guess.”
She looked around. “It’s a lovely resort-hospital. I’m glad you didn’t pick Angel’s Haven.”
“So am I,” he grunted. “We’ll have the reception room all to ourselves tonight.”
“What time is it?”
“Seven ten. Oh, the doe called to say he’d be a few minutes late. He was busy all day with a sick baby.”
She licked her lips and glanced aside uneasily. “Class A couple?”
“No, doll. Class C—and a widow.”
“Oh.” She brightened again, watched his face teasingly. “Will you pace and chain-smoke while I’m in delivery?”
He snorted amusement. “Hey, it’s not as if you were really…” He stopped amid a fit of coughing.
“Not as if I really what?”
His mouth opened and closed. He stammered helplessly. “Not as if I were really what?” she demanded, eyes beginning to brim.
“Listen, darling, I didn’t mean…”
A nurse came clicking across the floor. “Mrs. Slade, it’s time for your first injection. Doctor Georges just called. Will you come with me please?”
“Not as if I what, John?” she insisted, ignoring the nurse. “Nothing, doll, nothing—”
“Mrs. Slade—”
“All right, nurse, I’m coming.” She tossed her husband a hurt glance, walked away dabbing at her eyes.
“Expectant dames is always cranky,” sympathized an attendant who sat on a bench nearby. “Take it easy. She won’t be so touchy after it comes.”
John Hanley Slade shot an irritable glare at the eavesdropper, saw a friendly comedian-face grinning at him, returned the grin uneasily, and went over to sit down.
“Your first?”
John Hanley nodded, stroked nervously at his thin hair. “I see ’em come, I see ’em go. It’s always the same.”
“Whattaya mean?” John grunted.
“Same expressions, same worries, same attitudes, same conversation, same questions. The guy always makes some remark about how it’s not really having a baby, and the dame always gets sore. Happens every time.”
“It’s all pretty routine for you, eh?” he muttered stiffly.
The attendant nodded. He watched the expectant father for several seconds, then grunted: “Go ahead, ask me.”
“Ask you what?”
“If I think all this is silly. They always do.”
John stared at the attendant irritably. “Well—?”
“Do I think it’s silly? No, I don’t.”
“Fine. That’s settled, then.”
“No, I don’t think it’s silly, because for a dame ain’t satisfied if she plunks down the dough, buys a newt, and lets it go at that. There’s something missing between bedroom and baby.”
“That so?”
John’s sarcastic tone was apparently lost on the man. “It’s so,” he announced. “Physiological change—that’s what’s missing. For a newt to really take the place of a baby, the mother’s got to go through the whole build-up. Doc gives her injections, she craves pickles and mangoes. More injections for morning sickness. More injections, she gets chubby. And finally the shots to bring milk, labor, and false delivery. So then she gets the newt, and everything’s right with the world.”
“Mmmph.”
“Ask me something else,” the attendant offered.
John looked around helplessly, spied an elderly woman near the entrance. She had just entered, and stood looking around as if lost or confused. He did not recognize her, but he got up quickly.
“Excuse me, chum. Probably one of my guests.”
“Sure, sure. I gotta get on the job anyhow.”
The woman turned to stare at him as he crossed the floor to meet her. Perhaps one of Mary’s friends, he thought. There were at least a dozen people coming that he hadn’t met. But his welcoming smile faded slightly as he approached her. She wore a shabby dress, her hair was disheveled in a gray tangle, her matchstick legs were without make-up, and there were fierce red lines around her eyelids. She stared at him with wide wild eyes—dull orbs of dirty marble with tiny blue patches for pupils. And her mouth was a thin slash between gaunt leathery cheeks.