Byron caught that very feminine thought. She still didn’t accept the power and force of the bond between them. It was unlike anything she’d ever experienced. She was both intimidated and a bit frightened: two emotions Antonietta Scarletti was unfamiliar with. He followed her in silence to the history room.
The door slid aside, and the light automatically leapt to life, displaying the rows and rows, floor to ceiling, of pictures and words and symbols carved into the wall, much like the Egyptian hieroglyphics.
Antonietta pressed her palm over one of the etchings. “Can you imagine the time it took to do this? And it will be here for all time unless the palazzo is destroyed. Someday, perhaps a hundred years from now, another Scarletti will stand in this room and see what went before them.”
Byron began reading, totally absorbed in the unfolding drama before him. Bride after bride was selected from the small village of Jaguar people. There were a few gaps, and as the generations lost touch with what the original Scarlettis intended, the brides from the village became fewer, until the bloodline was once again diluted. Many of the brides were unhappy with their husbands and the jealousies and intrigues that prevailed in the palazzo through the centuries. Some loved their husbands very much. Many had gifts of healing and telepathy. The latter stories seemed to indicate telepathy was common among the Scarlettis. “This is fascinating, Antonietta.”
“I used to come here often when I was younger. I could read the wall and most of the diaries myself, even though I couldn’t see, and it made me feel independent. Of course I can read Braille, but most business documents are not put into Braille for me, so I rely on Justine to read them to me.”
And Justine had betrayed her. How could she ever trust her with such important and private information again? Byron rested his hand over Antonietta’s. Linking them. Merging his mind with hers to feel the heart-wrenching sorrow. She no longer trusted her judgment. No longer trusted the sixth sense she used in her relationships with people. Justine had done more damage than he had first believed.
“And now you cannot rely on her.”
On anyone. The words shimmered unbidden in her mind. She wiped them away quickly. “I’m not feeling sorry for myself, Byron. I learned a long time ago to pick up the pieces and move on. I just feel like I’m in quicksand, and every step I take, everywhere I turn, I’m being pulled down. I want solid ground.”
He pulled her palm to his heart. “Right here, Antonietta. I am right here.”
She tugged to get her hand free. “How much do I know of you? You want complete trust. You want me to change my entire life for you.”
Byron kept possession of her hand. The jaguar in her was close. Wary. Wanting to run. The woman in her was feeling exactly the same way. Hunted. Under siege. She had no idea how much he intended to change her life, but she sensed he was dangerous to her. That was the jaguar’s instincts, and they were strong in her.
“I want to be in your life, yes. I am not going to deny it. Allow yourself to completely merge with me. Your answers are there, in my mind.”
She pulled her hand away, her heart beating fast. His words were always a temptation. His voice was sinful and filled her with a lust she couldn’t seem to control. One she didn’t want. “The passageway is suffocating me.” Her voice was breathless, husky. She wasn’t going to merge with him and let him see the images dancing in her head. It would be humiliating.
She turned abruptly and started back to her room. Byron stepped out of the history room, allowing the door to slide closed. He kept pace easily with Antonietta, his body close to hers, wanting to ease her distress but uncertain just how to do so.
The wide-open rooms were cold after the suffocating heat in the tunnels. Antonietta gave a sigh of relief, shivered, and crossed her arms to hide the way her nipples hardened into pebbles, rubbing against the lace of her bra every time she moved. She said nothing when the fire leapt to life, certain Byron had misinterpreted her gesture, mistaking her for being cold.
“Did you have the Handel score copied, Antonietta?” Byron inquired as he seated himself in his favorite armchair. Celt was curled up in her bedroom. He could see the dog through the open door. The borzoi hadn’t stirred, not with Byron guarding his charge.
Antonietta stretched her arms over her head. Her body felt heavy and sensitive. She could smell Byron’s masculine scent and for some reason it called to her. She was too aware of him only feet from her. The interlude in the solarium had been brief and ferocious. And not enough. She paced across the floor, a restless, edgy mood driving her. Her breasts felt full and ached for attention. Her skin itched for relief. “I did, just to make certain it was never lost. The copy would be worth something for the score alone; it is entirely his original work, nothing borrowed from other composers, but it still would never be worth what notations in his own hand would be.”
“Could Marita have the combination to Don Giovanni’s safe?”
“No, he would never give it to either her or Franco. I know
Nonno
. He is not a trusting man, especially since Franco sold information to the Demonesini family.” The fire crackled. Byron shifted, his clothes rustling. Antonietta wanted to scream. “Do you think the attack on
Nonno
and me the other night had something to do with Handel’s composition?”
“I would think it likely. It would be too much coincidence for it to be otherwise. Those men were searching for something, and they spent a great deal of time in Don Giovanni’s rooms.”
Byron’s voice was killing her. Stroking her skin like velvet. Like a thousand tongues. She didn’t think she could stand it much longer. She tried to force her body under control. She was going to have to send him home and get distance between them. Miles would help. Oceans maybe. “The opera is not common knowledge, even among family members. Franco could have told Marita, but I’ve never heard of him even asking about it. Someone must have seen it when I was so insistent on playing it.” With restless abandon, she pulled the pins from her hair so that it tumbled down her back, a wild display mirroring her bizarre emotions. “It’s hot in here, we shouldn’t have a fire.”
“Come here, Antonietta.” Byron said it softly, but she heard the command in his voice. It set her teeth on edge.
“Why? I say it’s hot, and you want me to come to you.” She paced away from him, wanting to tear at her own skin.
“You are uncomfortable.”
Antonietta had a mad desire to kneel between Byron’s legs and work his trousers from his body. Her mouth would show him uncomfortable. She imagined how he would feel growing full and hard and thick. At her mercy. She would show him none, not when he was making her feel so out of control and frustrated. She kept the distance of the room between them, wary of what she didn’t understand.
“Come here to me.” He repeated the command, his voice coming between his teeth. Soft. Imperious. Frightening in that she wanted to obey him.
She stood her ground, refused to move. Refused to give in to whatever was happening. “What is it? What’s wrong with me?” The junction between her legs burned and ached for fulfillment.
Byron touched her mind again, a shadow hiding while her mind raged and swirled with erotic images, with a terrible, insatiable hunger. “I suspect it is a combination of things, Antonietta. I do not understand why I cannot help you relieve your suffering.”
“Just tell me what it is.”
Byron sighed. “Carpathians must mate frequently. I have noticed you are very sensitive. I suspect between the Carpathian species and the Jaguar gene you must carry, you are feeling… er… heat.”
“Heat?” She whirled around. “I am not an animal in heat. That doesn’t make me feel better, thank you very much.”
“Is the idea of mating with me so terrible?”
“Don’t twist my words. I didn’t say that. If you want to help, distract me.” She twisted her fingers together in sudden daring. “I want to see, Byron. I want to see through your eyes. You said you could do it, and I want to try.”