“I got off half an hour ago. I’ll take her.”
“I could still-”
“No, he’s right,” Spencer said. She was looking at him, staring with an intensity he had not felt before. Did she… see something? Was he too anxious? Was it possible she suspected? “It makes more sense for him to go.”
“Yes, of course,” he said, acquiescing as gracefully as possible. “Take care of the good doctor, Harv. You never know what might happen out there.”
Infernal imp, he thought, swearing to himself as he pushed his way into the break room. He’d almost had the woman exactly where he wanted her, where he needed her. A moment of vulnerability handed to him like a gift. Until Harv, with his inveterate imbecility, pursuing his infinite dreams with his infinite ego, intervened.
He poured himself a cup of the hotel’s mediocre coffee. In truth, he did not feel overly disappointed. Was it possible his heart wasn’t in this work? It had seemed important, but there was no denying that it was not in the plan. And for that matter, the plan had failed to produce its desired results. Perhaps this was a signal that it was time to rest and reconsider. Perhaps he should take a leave of absence, at least until the TV doctor lost her zeal. He could travel, read. And then perhaps-
“Why have you betrayed me?”
The voice was deep and reverberating, shaking him to his core.
“Why have you betrayed me?”
“I-I don’t understand.”
“Why have you strayed?”
“I don’t know what you mean.”
“What did I tell you to do?”The voice came from nowhere and everywhere at once, from no one place. “What did I tell you to do?”
“I made three offerings. Just as the texts prescribed.”
“And were you successful?”
“No. Nothing happened.”
“What have you learned from this?”
“That-that perhaps I was wrong. Perhaps this is not the way.”
“No!”The dark voice split his skull, knocking him to his knees. “You failed because your faith was weak.”
“That’s not true. I believed. I did everything I could to-”
“You failed because your offerings were unwilling. They withheld their spirit. You did not ascend.”
“I’ve done everything I know to do.”
“Why did you not take the doctor?”
“I didn’t get a chance. Another man-”
“That is the answer of the weak! The dissembler. The betrayer.”
“No! I-I-”
“Your faith is not strong. That is why Dream-Land did not accept your offerings. To succeed you must be strong.”
“Please-”
“From this moment forward, everything will be different. You will act as prescribed by your destiny. You will be my Instrument.”
“Yes. Yes!”
“Would you know the secret?”
He braced himself against the wall. The voice was so loud, so overpowering. “What-secret?”
“Would you know why you have failed?”
Tears came to his eyes. “Yes. Please!”
“Then I will tell you. But not until you have done what you know you must.”
“But I-I-”
“It is your Destiny. Do this and I will give you the knowledge that you seek.”
“I will. I swear to you. I will!”
It had taken almost half an hour to finish all the checks, sign the papers, and put the bodyguards at ease, but Harv and Dr. Spencer eventually entered the employee parking lot. It was ridiculously dark, Harv thought. Of course, he came out here every night and it had never bothered him before. But it was different when you were on the job. In this blackness, how well could he protect her? How could he know what lurked in the hedge beyond the north perimeter? How could he know who might be watching from one of the balconies? Maybe he should’ve asked those bodyguards to come all the way to the car…
“Best to get right to it, ma’am,” he said, trying to sound very official. Spencer pointed toward the far end of the third row of cars and they headed that way. “I’ve really enjoyed working with your team,” he added.
“I’m glad,” she replied, walking with determination and deliberate speed. “I’m grateful for your assistance.”
“This is a great thing you’re doing. A great thing. If you don’t mind my saying so… you do your daughter proud.”
“Well… thank you.” They rounded the end of the third row and started down it.
“I just wanted to tell you, while I had the chance… and I hope you don’t mind…”
“What is it?”
“Well, this security work, it’s a fine job and all, but it isn’t what I really want to do, you know? I mean, I’d hate to think of me ending up like one of those guys you see at the mall, gray hair and a paunch that stretches out a mile in front of the uniform. So old they don’t let them carry a gun.”
“We all get old, Harvey.”
“Yeah, but you’re doing work that’s important. Not just this but that… that stuff back in New York, helpin’ people find fulfillment and all. Anyway, I just wanted to say-after this is all over and you’ve caught the dirty bastard who took your daughter’s life, if there’s anything I can do for you-”
“If I ever need a security officer, you’ll be the first one I call.”
“Well… yeah. That’d be nice. Or anything. There’s a lot I can do. I’m good with a wood lathe and I make these pillboxes that my wife gives all her friends at Christmas. They really love ’em. I even play a little banjo…”
They reached her car. “You get in the passenger seat, ma’am. I’ll drive.”