Laura scanned his face for a moment. "He's scared."
Tom glared at her. "Yes, I am, and I don't mind admitting it, as any wise man would do. But that's not the reason. We've all got a part to play here and mine is as teacher, as guide to the ways of the land, the earth energy. I need to go with Jack to show him, tell him, teach him. I may not be the embodiment of the Pendragon Spirit like you, but I am bound to it for all time. It lights my way. And I, in turn, help it in any way I can."
"So it's not about you being scared at all, then," Laura said, with a false smile. Tom looked away.
"Veitch, Laura and I can go to Rosslyn Chapel," Shavi began, but this time it was Witch's turn to refuse.
"I'm staying here." He turned towards them, his face set.
"Why?" The fresh stitches in Church's finger began to ache.
"Someone has to get Ruth out."
"On your own!" Church exclaimed. "I know I asked you for a plan, but I expected it to be one you'd thought about for more than five minutes."
"I know what I'm doing-"
"Right. So you're going to waltz into a stronghold filled with Fomorii out to tear you limb from limb, go directly to Ruth and carry her out like at the end of An Officer and a Gentleman."
"Something like that."
"And, of course, it'll be no problem that when the Well of Fire is ignited or redirected or whatever I'm doing, you'll be right at ground zero."
Veitch shrugged. He obviously wasn't going to be deterred.
"Muscle boy's in love," Laura mocked in a singsong voice. Veitch flashed her a cold, hateful stare, but said nothing.
"Ryan-" Church began.
"I'm going to find a way in to that place and I'm going to do my best to get her out. Because it's the right thing. Just like you're trying to do the right thing for everybody else. If I can get in just before the shit hits the fan, there's a chance-"
"How will you know the right time?"
"I'll know. I feel things. You know, the right way to act. The right thing to do at the right time. I don't know where it's coming from, but it's getting stronger. You said it yourself." He stared into the middle distance, faintly uncomprehending. "I'm different now. Better. I'm not going to let it go to waste."
Church searched his face for a moment, then nodded. "It's decided, then. I go to the Well with Tom. Laura and Shavi head south to Rosslyn Chapel. And Veitch-"
"Attempts Mission: Impossible. I don't fancy your chances, even for a big, tough, street boy." Church heard a surprising note of concern in Laura's voice. "A nest of Fomorii. Their biggest stronghold, protecting the thing most valuable to them. And you." She paused. "Shall I order the pine box?"
"I'll take my chances. Let's face it, I'm the only bastard who actually has a chance among you bleedin' lot. If I kick the bucket, well, you know, it was for the right reason. That's what this is all about, right?" He turned to Church. "That's what you keep saying, innit? Do it for the right reason. This is nay right reason." He seemed surprised to see admiration in their stares and grew uncomfortable.
Laura attempted to break the mood with some glib, mocking comment, but for once the words escaped her. Church watched her face sag as she bit her lip; he wondered what lay behind her sunglasses.
"Where are we gonna meet up afterwards?" Veitch asked optimistically.
"Greyfriars Churchyard." Church had spent most of the previous afternoon planning, armed with a map of the city and the guidebook, while fighting back nausea from the pain in his finger.
"Why there?"
"Because I always wanted to see that statue of the little dog that sat by his master's grave. Greyfriars Bobby-what a great tourist attraction that is." He tried to make light of the conversation, but he couldn't shake the feeling that Veitch wouldn't be meeting them. "I think we can pick a quick route out of town from there. And it's an easy place to find if the shit really is hitting the fan."
They all thought about this for a moment.
Nobody wanted to be the first to go, but eventually Shavi shouldered the responsibility. He knelt beside Veitch and gave his shoulder a brief squeeze before setting off down the hill. Tom followed, resting one hand on Witch's head in passing, a restrained show of respect that was surprisingly voluble in a man normally so emotionally detached. Laura paused, but couldn't bridge the gap and hurried uncomfortably after the others.
It was only then Church realised how truly strong were forged the bonds that joined them. Their communication was silent, but deeply expressed; powerful emotions united them, of respect and trust, friendship and faith, even love. It was even harder to believe the Celtic spirits' accusation that one of them was a traitor.
"Are you going to be okay here on your own?" he said.
Veitch grinned with fake confidence. "No, but fuck it." He stripped off his shirt to feel the sun on his skin, his tattoos gleaming across his torso. "See this?" He pointed to a pentacle picked out in an intertwining Celtic design. "I always wondered what that was. But it's us, innit? See, five points, all separate, but all joined together, and stronger for it."
Church gave him a friendly clap on the shoulder. "You're a smart bloke, Ryan. You shouldn't hide it so much."
"Yeah, smart like shit." He fumbled for Church's hand and shook it awkwardly. "You know, I never thought I'd ever be a part of something like this… fuck it!" He shook his head, embarrassed. "You better get going. It's time to go to work."
Church set off down the hill. Halfway down, where the trees began to close in around the path, he glanced back to see a figure silhouetted against the dawn sky, framed by the soaring Athenian columns. It was such a sad, lonely sight he quickly turned and hurried after the others.
It was already early afternoon as Shavi and Laura made their way south. The sun had started to give way to the sea mist the locals called the haar. It swept in from the northeast, obscuring Arthur's Seat and the castle, rolling out across the rooftops and clinging hard to the streets. They had considered hiring a car, but Church had cautioned them about keeping a low profile, so Shavi had convinced Laura to walk the six and a half miles towards the misty, purple bulk of the Pentland Hills. She refused, however, to carry any of the camping gear which was mounted on a framed rucksack on his back. As they set out through Tollcross the Old Town seemed uncomfortably close; Laura was convinced she could feel a wintry chill radiating out from the streets that emptied on to Lothian Road. They kept to the other side, near to the comforting modernity of the new financial district, until the blackened, ancient buildings of the Old Town were far behind.
Although it was not raining, the haar infused the air with so much moisture their clothes soon became damp and Laura's spikey hair sagged on to her forehead.
"You can probably remove your sunglasses now," Shavi said wryly.
"When you get the pomposity out of your arse." She looked around. "Not much traffic for a capital city."
"People are only making journeys when they feel it is absolutely important. They subconsciously sense the danger that is all around."
"And it hasn't got so bad yet."
The street rode the rolling hills, past rows of smart shops where a few people seemed at ease enough to hover outside the windows, up towards the ring road. Laura leaned over the barrier, still curious to see such little transport.
"Well, the airport is shut now all the flights have been grounded," Shavi pointed out. "And with the Old Town closed off I suppose they have lost the parliament, the newspaper offices, many businesses-"
"Don't they realise they can't carry on with their lives?"
"I think they probably do. But it is human nature to carry on with routines in an attempt to maintain normalcy, often in the face of all reason."
A little further on Laura began to complain of aching feet, and from then on, as they left the city behind and wound out into the countryside, they had to take numerous long breaks while she nursed her burgeoning blisters.