Truman was unimpressed. He pointed out that the police had had the same theory but rejected it because none of Alison’s belongings were missing. She hadn’t packed, as the executive director had; she hadn’t closed her banking accounts and settled her affairs; she hadn’t contacted an attorney—hadn’t contacted him.
“All that means is that what she left behind didn’t concern her,” I told him.
“This is insane. You’re saying Alison staged her own disappearance, the tape recording, the blood, everything?”
“Yes.”
“Bullshit. There’s no evidence of that; you haven’t got any evidence. All you have is a self-serving theory from some bum-fuck doctor who might have been the one who killed her in the first place. I can’t believe you’re buying this shit.”
“Dr. Bob doesn’t have anything to do with it.”
“Oh, no? Then where the fuck did this amazing theory come from?”
“Two things. One, the note on my windshield. Whoever put it there didn’t want us looking into Alison’s disappearance. I think it was Alison. That was a mistake because instead of quitting, it made us look harder.”
Truman snorted at that.
“Yeah?” he asked. “What’s number two?”
“The Merchant of Venice.”
Truman stopped his pacing and stared long enough to measure me for a white jacket that fastens in the back.
“You’re shitting me,” he said.
“No, I’m not,” I assured him.
“I can’t believe I’m paying for this,” he groused.
“Think about it,” I told Truman. “Raymond Fleck, Irene Brown, Stephen Emerton, Dr. Holyfield, her parents: They all wronged Alison one way or another. Now each of their lives has been turned upside down; each one is paying a price. Why? Because no one knows for sure exactly what happened to her. She got ’em. She got ’em all at the same time; a brilliant girl is our Alison.”
“You’re saying she staged her own murder just to get even?”
“‘If you prick us, do we not bleed? If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?’”
“That’s ridiculous,” Truman replied to the line I had memorized the evening before.
“Oh, and you would never do anything like that. You would never go out of your way to stick it to someone.”
Truman didn’t want to hear any more. “Find her, goddammit!” he demanded, throwing his hands in the air. “You think she’s fucking alive, find her.”
I made an effort to explain just how long, tedious, and expensive a missing-person’s search could become, especially if the missing person was working hard at not being found. I don’t know if I was trying to talk him out of it or not.
“Find her,” he repeated.
I quickly produced a standard contract. He signed it after reading it twice and then threw the pen down on my desk blotter.
“No one is to hear about this,” he ordered. “Not your friends with the police, especially not the media. I don’t want anybody getting away with murder just because you have a fucking hunch. Understand?”
I understood. I told him I would keep the investigation to myself unless Irene Brown or Raymond Fleck were indicted. If that happened, I would probably have to speak up. Truman disagreed and commenced to argue with me the fine points of Minnesota Statutes 326.32–326.339, the licensing requirements and procedures for private detectives and protective agents. He thought there might be a loophole. I disagreed.
“Just find her,” he said at last.
fourteen
Iretrieved a missing persons form from my desk drawer and I started filling it with information. The form was basically a cheat sheet I had picked up at the last convention of private investigators I attended. Once complete, it would contain nearly every known fact about Alison, from her style of dress (lots of sweaters and natural-fiber blazers) to her hobbies (dogs, cross-country skiing), from the languages she spoke (French and Russian) to her driving record (three speeding tickets in two years) and spending habits (two credit cards, paid entire balance monthly). All this plus a Portrait Parle, noting in detail Alison’s physical characteristics—everything from the size and shape of her ears to the quality of her walk.
Much of this information was already available in Anne Scalasi’s file. The rest I would acquire through interviews with Alison’s neighbors, co-workers, paperboy, hairdresser, investment adviser, high-school and college professors, veterinarian, insurance agent, travel agent, Marie Audette, her family, her husband, and so on. It was a complicated, tedious process. Not as complicated as a shuttle launch yet complicated enough to give me a headache.
The reason for all this work is simple: People are creatures of habit. After spending a lifetime doing a specific thing in a certain way, it is extremely difficult, if not impossible, to change. Consider the case of Christopher Boyce, the Falcon in the movie The Falcon and the Snowman. Boyce escaped from prison, where he was serving a life sentence for selling secrets to the Soviet Union, and disappeared. Completely. However, Boyce was a nut about falconry, thus his nickname. So the government staked out those locations frequented by people who shared Boyce’s passion—there are only so many places where people go to hunt with falcons. Sure enough, Boyce was discovered in one of them, a small town in Oregon.
The past had led investigators to Boyce’s new life. The past would lead me to Alison Donnerbauer Emerton.
“All right, darlin’,” I told the photograph I taped to my office wall, the photograph of Alison and Marie Audette in costume. “Let the games begin.”
As with all my missing persons cases, I tried to find Alison the easy way first. By telephone.
“How may I help you?” the operator asked in a machinelike monotone.
“That damn daughter of mine. My wife says we got a telephone bill with all kinds of long-distance calls on it that we didn’t make, and she thinks my daughter has let her low-life boyfriend use our phone. I was outta town when we got the bill, and my wife kept the first page, which is the bill, but not the bottom pages, which lists the numbers. So could you mail me the bottom pages so I can get this kid to pay for his calls? Cause I ain’t gonna pay for ’em.”
“What is your home number and billing address?”
I gave the operator Mr. Donnerbauer’s address and telephone number but added, “Could you send them to my office?”
Sure she could.
“Customer service,” a pretty voice chirped.
“Yeah, this is Phil Gaffner over at WorldNet. We got a DNP and we’re tryin’ ta verify some toll charges. Could ya give me listings and returns on 666-2273?” I recited Stephen Emerton’s telephone number.
“Just a second while I pull it up on my screen, Phil,” the woman replied, much of her cheerfulness gone. Telephone companies hate people who don’t pay and are usually more than willing to help even competitors get their money.
“Customer service, how may I help you?” a man’s voice asked.
“This is the Ian Ravitch Agency representing Miss Marie Audette. Miss Audette will be out of town for the next forty-five days on an acting assignment, and she requested that we pay her bills until her return. Could you send Miss Audette’s telephone bill to our office, please?”
“What is the telephone number and regular billing address, sir?”
I read them to the operator directly from the missing persons form.
“And what address do you want the bill sent to?”
After gathering their records, I discovered that Mr. and Mrs. Donnerbauer had not made any long-distance phone calls to their daughter—or to anyone else since her disappearance. All of Stephen Emerton’s calls were to credit-card and insurance companies. Marie Audette had made sixteen long-distance calls, most of them to agents in Chicago and Los Angeles. One set of digits did interest me, however. She had dialed a Deer Lake, Wisconsin, number the day I spoke with her. I dialed the number myself after preparing a sure-fire pretext designed to obtain me the name and address of whoever answered. The pretext wasn’t necessary. A tape recording told me I had reached the residence of Deputy Gretchen Rovick, please leave a message.