Tak sat and folded his hands across the bottom of his leather jacket so that the top pushed out from his blond chest.
"What I want to know," purple angora announced, "…down, sweetheart, down—" Muriel had momentarily switched allegiances—"I want to know is, if it could possibly have been some kind of trick. I mean, is there any way somebody could have made that seem to happen? I mean… well, you know: in a man-made way."
"Well…" The Captain looked among his listeners. "He's your engineer, isn't he?" His look settled on Tak — who reared back with a high laugh.
That must be as self-conscious as I've ever seen him, Kid thought He'd never heard Tak make that sound before.
"No," Tak said. "No, I'm afraid that doesn't have anything to do with any engineering I'd know anything about."
"What I want to know — now what I want to know," Fenster said. "You've been in space. You've been on the moon…" He paused, then added in a different voice: "You're one of the ones that was actually on the moon."
Captain Kamp was only attentive.
"We've had here some sort of… astrological happening, and it's got us all pretty shook. I want to know if you… well, from being up on the moon, or like that, you might know something more about it."
Kamp's face ghosted a smile. Kid searched for the names of the astronauts from the four moonshots he'd followed closely, tried to recall what he could about the fifth. Captain Kamp crossed his arms on the booth-table. He wasn't very tall.
"Now it's certainly possible—" Kamp punctuated his southwestern speech with small nods—"that there's an astronomical, or better, cosmological explanation. But I'll be frank: I don't know what it is."
"Do you think we should worry?" Madame Brown asked in a voice with no worry in it at all.
Kamp, whose crew mixed grey and gold, nodded. "Worry? Well, we're all here. And alive. That's certainly no reason not to worry. But worry isn't going to do us much good, now, is it? Now yesterday — about this time yesterday — I was in Dallas. And if that thing was as big as it looked and really some sort of body in the sky, a comet or a sun, I suspect it would have been seen a long way off coming, with telescopes. And nobody told me about it."
"It sounds, Captain, as though you don't believe it's serious."
Kamp's smile said as much. Kamp said, "I saw it — some of it, anyway."
"Then," Kid said, and others turned, "you don't know how big it really was."
"Now that," the Captain answered, "I'm afraid, is it." His jaw was wider than his forehead. "Now you all, Roger too, described something which practically filled up half the sky. So obviously what I saw was only a little bit. And then there was the story about — George, was it?"
Tak looked around the room, frowned, and again whispered to Kid: "George was here a few minutes ago. He must have gone out just before you came—"
"Now I'm afraid nobody outside… of Bellona, saw that one. And Roger tells me he didn't either."
"I certainly did," Tak whispered.
"I certainly did!" someone cried.
"Well." Kamp smiled. "Not too many other people did, and certainly nobody outside Bellona."
"You saw what happened today." Teddy, arms folded, leaned against the back of the next booth.
"Yes, I guess I did."
"You mean," Fenster jovially announced, "you went from here to the moon and back, and you didn't see anything on the way that would tell us something about all this thing this afternoon?"
Kamp said, "Nope."
"Then what use was it, I ask you?" Fenster looked around for somebody's back to slap. "I mean now what was the use of it?"
Someone said, "You haven't been with the space program a while…?"
"Now you don't really leave it. Just last week I was down for medical testing for long-range results. That I don't ever expect to stop. But I'm much less involved with it now than some of the others."
"Why did you leave?" the purple angora asked. "Was it your idea or theirs — if you can answer a question like that?"
"Well." This, a considered sentence. "I suspect they thought it was a touchier question than I did at the time. But I doubt they wanted me that much if I didn't want them. My interest in the space program just about ended with splashdown. The tests, the research work afterward, that was important. The parades, the celebrations, the panels, the publicity — I think the fun in that was exhausted a month after I came out of the isolation chamber. The rest — probably more so for me than for the others, because that's the kind of person I am — was just a nuisance. Also," and he smiled, "I've occasionally been known to pick up a guitar at a party and a sing a folk song or two. Nothing political, mind you. But they still frown on that sort of thing."
Everyone laughed. Kid thought: Is he for real?
And a second thought, like a stutter: My reaction is as fixed as his action. And Kid laughed, though later than the others. Two or three glanced at him.
"No," Kamp went on, "I suppose I saw myself as something of an adventurer… as much as a navy test pilot can be. Apollo for me was an adventure — practically an eight-year adventure, with all the preparation. But when it was over, I was ready to go on to something else."
"So you've come to Bellona," Madame Brown said, as Fenster said: "After the moon, where else is there?"
"Now, you're right…"
Kid wondered which question Kamp was answering.
"…but I'm just beginning to see that myself."
"Are you here in any official connection?" asked another woman.
"I'd imagine," Fenster said, "you're never officially disconnected."
"No. I'm here unofficially."
"What does that mean?" someone challenged.
Fenster scowled, offended for Kamp, who merely said, "They know I'm here. But they gave me no instructions before I came. They won't ask me anything about what I did or saw after I come back."
"Why don't we break up this Star Chamber?" Fenster stood. "Come on, the Captain is nice enough to talk to us all at once, but we've got to give the man a chance to circulate."
"Now this is quite informal," Kamp countered, "compared to what I'm used to. I would like a chance to walk around though."
"Come on, come on." Fenster made shooing motions.
Some rose.
The bartender rolled his cuffs above the blurry blue beasts and strolled to the counter.
Tak's chair scraped.
"Come on, now, let's let the Captain get himself a drink. Madame Brown, you look like you could use one too."
Kid shook his hands below the chair edge to stop the tingling.
Tak stood, stretched to tiptoe, looked around. "Wonder where George got off to. He was all curious when he discovered we had a genuine man in the moon with us."
They walked to the bar.
Teddy was returning chairs.
Once the dozen clustered at the Captain's booth dispersed, the place looked empty.
"I thought Lanya was here, maybe."
Tak's hands locked. "I haven't seen her. Madame B. might know where she is." And unlocked. "Hey, I saw the big advertisement in the Times, all over page three. Congratulations." Tak frowned. "By the way, what did you do at the coming of the great white light? Orange, I guess it was, really. You got any opinions to pass the time with while we wait to see if there's going to be a tomorrow?"
Kid leaned on meshed fingers. "I don't know. I didn't do anything much. I had some people with me. I think they were more upset than I was. You know, Tak, for a while I thought…" The bartender set down a beer bottle. "…no, that's silly." Kid pulled the bottle to him, leaving a sweat ribbon. "Isn't it?" The candles glittered in it.