Marshall didn’t respond. He followed her into the kitchen and eyed the shopping bags on the counter while she searched for a filter. He poked his finger into the open end of one of the bags and peeked inside.
“Uh oh,” he said, withdrawing the two paperbacks Libby had left when she’d picked out her reading material for the bath. “You’ve been cheating on me.” He held out the books and smiled.
Libby thought, Jesus, but forced a smile. “I was at the mall.” It was as much of an excuse as she would give. Marshall was a clerk at Dog-Ears, a downtown bookshop she frequented. She’d seen him in the store many times, exchanged a few polite conversations, every one of which had ended with some sort of advance on his part. He’d never been rude about it, never pushy, but he had been persistent. So much so that she’d finally agreed to dinner just to get him off her back. She hadn’t been interested romantically, of course, but she’d thought maybe they could talk books, have a few laughs, that it might be fun in an entirely platonic kind of way.
It wasn’t.
Marshall had spent most of the date ogling her. And although she had her back to him, she could sense him doing the same thing now.
“Listen,” she said suddenly, turning away from the cupboard and crossing her arms over her chest. “I’m not finding any filters.”
“Oh, that’s okay.” Marshall waved his hand. “Maybe I’ll have that beer after all.”
“No, I think I’d rather you left. No offense, but I’m just not in the mood for company tonight.” Especially your company, she wanted to add.
Marshall’s smile dropped away. “You’re kidding me.”
Libby said, “No,” and shook her head definitively.
Marshall looked at the books in his hand and then tossed them on the counter. The cover of one bent in half, and the other dropped into the sink, where it soaked up some of the water Libby had splattered while filling her vase.
Libby gaped, more outraged by the battering of the books than by Marshall’s sudden show of anger. She wasn’t a book collector, did not consider novels investments the way some people did, but she’d always tried to keep her paperbacks in decent shape. Mostly so she could read them again later if she wanted and not have to worry about them falling apart.
“What did you do that for?” She hurried over to the sink and pulled the second book from the basin before it could become completely waterlogged.
Marshall huffed. “They’re just books.”
“And you’re just an asshole,” Libby said, wiping the water from the cover of the book with the hem of her shirt. “I want you to leave right now.”
“Jesus,” Marshall said, looking nonplussed. “I’m sorry.”
Libby softened only a little. “Just please go. I’ll see you at the store sometime.”
“Wait,” he said and took a step toward her.
Libby stood her ground. Marshall wasn’t exactly a muscle-bound intimidator.
“Let’s have that beer. Then I’ll go. I promise.” He reached out to take her hand. “I drove all the way here. I brought you flowers.”
Libby jerked her hand from his grasp and shook her head. “So what? I guess you think that means I owe you something.”
Marshall didn’t respond.
Oh my God, she thought, that is what he thinks.
She tried to move out from between him and the sink, but it was too late. Before she knew it, he had his hands around her waist and his lips all over her face.
TWENTY
Trevor sat on the sofa and watched his daddy smother the two hot dogs with ketchup and mustard. He wrinkled his nose.
Daddy looked up at him, licking a yellow gob from the tip of his finger. “What’s the matter?”
“You’re stinking up those hot dogs,” he said, plugging his nose with his fingers.
“You think so?”
Trevor nodded vigorously. “Uh huh. They taste way better just plain.”
“Well,” Daddy said, “you might not always feel that way.” He bit a mouthful from the end of one of the dogs and munched.
“Yes-huh,” Trevor said. “I wouldn’t ever eat those. Not for a million dollars.”
“Your loss.” Daddy ripped off another giant bite with his teeth, and a big fat drop of orange goop splattered onto the plate in his lap.
Trevor mimed gagging and then pulled away in real terror when his daddy leaned toward him, holding the half-eaten hot dog in one hand and making scary ghost sounds.
“Quit it,” he said, giggling now that he was out of range.
Daddy set the dog on his plate and wiped at his mouth with the back of his hand. “You got a movie picked out?”
Trevor shrugged. “Nope.” Out of the corner of his eye, he peeked at the pile of forgotten mail on the coffee table.
Daddy turned sideways in his seat to look at the small bookshelf where they kept their few videos and DVDs. Trevor would never tell his daddy, but sometimes he liked it better at Mommy’s house. She had lots more movies, and more books, and her sofa was soft and huge and comfy. Daddy’s sofa was hard, and if you sat on it wrong you sometimes felt the springs poking you in the bottom.
Daddy looked over the movies and smiled. On the other hand, Trevor guessed DVDs and couches didn’t really matter. If his daddy had been there, Trevor would have spent the weekend in a cardboard box.
Besides, Mommy didn’t do the mail thing with him, and she didn’t like to ride bikes, and her yard was so small you could hardly play in it without the neighbors coming out to shoo you away.
“How bout Back to the Future?” Daddy said.
That was one of Trevor’s favorites. He thought he must have watched it about a zillion times, and he wouldn’t mind watching it again tonight. But not yet. “Daddy,” he said.
Daddy looked back at him.
“Can we do the mail first?”
“Ohhh,” Daddy said, slapping his leg. “I almost forgot.” He picked up his hot dog again, jammed the chewed end between his lips, and waved his hand in a way that Trevor knew meant he could go ahead and start.
Trevor leaned over and took the stack of mail in both hands. Trevor had let Daddy think the mail thing was just a game, something fun to do, but to Trevor it was more serious than that. It gave him a chance to practice reading hard words—not the easy ones like dog and cat and run from his readers—but it wasn’t only the reading. The mail game, really, gave Trevor a chance to see if Daddy got the same kinds of latefees Mommy did.
He mouthed the words in the top-left corner of the first envelope for a few seconds before saying, “Discover Card.”
“Credit Card Junker,” said Daddy, which was part of the game Trevor had let him create. Credit Card Junkers were immediately crumpled into a ball and tossed into the nearest trashcan. Trevor squeezed the envelope between his hands until he’d turned it into a wad about the size of a baseball and threw it one-handed toward the trashcan beside the television on the other side of the room.
“Swish,” Daddy said and put down the hot dog long enough to give Trevor a quick little clap. “Next.”
Trevor recognized this one. It was from Chase.
When Trevor read off the name, Daddy said, “Bill,” and Trevor blew a raspberry at the little plastic window on the front. Just another part of the game. He handed the bill to his daddy, who tossed it unopened onto his side of the coffee table.
The next was a catalog from Victoria’s Secret, which Trevor used to think was a kind of comic book for grown-ups. Victoria’s Secret, he knew now, was an underwear store for mommies. The catalog went in the trash too, and Trevor knew he shouldn’t look inside it because it wasn’t nice to look at other people’s mommies in their underwear. He threw it at the trashcan but missed by a mile.