The waves roared as they rolled toward the pristine sands, the sound seeming to hit the cliffs and spin back, until the night was filled with the cry of the ocean. I flung my arms wide, breathing deep, filling my lungs with the cold, salty air, feeling it wash through every muscle, every cell, invigorating, renewing. There was power in the sharpness of the night and in the chill of the water, and my sudden laugh swirled across the waves, mingling joyously.
I was home. Maybe not my actual home, but the home of heart. My soul.
I continued on into the water and, when I was deep enough, dove under the waves. The icy water caressed my skin, a lover’s touch that soothed and healed. The itching vanished, replaced by a feeling of wholeness. The sea replenishing what the day had taken away.
I played in the waves, diving under and over, a fish who had no fins or tail. I have no idea how long I stayed there, but it must have been hours, because the moon was losing its strength by the time I began to make my way back to the shore.
Only then did I realize I was not alone in the cold, starry night.
I hesitated, but a wave hit my butt, forcing me on. I smiled, half wondering if the ocean was sick of my presence, but took the hint and kept moving.
Trae rose as I approached the sand, his eyes sparkling in the moonlight, filled with heat, filled with desire. His gaze slid down my body as I left the grip of the waves, and my skin prickled and warmed.
I knew in that moment that no matter how much I wanted to honor Egan’s death by showing a little bit of restraint, I wouldn’t. Not if the opportunity now arose. The night and the sea were filled with magic, and the longing to share it all with another was very much a part of who I was, what I was.
His gaze rose, annoyance warring with desire in those rich blue depths. “Why didn’t you tell me you had to come down here? I just about had a heart attack when I walked into the living room and found you gone.”
I stopped several feet away from him. “I’m sorry. It didn’t even cross my mind, and it should have.”
He contemplated me for a few moments, his spicy, masculine scent swirling around me, teasing my senses, stirring desire.
“That water is icy, and yet you come out of it glowing with warmth rather than cold. A gift of your heritage, I gather?”
I nodded. “We don’t have to change in the water—except if we want to go deep or stay under for longer periods. And my skin is always cold at night.”
“I noticed.”
A smile teased my lips. “So the thief has stolen a caress or two?”
His own smile emerged. “The thief has. And he has no regrets.” He took several steps, closing the distance between us before raising a hand, lightly brushing strands of hair away from my cheek, his fingers so warm, so tender against my skin.
“Why is the water so important to you? Besides the fact that you’re a sea dragon, of course.”
I raised an eyebrow. “Did no one teach you about your undersea cousins?”
“My family barely even taught us about the other cliques. Draman may not be killed, but they don’t get the same sort of education as full bloods.”
“Ah. Well, it’s because if I do not immerse myself under some form of water every twenty-four hours, I will die.”
“So it doesn’t have to be seawater?”
“I survived eleven years in that facility without seawater, so it doesn’t seem like it.”
But even as I said the words, doubt crowded my mind. What if there were side effects, and I just didn’t know about them? After all, my mom had been insistent that I get away from that place quickly. So what if it wasn’t just because of Dad, but because I was reaching the end of my limits, sea-wise?
I shivered and rubbed my arms. Trae immediately took off his coat. “Here, take this.”
I didn’t want to. I wanted to stay naked and cold and a part of the night and the magic, but there was something in his eyes—a steel that would brook no arguments. And why stand here and argue when there were many more interesting things we could be doing? So I slipped my arms into the sleeves, breathing deep the dual scent of leather and man, then let him slide up the zipper. His hands lingered near the top, his fingers brushing oh-so casually across my breasts.
“I notice the bullet wound is almost healed.”
I nodded. “The sea always heals. It is her gift to us.”
His hands slid down my arms, lightly rubbing, sending little shocks of electricity through the leather and across my skin. “I think we’d better get you inside.”
His voice was edged with a huskiness that had my hormones dancing. “Or we could stay here, and talk about whatever pops up.”
“Sweetheart, you may not feel the cold, but I’m fucking freezing. Trust me, nothing worthwhile is going to pop up on a night like this.”
“Really?” I skimmed my gaze downward. “That seems pretty worthwhile to me.”
He grinned. “Trust me, it’s only a halfhearted effort.”
If it was, it had to be pretty damn impressive when he was serious. I stepped closer, pressing myself against the warm, enticing hardness of his entire body. His hands slid around my waist, holding me closer still. It felt good, felt right. And that made the fear swirl again, because I really didn’t want to find someone else for the scientists to threaten and maybe even kill.
And yet the part of me that burned made me say, “Are you sure you want to go inside?”
“Yes,” he said, then lowered his head and kissed me.
Not sweetly, not tenderly, but forcefully, desperately, like a man in the desert who’d been deprived of water for too long. I returned it in kind, wrapping my arms around his neck and holding on tight as I tasted and explored and enjoyed. It was a kiss that seemed to go on forever, a kiss that I wanted to go on forever, until a dizziness that I wasn’t sure was due to his closeness or lack of air crept over me. It was only then that he pulled away and stared down at me. I was breathless, burning—and not just from the force of our kiss, but also the intentness of his gaze, from the resolve and determination so evident in the rich depths.
Whatever it was I was feeling, he was feeling it, too. And that made me even more frightened.
There was too much at stake already. I couldn’t—wouldn’t—put someone else in danger. Especially someone who might just be important to my future.
If I had a future.
I forced myself to step back, away from his warm body and marvelous kisses. “Maybe we’d better get inside.”
He ran one hand down my arm and clasped his fingers around mine. “Let’s go.”
I resisted the urge to wrap my fingers tightly around his, and just let my grip remain loose. “Don’t forget my T-shirt.”
He leaned down and scooped it up, then tugged me lightly toward the cliff and the old, worn steps.
The wind was stronger on the top of the cliff, tugging at my hair and freezing my exposed butt and nether regions. Which only served as a pointed reminder that next time I went for a night swim, I’d damn well better make sure to bring some decent clothes to wear afterward.
I huddled a little closer to Trae, and his scent spun around me, warming me almost as much as the heat emanating from his body. He released my hand, then wrapped his arm around my shoulder, drawing me closer still.
“The fish is suddenly feeling the cold, huh?” Amusement ran through the huskiness of his voice.
“It’s the wind.” I crossed my arms against a shiver. “There’s a storm blowing in, I think.”
He glanced upward. “Not a cloud in the sky.”
“Not yet. It’ll be here by mid-morning, though.”
“And how would you know that?”
“I can taste it in the air.”
“Of course you can.”
I shot him a sideways glance. “That wouldn’t be sarcasm I can hear in your voice, would it?”