Moss's body could have been covered by drifting snow, of course. But why would the astronomer walk out here? There was nothing to walk to: no hillock, no wrinkle, no vale, no stop. They'd gone first to the tiny solar observatory buried in the snow a mile from the dome, its ramp the place where Lewis had seen Mickey's snowmobile disappear that lonely midnight. It consisted of another metal box sunken in snow, its interior housing a small solar telescope boxed for the winter. No Mickey, no meteorite, no tracks. Beyond that, all destination disappeared once you left the polar station. There was only the wind.
"This is stupid," Tyson said.
The mechanic was their driver, pressed into reluctant service after the three hours that it took him to get their one operable Spryte in running condition and warmed up. If Moss was out here he was already dead, Tyson had reasoned, and if he was dead they'd probably never find him. The blowing snow would bury him. So what was the point?
"Do it anyway," Cameron had said quietly. No one else had said a word. Tyson had hesitated and then finally shrugged and obeyed.
A disappearance was serious.
Pulaski had been picked to accompany Tyson because of his military background. Lewis was drafted because of his unwanted association with the whole mess. Norse had come along on the theory he might guess where Moss had gone and could help manage the volatile Tyson.
Cameron wouldn't get on the same machine with the ostracized mechanic and so he was leading the others in a systematic search of the buildings. If Moss wasn't there he had to be out here. By crackling radio, they were confirming he was neither.
"Didn't he go off by himself all the time anyway?" Lewis asked.
"Just over to the Dark Side with his junk food," Pulaski said. "You could phone him. Never went off like this before."
Snow skittered up to their knees, blowing so fast that any tracks were erased within minutes of being made.
"So what'd they teach you about this in the Army?" Tyson asked Pulaski. It was an honest question, not a mocking one, and a tentative effort toward reopening some kind of communication with the group he'd scorned. Tyson had seen the piece of toast on his door and was quietly reconsidering his defiance. He was tired of the Pole but it was spooky how nobody was talking to him. Maybe he'd gone too far. Besides, the mechanic respected the cook's mysterious military past.
Pulaski let a silence hang for a moment, just to let Buck know where he stood, and then answered. "Have clear objectives. Inform your superiors. Maintain communication. Prepare for the unexpected." The cook squinted into the wind. "Doesn't look like Mickey did any of that to me."
"Anybody ever vanish like this before?" Lewis asked.
"The program's been pretty safe, considering. I mean there's been a lot of American deaths in Antarctica- more than fifty since World War II, if you count all the ship and plane injuries- but mostly industrial accidents. We've never lost a beaker at the Pole. And a guy as experienced as Mickey… it's weird, man."
They shuddered in the wind. The uncomfortable orange cab was beginning to look good again.
"So do we just keep driving around in circles?" Tyson demanded. "I'm about to go snow-blind."
"I'm betting he's not out here," the cook agreed. "Unless he was suicidal or something. And this is a tough way to go. It's like swimming out to sea- all of a sudden the station looks very far away and you turn back. Any sane man would do that."
"Was Mickey sane?" Lewis asked. Suddenly it seemed like a fair question, given the man's long association at Amundsen-Scott.
"This place was his life."
"And why would Big Rodent be suicidal?" Tyson added. He looked pointedly at Lewis. "The way I heard it, he was about to come into big money."
"Maybe that was the problem," Norse said quietly.
The others didn't reply. Everyone on station was contemplating the coincidence of Moss vanishing shortly after the meteorite disappeared. Everyone, Lewis was sure, was thinking about how his own arrival had brought bad luck.
"Maybe Mickey has fled or left or escaped the station on purpose, going somewhere else," Norse suggested.
Pulaski barked a laugh. "Where?" He gestured at the blank plateau. "There's no place to go to, Doc."
"Yeah," Tyson muttered. "Except Vostok."
"Where?" Norse turned to the mechanic.
"The closest Russian base," Tyson explained. "It's across the plateau, which means it's basically flat. No glaciers, no crevasses. Nobody in their right mind would want to go there but it's the one place you might actually drive to. People have joked about it."
The psychologist was interested. "You think Moss could have gone there?"
"No. It's seven hundred dick-shriveling miles. You'd need a vehicle, extra fuel, and I'm the guy in charge of the motor pool. Mickey didn't check anything out."
"Is it hard to drive a Spryte?"
Tyson looked at the psychologist dubiously. "It ain't hard on your brain. It's hard on your butt. But I'm telling you, we ain't missing a Spryte."
"But someone could do it."
Tyson contemplated the Spryte. "With that piece of shit? Maybe. You'd have to want to get there very, very bad to risk it. But it could be done, if you were lucky."
"But Moss didn't do it," Pulaski clarified.
The mechanic nodded. "No way. Dollars to donuts he's within five miles of where we're standing. And frozen stiffer than the poker that's up Rod Cameron's ass."
The station manager called another meeting in the galley that night. Lewis came last and sat in the back, depressed by the mood of bad feeling. Abby glanced his way and then turned her head, looking troubled. He'd said hello to her earlier, hoping she'd warmed, but she'd flitted by him in distraction, not wanting to talk. "It's not you, it's Mickey," she had muttered. Something about Moss's disappearance had hit her hard.
Norse sat to one side of the room near the serving counter, again scanning the crowd. They needed a shrink now, didn't they? Yet the psychologist looked somber, no doubt remembering Tyson's blow-up at the last meeting. Lewis bet that slug eating hadn't been in his script. Now Lewis watched Norse catch Abby's eye once and give her a look of reassurance as if to say, I understand. Had their psychologist become her confessor? Lewis found the idea irked him.
His own mood was gloomy. He'd come to the Pole for a fresh start and instead his counseling on the meteorite had dragged him into the middle of a serious crisis. You can't quit down here, Cameron had told him.
Well, hell.
The station manager got up from his chair and stiffly faced the group. His movement left two chairs empty, Lewis noticed. Pulaski without thinking had set out twenty-six, and Moss's was conspicuously vacant. Everyone eyed the extra seat uneasily. It was an accusation, a plea, a warning.
Cameron looked haggard. He hadn't slept in thirty-six hours and the e-mailed heat he was getting from Washington, D.C., was enough to set his terminal on fire. First he'd had to tattle on Tyson's water-rationing violation instead of simply fixing the problem himself. Now the possible death of Michael M. Moss would be shocking the polar establishment. Moss was Mr. South Pole. Worse, the people on station were family and now he'd somehow lost one of them. Cameron had apparently failed in the most fundamental way: at keeping them all alive. He was in no mood to forgive himself. At the sight of his drawn face the group's anxious chatter died away.
"I'm not very religious," the station manager began, his voice hoarse. He stopped, looking confused. Pulaski got up and poured Cameron a glass of water, handing it to him with the gravity of communion. The station manager drank, and the simple act seemed to steady him. He tried again.