“How do you know that?”
Morgan looked me in the face and smiled. Her bright green eyes glittered like emeralds, unnaturally bright. Behind her, Puck fiddled with his scarf in a very un-Puck-like way—nervous, almost. I didn’t know where the two oddities fit together, and part of me didn’t want to. It left a hole in me that was filling with dread.
“I just know,” she said. “It looks like him.”
She walked to the edge of the platform and looked down at the gap between her and the train. She unfolded her hand toward the train and slapped it lightly with a wide-open palm. It reminded me of third grade, when we’d gone to the San Diego Zoo. Little eight-year-old Morgan in pig tails, staring up at Mogo the Elephant as he passed by. She had held her hand up, palm out, just like that. Like the world’s most bewildered crossing guard.
“Are you okay, Morg?” Zack asked, turning to look at her.
Morgan shook her head. “I doubt it.”
I laughed, despite the eerie scene. Morgan looked over her shoulder and grinned.
“I think it’s time to go,” I said. Her smile faded slightly, but she nodded.
“How do we...go?” Zack asked. He was looking down at the first step onto the train like it was covered with writhing cobras.
Puck pumped his arm in the toot-toot gesture.
“That’s it?” Zack asked. “I go inside and what…wake up in my body?”
“That’s it,” Morgan said. It still wasn’t Puck’s voice. I had become used to her being Puck’s mouthpiece—even if it was creepy. But Morgan providing all the answers herself freaked me out even more.
Zack stepped off the platform and turned around. He looked straight at me, and I clenched my fists. He flashed me that crooked smile.
“I’ll see you soon, Luce,” he said. I felt my stomach spasm in terror.
“I—” I said, and stopped. My heart danced like a jackhammer in my chest.
“Hmm?” Zack said, his eyebrow raised.
My skin tingled across my whole body, and I felt my cheeks flush despite the chill in the air. Looking Zack in the eye, I knew I could take on the world and yet have trouble tying my shoes. The contradictory sensation gave me vertigo.
“I think I l-love you,” I said. I couldn’t stop myself. This didn’t feel like an “I’ll-see-you-soon” moment. It felt like the part of the movie where the guy says, “I’ll be right back” and then dies in some tragic but undoubtedly noble way.
“I know,” Zack said, and winked. He stepped backward onto the train and turned to go inside.
I ran to the edge of the platform and slapped the side of the train with my hand. Zack turned, just before opening the door to the coach.
His lips turn into a crooked grin, his eyes on fire with mischievous light. Looking into mine, the playful light dimmed, becoming something simple and earnest and beautiful.
“I love you,” Zack said.
Just like that. My face stretched without my control into what had to be the goofiest smile ever recorded. Behind me, Morgan let out a long disgusted groan. I flipped her the bird over my shoulder.
“That’s my lady,” Zack said. “I’ll see you in a few seconds, okay?”
“Promise?”
“Promise,” Zack said, and walked into the train. He closed the door behind him. My smile disappeared, and along with it the brief bubble of ecstasy. That familiar old feeling of despair took its place.
I watched the train with my hands clenched together, tucked tight against my belt.
I don’t know what I had been expecting—a flash of light, a sudden explosion, the Back to the Future theme song. What I certainly wasn’t expecting is exactly what happened.
Nothing.
When the seconds stretched into an entire minute, I turned to Morgan. She shook her head, her brow knitted together. I glanced over to Puck. He sported a similar look of bewilderment.
Finally, the coach door opened again, and Zack leaned out. He blew out a long sigh.
“Yeah, so, we have a problem.”
A minute later, Zack was helping us board the train.
“Get ready for some weird,” he said.
The train car wasn’t as dark as I imagined it would be—the car glowed with a warm amber gleam. It reminded me of being home in a dream. Every bench and table looked brand new, polished, well kept, clean. But the strangely modern décor wasn’t what drew my eyes, not at first, anyway. The first things I really saw were the windows, and what was beyond them.
Cool florescent light streamed through the train windows, revealing blue/green stark walls and the giant, worried-looking faces of people I didn’t recognize. A hospital room, by the look of it, but super-sized. At first I recoiled, and from the sharp gasp behind me I guessed Morgan did the same. The giants, and their distant room, surrounded the train on all sides, at every window.
I looked at Zack, but he wore only an amused smirk.
I walked to one of the windows, watching the conversation two of the giants appeared to be having. I couldn’t hear what they were saying—just like a TV on mute. Wait. Huh.
I turned around, letting my eyes trail across every window. A hospital room…a doctor, walking out of the door. A middle-aged man and woman. The man had dark hair and a deep tan, and the woman, stork-thin but very pretty, had eyes the color of a storm at sea. I turned to Zack. From the look on his face, he’d seen me put it together.
“Your parents?” I asked.
He nodded.
Morgan glided to one of the windows and laid her hand on the glass.
“It’s warm,” she said. “This is you? Are we in you?”
Zack shrugged. “I think so.”
“You’re in the hospital,” I said.
He nodded.
“What do you expect?” Morgan asked. “Benny probably came outside and found me and you laying on the grass, totally passed out, horking drool out of our mouths. What would you have done?”
“I guess,” Zack said. “You think your train looks the same?”
Morgan nodded.
“With better decorations,” I said, and Morgan turned and flashed me a grin.
Puck, who had been waiting in the doorway, watching us, finally stepped into the train car. He moved around the windows, his finger’s trailing the glass like Morgan. He took his time, pausing at every window, turning his head this way, then that way. He looked just like an art aficionado at a gallery showing. We all watched him make the rounds in silence. Finally at the last window, he leaned forward and rapped it with one knobby fist. It made a hollow chunking sound.
Puck turned to Morgan. She crossed her arms.
“Sign it,” she said. “I don’t want to be your Kermit the Frog anymore.”
Puck rolled his eyes and flashed through a long string of gestures. Morgan sighed.
“What?” I asked.
“He called me a wuss,” Morgan said.
When I turned back to him, Puck’s face morphed into his Robin Goodfellow grin. He popped another, much longer, string of gestures in his hands and waved at Morgan, as if to say, you have the floor. He plopped down on one of the seats, crossed his legs, and folded his hands in his lap.
Zack and I turned to Morgan. She looked down at the floor thoughtfully, then back at us. She tucked the stray bits of her corn silk hair back into her ponytail and sat on the edge of one of the booth-like tables. She took a heavy breath.
“We are in comas,” Morgan said. “That’s why the train won’t go.”
I frowned and turned to Puck. He made the go on gesture to Morgan.
“Puck says we shouldn’t be in comas,” she said. “He doesn’t know why we are.”
I stood up then, feeling something itch in the back of my mind. This time I circled the room slowly, mimicking Puck, taking a good long look at every window. After a second pass, I shook my head.