All she could see was the woman.
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Baltimore
Cross entered the Americol executive dining room on a pair of crutches. Her young male nurse pulled out a chair, and Cross sat with a relieved puff of breath.
The room was empty but for Cross, Kaye, Laura Nilson, and Robert Jackson.
“How’d it happen, Marge?” Jackson asked.
“Nobody shot me,” she piped cheerfully. “I fell in the bathtub. I have always been my own worst enemy. I am a clumsy ox. What do we have, Laura?”
Nilson, whom Kaye had not seen since the disastrous vaccine press conference, wore a stylish but severe blue three-piece suit. “The surprise of the week is RU-486,” she said. “Women are using it — a lot of it. The French have come forward with a solution. We’ve spoken to them, but they say they are tendering their offer directly to the WHO and to the Taskforce, that their effort is humanitarian, and they aren’t interested in any business liaisons.”
Marge ordered wine from the steward and wiped her forehead with the napkin before spreading it on her lap. “How generous of them,” she mused. “They’ll supply all the world needs, and no new R D costs. Does it work, Robert?”
Jackson took up a Palmbook and poked his way through his notes with a stylus. “Taskforce has unconfirmed reports that RU-486 aborts the second-stage implanted ovum. No word yet on first-stage. It’s all anecdotal. Street research.”
Cross said, “Abortion drugs have never been to my taste.” To the steward, she said, “I’ll have the Cobb salad, side of vinaigrette, and a pot of coffee.”
Kaye ordered a club sandwich, though she was not hungry in the least. She could feel thunderheads building — an unpleasant personal awareness that she was in a very dangerous mood. She was still numb from witnessing the shooting at NIH, two days before.
“Laura, you look unhappy,” Cross said, with a glance at Kaye. She was going to save Kaye’s complaints for last.
“One earthquake after another,” Nilson said. “At least I didn’t have to experience what Kaye did.”
“Horrible,” Cross agreed. “It’s a whole barrel of worms. So, what kind of worms are they?”
“We’ve ordered our own polls. Psych profiles, cultural profiles, across the board. I’m spending every penny you gave me, Marge.”
“Insurance,” Cross said.
“Scary,” Jackson said simultaneously.
“Yes, well it might buy you another Perkin-Elmer machine, that’s all,” Nilson said defensively. “Sixty percent of married or involved males surveyed do not believe the news reports. They believe it is necessary for the women to have sex to be pregnant a second time. We’re coming up against a wall of resistance here, denial, even among the women. Forty percent of married or otherwise involved women say they would abort any Herod’s fetus.”
“That’s what they tell a pollster,” Cross murmured.
“They’d certainly go for an easy out in large numbers. RU-486 is tried and proven. It could become a household remedy for the desperate.”
“It isn’t prevention,” Jackson said, uneasy.
“Of those who wouldn’t use an abortion pill, fully half believe the government is trying to force wholesale abortion on the nation, maybe the world,” Nilson said. “Whoever chose the name ‘Herod’s’ has really skewed the issue.”
“Augustine chose it,” Cross said.
“Marge, we’re heading for a major social disaster: ignorance mixed with sex and dead babies. If large numbers of women with SHEVA abstain from sex with their partners — and get pregnant anyway — then our social science people say we’re going to see more domestic violence, as well as a huge rise in abortions, even of normal pregnancies.”
“There are other possibilities,” Kaye said. “I’ve seen the results.”
“Go ahead,” Cross encouraged.
“The 1990s cases in the Caucasus. Massacres.”
“I’ve studied those, as well,” Nilson said efficiently, flipping through her legal pad. “We don’t actually know much even now. There was SHEVA in the local populations—”
Kaye interrupted. “It’s far more complicated than any of us here can deal with,” she said, her voice cracking. “We are not looking at a disease profile. We’re looking at lateral transmission of genomic instructions leading to a transition phase.”
“Come again? I don’t understand,” Nilson said.
“SHEVA is not an agent of disease.”
“Bullshit,” Jackson said in astonishment. Marge waved her hand at him in warning.
“We keep building walls around this subject. I can’t hold back anymore, Marge. The Taskforce has denied this possibility from the very beginning.”
“I don’t know what’s being denied,” Cross said. “In brief, Kaye.”
“We see a virus, even one that comes from within our own genome, and we assume it’s a disease. We see everything in terms of disease.”
“I’ve never known a virus that didn’t cause problems, Kaye,” Jackson said, his eyes heavy-lidded. If he was trying to warn her she was treading on thin ice, this time it wasn’t going to work.
“We keep seeing the truth but it doesn’t fit into our primitive views on how nature works.”
“Primitive?” Jackson said. “Tell that to smallpox.”
“If this had hit us thirty years from now,” Kaye persisted, “maybe we’d be prepared — but we’re still acting like ignorant children. Children who have never been told the facts of life.”
“What are we missing?” Cross asked patiently.
Jackson drummed his fingers on the table. “It’s been discussed.”
“What?” Cross asked.
“Not in any serious forum,” Kaye countered.
“What, please?”
“Kaye is about to tell us that SHEVA is part of a biological reshuffling. Transposons jumping around and affecting phe-notype. It’s the buzz among the interns who’ve been reading Kaye’s papers.”
“Which means?”
Jackson grimaced. “Let me anticipate. If we let the new babies be born, they’re all going to be big-headed super-humans. Prodigies with blond hair and staring eyes and telepathic abilities. They’ll kill us all and take over the Earth.”
Stunned, near tears, Kaye stared at Jackson. He smiled half-apologetically, half in glee at having warded off any possible debate. “It’s a waste of time,” he said. “And we don’t have any time to waste.”
Nilson watched Kaye with cautious sympathy. Marge lifted her head and glared at the ceiling. “Will someone please tell me what I’ve just stepped into?”
“Pure bullshit,” Jackson said under his breath, adjusting his napkin.
The steward brought them their food.
Nilson put her hand on Kaye’s. “Forgive us, Kaye. Robert can be very forceful.”
“It’s my own confusion I’m dealing with, not Robert’s defensive rudeness,” Kaye said. “Marge, I have been trained in the precepts of modern biology. I’ve dealt with rigid interpretations of data, but I’ve grown up in the middle of the most incredible ferment imaginable. Here’s the solid foundation wall of modern biology, built brick by careful brick…” She drew the wall with her outstretched hand. “And here’s a tidal wave called genetics. We’re mapping the factory floor of the living cell. We’re discovering that nature is not just surprising, but shockingly unorthodox. Nature doesn’t give a damn what we think or what our paradigms are.”
“That’s all very well,” Jackson said, “but science is how we organize our work and avoid wasting time.”
“Robert, this is a discussion,” Cross said.
“I can’t apologize for what I feel in my gut is true,” Kaye persisted. “I will lose everything rather than lie.”