Mud soaked her sandaled feet. Several times she had stumbled into small water holes concealed by a scrim of plant life. Mosquitoes were a constant presence; she no longer bothered to wave them away.
The house was somewhere off to her left, invisible now, masked by trees and scrub. To her right must be the island’s western shore, a beachless skirt of mangroves. And ahead, perhaps a hundred feet or a thousand miles, lay the dock.
If she reached it, she could steal one of the two boats moored there and escape. After that, the police could handle things.
They would arrive, make arrests. Steve would go to prison as Jack’s accomplice. He deserved it, of course; yet she couldn’t suppress a surge of sadness at the thought.
She had loved him. Still did. Or at least she’d loved the man she’d thought he was. The man who had driven her out to the Connecticut coast one summer night and, under a sky striped with Perseid meteors, slipped an engagement ring on her finger. The man who had stayed by her hospital bed every day throughout her two-week battle with blood poisoning, when more than once she’d been certain she would die. The man who had waded, fully clothed, into a pond in Rocky Hill to rescue Anastasia when the pup appeared to be in danger of drowning.
The same man who had watched unmoving as Anastasia was knifed to death a few hours ago.
You never really know anybody, she thought as she struggled through stiff patches of broomsedge choked by the strangling stems of morning glories. You think you do, but what you see is mostly what they’re willing to show. And then the real person comes out, and it’s
… horrible.
If she survived this, she would never trust another human being, never leave herself vulnerable, never take any kind of risk. For the rest of her life she would be wary and lonely and safe.
“God damn you, Steve,” she said again, the words her mantra now.
A thicket of waxmyrtle materialized before her. She blundered through it, and then miraculously the underbrush began to thin out, and the breeze freshened with a sharper accent of the sea.
She’d made it. Having circled around the house, she’d arrived at the southern tip of Pelican Key, where she would find the dock.
Of course, the men might be waiting. Her plan was her most obvious course of action; they were likely to anticipate it. And maybe those distant percussive cracks she’d heard earlier hadn’t been shots.
She could assume nothing. One mistake, and it was over.
A slow shiver caressed her. If someone had asked yesterday, she would have said she didn’t particularly fear death. It was natural, inevitable, and college had left her too deeply secularized to fear punishment in an afterlife.
But now dying scared her. She had watched Ana die, had seen the bewildered panic in her face, had heard her whimpering moans as death shook her in its cold, fierce grip.
She didn’t want to go like that. She felt the imperative of survival as an animal must feel it, not in her mind but in her blood, in the racing energy that contracted muscles and electrified nerves.
Elbowing her way through the last of the ground cover, she emerged on the lip of the coral beach.
A few casuarinas grew here, their trunks throwing long shadows across the sand in the starlight. She crouched behind the nearest tree and peered out.
From her vantage point, the dock was a thin, comblike projection in silhouette against the glittery shallows. The shadows of the pilings wavered on the water like a web of wind-stirred gossamer. A single boat drifted at the end of a slack mooring line, hull creaking secretively.
Jack’s runabout was gone. Odd.
She remembered hearing a brief motor noise shortly after the men had left the house, while she was still a prisoner. At the time she’d assumed it to be a passing boat, cruising near the island on the way to blue water.
She’d been wrong. What she had heard was the runabout. Steve and Jack had moved it.
If she’d been thinking more clearly, she could have guessed as much already. The men had left via the front door, yet she’d encountered them on the path at the rear of the house. The only logical explanation was that they’d transferred the boat to a new location, then walked back.
None of which mattered anyway, because the other boat, the motorboat provided by Pelican Key’s owners, was still here.
In less than two minutes she would be on her way out of Wait.
Movement on the dock. The shadowy figure of a man.
His dark outline blended with the masses of tropical foliage at his back, and only his restless pacing revealed his presence. His pacing-and a glint of starshine, faint but perceptible, winking fitfully as he moved.
Eyeglasses. Catching the chancy light with each turn of his head.
Squinting, she dimly made out the nylon jacket Steve had worn for most of the day.
A sigh eased out of her. The dock was off limits as long as Steve was guarding it. She couldn’t reach the boat.
Still, there was the runabout. Possibly she would find it at the cove, where Jack had beached it originally.
Even the thought of retracing her route through acres of almost impenetrable vegetation-sharp-edged saw-palmettos, creeping ground ivy, foul-smelling skunkbush-exhausted her. But she would have to do it. And hope that Jack wasn’t lurking in ambush somewhere along the way.
She was retreating toward denser brush when a hoarse whisper stopped her.
“Kirstie.”
Frozen, huddled behind a clump of groundsel-tree, she listened.
“Kirstie, are you out there?”
Steve didn’t seem to see her. He was just calling her name at random.
She waited, afraid to move and possibly draw his attention. It was a strain to hear him; his rasping stage whisper was barely audible.
“I shot Jack. But he’s not dead, only wounded. And… he’s got the gun.”
Could it be true? Had Steve rebelled against Jack, redeemed himself? Skepticism competed with a desperate desire to believe.
“Jack’s looking for me. Thinks I went north. But I doubled back to find you. I know you’ve come for the boat.”
A breeze kicked up, and she heard his jacket ripple like a sail. The sparkle of his glasses was the sole identifiable feature in the ink-blot enigma of his face.
“Show yourself. Please. I won’t hurt you. I never wanted to hurt you. I’m not part of this anymore.”
But how could she accept that statement, how could she risk believing anything he said, when this could so easily be a trap?
Still, she had heard gunshots. She was sure she had.
“Please, Kirstie.” His whisper turned sibilant, a hiss. “You’ve got to trust me.”
Trust him? Did she dare?
A few minutes ago, she’d vowed never to trust another person. Now she was being asked to trust Jack Dance’s accomplice.
But he was something more than that. He was her husband.
And she did believe he hadn’t wanted to see her hurt. He’d intervened when Jack was slapping her around. Saved her life, probably.
Whatever his weaknesses and sins, he must still care for her. Now, repentant, he was offering a chance at escape.
“Kirstie? Can you hear me?”
She had to give him the trust he asked for, this one last time.
“Please.”
Had to.
Slowly she stood. She walked forward, out of the cover of the trees, onto the hard coral sand.
“Here I am,” she said in an answering whisper.
The glint of his glasses swung in her direction. “Thank God. Hurry up, get over here.”
She did not hurry. Her steps were slow and measured as she crossed the narrow strip of beach.
“Come on. Come on. ”
The dock was less than fifty feet away. She wished there were a moon. She wanted to see Steve’s face, study his expression. If she could look into his eyes…
Her sandals crunched on coral, a soft, gravelly sound. The sea breeze twined around her bare legs, groping like lascivious fingers. On the horizon burned the lights of Upper Matecumbe Key, distant as the stars, close as the boat that could take her to Islamorada and safety.