"Spring's finally here," I mused, because it was better than arguing about Yicor.
"Wouldn't have known it this morning," Kichlan answered.
I nodded. "And it's taken its time."
"Hasn't it? Didn't think this winter was ever going to leave us."
Some conversations are so much safer. Lad, however, was not so interested in the weather. He yawned widely. Pointedly, I thought.
"Not boring you, are we?" I chuckled, and squeezed his arm.
He blinked in an overexaggerated, tired way. "Where are we going, Tan?"
I showed him the piece of paper. "Here is someone who can help us."
Lad barely glanced at it. "Oh." His hands fidgeted.
"Your turn," Kichlan murmured out of the side of his mouth. "He's getting bored."
"My turn to do what?"
"Entertain him." He grinned, vicious and self-satisfied. "Call it payment."
I remembered all the effort Mizra, Kichlan and Sofia usually went to, to capture Lad's attention. Stories, speeches, and constant praise. It really was a lot of work to keep him in a manageable mood through the day.
Was I up to the challenge? "You know lots of stories, don't you, Lad?"
He brightened instantly, as though I'd opened a shutter and let the sunlight in on his face. "Mizra tells them," he said. "I listen and I remember them. Don't I, bro?"
"You do." Kichlan cupped his hand and said in a loud, exaggerated whisper, "He's very good at it."
Lad's light swelled.
"Well, maybe I can tell you a story you don't know," I said.
"I know a lot of them," Lad replied.
"He does," Kichlan said, supporting his brother and enjoying every minute of this. "That would be difficult."
"Hmm." I pressed a finger to my lips and pretended to be thinking hard. Lad's eyes were wide, his gaze and riveted on my face. "No, I think you won't know this one. I think I'm going to tell it to you, and see if you do."
"Oh, will you?" Lad scrabbled for my hand, nearly crushing it as he squeezed. "Yes, please!"
"Careful," Kichlan warned him.
Lad released my hand instantly and stroked the red skin, his motions awkward, like his hand was too big for his arm to control with any precision.
"Yes," I said. "I will."
I waited a moment to collect my thoughts as Lad patted away. I knew few myths and children's stories, but I had learned things in my time at university neither of them would have heard. The history of the revolution, and the great men who made it happen.
"This happened a long time ago," I began. And didn't get far.
"They all do," Lad interrupted.
"I can't tell the story if you are talking, Lad."
He pressed a hand against his mouth.
"That's better," I said, with an approving nod.
Kichlan turned away to hide a smile.
"Now," I continued. "This happened a long time ago. Before there were cities like Movoc-under-Keeper. When the veche was young, and made up of lots of groups of people who didn't agree with each other. Before lights in the streets, before factories, carriages or debris collectors." I wasn't certain of the last one, but it sounded likely. "Before all this there were men who wanted to create these things. And who worked very hard to make them."
Lad dropped his hand long enough to ask, "Like the book?"
"Yes, very good. Like the man who wrote the book."
He clapped his hand tighter over his face.
"One of these men was Uric. He came from outside of Varsnia, so he was strange. He thought he was as smart as a Varsnian, and as strong, and maybe he was. For a while."
Both brothers were watching me now, intent.
"He was a pion-binder," I continued the story. "And a very good one. But he wanted to be better. And that was when everything went wrong."
"Isn't it always," Kichlan muttered to himself. Lad shushed him, blowing spittle into the air.
"He brought together twelve other binders, all as strong as he. And he said, 'If you make a circle around me, all twelve of you, then we will be able to do great things. Greater than anyone has done before'."
This was the point in the story where pion-binders knew what was going to happen to poor Uric, for his foolishness and pride. Kichlan and Lad continued to listen, expressions blank.
I continued, "But the pion-binders were Varsnian, and they knew no circle could be larger than nine-"
"Why?" Lad interrupted.
"Because that's the limit," I answered. "Any more and the circle will be unstable."
"But why?"
"Do you want to hear the story?"
The hand clamped back on his face.
"So they told Uric that what he wanted was impossible. But Uric laughed; he said, 'Just because it has not been done by a Varsnian does not make it impossible. Work with me, and you will see a miracle.' And the pion-binders agreed only so they could be proven right."
"Oh dear," Kichlan drawled. "He was prideful, wasn't he? And rude. I think I know what this particular myth is trying to teach us."
"This is not a myth," I snapped at him. "It happened. It's in the books, recorded by people who were there at the time."
"Mizra says his stories happened too," Lad said. "The ones with knights and swords and how they rescue people and sometimes they get hurt."
"My point exactly," Kichlan muttered.
I rubbed my forehead with my free hand. Whose idea was this again?
"Then what happened, Tan?" Lad, less able to foresee the morally dictated ending than his brother, squeezed me again, expression intent.
I gave up trying to argue the difference between history and legend. "Uric, unable to be dissuaded, set up his twelve point circle. The pion-binders, for all they didn't believe him, really did try to help. For a moment, the circle was bright, brighter than any ever made. It shone like the sun in the village centre, and all the windows were opened, and people peered out to see the light. It shone with many colours, but the centre, where Uric stood, was as white as a star."
"It sounds beautiful," Lad said.
"It would have been." I didn't tell him he would not have seen it, that none of us would have seen more than thirteen people making a circle with a dot in the centre, standing still, talking to themselves and possibly moving their hands.
"For a moment the circle shone. But the Varsnian binders were right, and Uric should have listened to them, because the circle was too bright, too strong, and after that moment it started to collapse. Uric was at the centre and it all fell on him."
"Oh no," Lad gasped.
"Oh no, indeed." I left it hanging.
"What happened?" Lad squeaked out after a moment of silence and tension.
"If he goes home healthy and well to his family, I'm going to eat that." Kichlan pointed to a particularly filthy heap of grey snow squeezed between the corners of two buildings. The street cleaner must not have taken this path, then.
I ignored him. "No one really knows," I answered Lad. "All the colour and the shine rushed into the centre, piled on top of him, and when it faded away Uric was never the same."
"He was hurt?" Lad's large eyes were frightened.
I squeezed his hand for support. "Not his body, there wasn't a scratch on him. But when the light was gone and the pion-binders tried to talk to him, they discovered he had lost his mind."
Lad blinked. "Lost it? How?"
I had to smile. "He went crazy, Lad. Do you know what that means?"
He shook his head.
"It means he couldn't do the things he used to do, it means he started seeing things, hearing voices that weren't there-" I stopped. Hearing voices? Oh, Other, hearing voices?
Why hadn't I realised it? This wasn't the right story to tell Lad, it wasn't the right story to tell myself. What had happened to Uric in the centre of that twelve pointed circle? I knew now.
He had fallen, and he had fallen hard.
Lad, considering the story for himself, hadn't noticed my concern. "That's not good. It's not good to listen to strange voices you hear, is it, bro?"