I had read this story in a newspaper. Certain details came back — the cracked heels of the brothers, the cursives of ash on his calves in the morning — but not the name of the hero. Who could it be? A politician probably. We were fascinated by the new political leaders, the activists and exiles from humble homesteads and obscure postings who held our future in their hands. Their lives read like fictions, these men and women who had organized strikes and smuggled weapons, who had studied soldiering or economics or medicine in places like East Germany and Bulgaria, who had been in exile or in jail and were now cabinet ministers and directors-general.
Rosco Dunn. The lie was like a time-lapse film. As I spoke, the scrawny, ash-grey child matured into a portly middle-aged man with an identikit face that took its black-rimmed glasses from Joe Slovo and its cowboy moustache from Kallie Knoetze. Something about this face reminded me of Gerald Brookes and made my stomach churn.
I noticed the corner of a handkerchief sticking out of Camilla’s cuff like the ear of a small animal hidden up her sleeve.
‘Would you like some tea?’ she asked. And before I could refuse: ‘How do you take it?’
‘As it comes.’
‘Milk, one sugar?’
‘Fine.’
She vanished through a doorway. When I heard the water running, I went and looked through the velvet curtains. A garden had been left to grow wild there. The grass was so high that a table top appeared to be floating on it like a raft. Shrubbery frothed up on one side, a hedge of unpruned ivy was piled in thunderheads on the other. As I looked out, a ripple passed through the leafy pelt as if the garden had sensed my presence and shuddered. I thought I saw little houses in the foam, things that had been swept away in a flood, adrift but miraculously intact.
In the kitchen, cups rattled into saucers. Letting the curtain fall, I went and waited on the island. She came in drying her hands on a dishcloth and gave the room the once-over like a stage manager checking that the props are all in place. She had put on a pair of school shoes with thick rubber soles, and although they added an inch to her height they made her look smaller.
‘Please sit,’ she said from the doorway.
I sat at one end of the pew.
‘History,’ she said, pressing her palms together and raising them towards the ceiling. ‘I suppose it keeps you busy. There’s always something happening, isn’t there.’
‘It’s one thing after another.’
‘Good things, bad things.’
‘Naturally.’
‘What do you focus on?’
‘We historians look at things from all sides. It isn’t important if the glass is half-full or half-empty, what matters is how it got that way.’
‘You don’t have a speciality?’
‘No.’
She seemed satisfied with that. She looked at the toe of her shoe. I puzzled over the meaning of the hand gesture. Was it an expression of gratitude?
‘Except for boxing,’ she said.
‘Well, yes, you could say so.’
‘What’s boxing got to do with it?’
While I was trying to find an answer, the kettle whistled and she went back to the kitchen.
Dr Pinheiro. He seemed to be in quarantine. Something about that tight-lipped door said that it was closed on a sickroom. What was the matter with him? A disease of the mind, I imagined, or a sleeping sickness. I could feel the air pressing against the door, dream-stained, thick with make-believe, while he lay on his back on a camp bed with his striped pyjamas open to the waist, his hairy belly heaving, his nose sticking up like a skeg. Sweat ran down off his bald head. A tendril of vine reached in under the sash and groped for his pulse in the gloom.
Camilla came back with a tray. The teapot was in a knitted cosy shaped like a brooding hen.
‘Dr Pinheiro …’ I began, but she hushed me with a fluttered palm.
‘We’ll get to him later. I want to hear more about your boxer.’
She set the tray down on the table under the window, poured tea into two cups and offered me a shortbread finger from a plate in the shape of a vineleaf. Then she sat behind the table like a schoolteacher in front of the class.
At first, I did most of the talking. Bits and pieces of Rosco Dunn, cobbled together from boxing films and the sports pages, more or less convincingly rendered, and then scenes from my schooldays, less so. I told a story about being bullied that I’d heard from a drunken business journalist in the Ship one evening and connected that to the appeal of biography. Why I had become an historian, why Rosco had become a boxer. Stratagems banged around the truth like moths around an oil lamp. The whole exercise was soothing.
She refilled the teacups and began to speak. She told me how she had always wanted to travel, but never had the means. There were things she hoped to see before she died: the pyramids, the Edinburgh Tattoo, the Bridge of Sighs, the rainforests of the Amazon, the Panama Canal. She and Dr Pinheiro had marked their ports of call in an atlas with a dotted line that plunged off the edge of the Pacific near the Cook Islands, passed through many zones of darkness, and returned to the navigable world in the coastal waters of Fiji. Their Grand Tour! I gathered from the way she said ‘Doctor Pinheiro’, giving both elements equal emphasis, that he was the main author of their plans. Perhaps his illness had scuppered everything? I asked questions about the itinerary and made some comments about Cheops and Champollion to demonstrate my knowledge of history, but these interruptions made her impatient. She no longer needed me to speak, it was enough that I listen.
‘Hercules van der Westhuizen,’ she said, ‘now there’s a saga. Walking around in the same pair of shoes for more than fifty years! He bought them at a store in Oudtshoorn in 1937, he’s worn them at least once a week ever since, and they’ve never been resoled. He says they’ve lasted so long because he polishes them after every outing, paying special attention to the seams.’
She paused and gazed at me unevenly. Did she expect me to tell a story in turn? I racked my brain, riffling through the Black Magic box of my memory, but nothing came to me.
‘You know your sport,’ she continued. ‘Who is the greatest driver this country ever saw?’
Again nothing came. Should I mention my dad?
‘Most people say Jody Scheckter, but I say Willie Nel! You can quote me on that. No man on earth ever drove further in one car in a single year. Between May 1989 and May 1990, he clocked nearly half a million kilometres on the freeways of the Transvaal in his Opel Monza. Up at three in the morning, on the road till late at night, six days a week. He couldn’t have done it without his wife Rentia, who worked to pay for the petrol.’
It struck me that Willie Nel must have been driving — but where exactly? — when Nelson Mandela walked out of Victor Verster prison. I wanted to say something about this, to draw some meaningful parallels between Madiba’s long walk and Willie’s long drive, but as soon as I cleared my throat she patted me into silence and went on.
‘Mrs Macfarlane of Edinburgh? No? She could teach this Hercules a thing or two about walking. She tramped from Land’s End to John o’ Groats in thirty-three days to raise money for brain research. What a story: she woke up one morning with a South African accent! Foreign accent syndrome is harder to deal with than aphasia, according to the experts, because the patient is regarded as a foreigner, and may even be treated like one by family and friends.’