And skid away.
Inside, chairs scraping the cement floor. The sound of wood on wood. A shout outside. A donkey brays. A fourth round of beers.
The shaggy-haired Estonian filmmaker is trying to use special lights to capture relics of a past he hopes he can make an exclusive future with. He is an apprentice, a student at the foot of a one-legged Turkana rainmaker-healer-spiritualist. To Isaiah: “Where from?”
Isaiah answers: “Here. There.”
The Estonian shifts.
The German oil-prospecting-company ecologist, cultivating a stringy gray ponytail which roosts like a bushy tail above his neck, scrutinizes Isaiah. He leans forward and demands, “Vot do you do?”
“This”—Isaiah looks to the ceiling—“and that.”
The Scot trying to solve the mystery of Sir Vivian Fuchs’s lost Lake Rudolph expedition-team members watches Isaiah. “Bloody Internet wasteland here.” Isaiah raises his brows. “Must upload my blog. Where you from?”
“South,” drawls Isaiah. His temples pound, and from inside the bar comes the sound, solid against solid: clut-clut-clut-clut.
The Estonian insists. “What’re you doing here?”
“Safari.”
The Estonian growls, “No one comes this far just for safari.”
“No?”
The explorer watches.
“Another beer?” offers Isaiah. No need to start a fight.
They speak of landscapes crossed.
“Going to Nairobi,” Isaiah concedes.
“Is zeir trival vor finished?” asks the German. “I hear, and I vas at vance understanding a pis festival, ja? Viz ze lake, by ze lake, near ze lake. I vill speak to my embassy and ve shall gazer ze desert tribes.” His voice crescendos: “Zey vill sing, zey vill dance. Togezer, ja. Zey vill illuminate metaphorical pis and from ze lake pis vill be a mirror, like ze memory.” His smile is determined.
The explorer’s tone is droll. “And yet the desert nations’ work schedules might not coincide with your ‘peace’ plans — animals to pasture, journeys to make, people to meet, that sort of thing.”
“But ve must insist. Zey must conform.” A frown. Sarcasm missed.
Isaiah stares hard at the tableau. Headache. He shrugs. Clut-clut-clut-clut. Isaiah turns toward the sound and sees her. A vision of presence, of curves within which a hundred thousand sorrows can be deeply forgotten. He pushes away from the table, Tusker in hand.
The Scottish explorer’s low voice: “Don’t look, lad. Don’t touch.”
The splendid vision leans backward against the table and cues the ball.
The Estonian. “With her, you lose.”
The German continues, “A trival pis festival vizin ze allegorical oasis …”
Isaiah saunters over and leans against the table just as the woman strikes a billiard ball across the table into its pocket.
The explorer, voice overloud: “I say, can we get some Tusker baridis hapa sasa hivi?”
The large, double-chinned bar owner toddles over.
The bald-headed woman rearranges the balls, ignores Isaiah.
The D.O. rereads the football score on the paper under lantern light. Sips ginger ale. Glances out when a night bird calls out in staccato warbles.
Clud-click.
Isaiah strikes a billiard ball on the warped table. Tattered cloth, tilting leftward. Isaiah plays until only two striped balls are left. The woman plays the plain balls to the last, a dance of strikes. Isaiah pulls out and drops a thousand shillings on the table before she can play the last black ball.
She watches him.
He pulls out a five-hundred-shilling note. It falls across the thousand. She gives him a slow smile. Direct gaze. She picks up the money, rolls it, and sticks it behind her ear. Leaves the black ball on the table. Isaiah takes his cue and plays it. It crashes down the table, and bounces off a pocket into the opposite end, and bounces across the table, then into the middle pocket. It clatters inside. The woman leans over the table and stares at Isaiah.
She indicates the bar door with her head.
Isaiah downs his Tusker.
Waves at the others and swaggers out after her.
“Poor bugger,” mutters the explorer-blogger.
The D.O. focuses his hatred on the photograph of the Harambee Stars’ coach: a scummy, overpaid charlatan with a foreign accent.
The next day, a generation of marabou storks have taken position on available trees in the landscape. Babu Chaudhari watches Isaiah stumble into view. Disheveled hair, bloody face scratched, a haggard, glazed look. He appears smaller than he was yesterday.
Isaiah pulls out four hundred shillings.
“Nine hunred,” lisps Babu.
“What? You said three hundred and …”
“Nine hunred or folice. Nine hunred for two.”
Isaiah peels nine hundred shillings from his shrinking wad. “You’re a thief.”
Babu takes and holds each of the notes to the light. The threat of receiving fake money was a constant. “And you, fir, are a frostitute.” Babu grins.
Heat rises and sears Isaiah’s gullet, burns through and out his nostrils. Roar in his throat, and the need to reach over and squeeze the gums out of the bloody dolt. He grunts instead.
Babu Chaudhari titters, rheumy eyes damp.
A desire to dry-clean his soul engulfs Isaiah. Mourn the lost, kill the sordid taste of bad booze, angry sex, and sullied memories. Did I actually …? A shudder.
“How much for aspirin?”
“For you, forty fer two taflets.”
Isaiah pays his penance and drags himself back to the small room. He sits on the unmade bed. Gets up. The mirror above the faucet is small, broken, and framed in pink plastic. It reflects the round room. Light-daubed water reflecting shifting moods. He shaves off his beard. Leaves Galgalu’s herding stick in the room.
Outside, the marabou storks gaze back at Isaiah as he shambles to the edge of the town and tries to orient himself with Mount Kulal. He reaches the shade of a tree on a little incline. Sits down, facing the mountain; he sees barbets on scraggly trees. He skulks into an instant of last night. Had he actually wept against the scarred back of a bald-headed harlot?
His tears had come from nowhere. The woman had tolerated it for five minutes, then slapped away his hand, picked up her clothes, and, still naked, opened the door. “Tch!” she had clucked on her way out, and let the night peer at him.
Destination Nairobi. Southward flight. The police pilot rests his right arm against the window. The colors of the land change from gray to deep, dark green, show-off Kenyan dusk lights and shadows. Cars on the ground like jumbled bricks scattered on the uneven black road. Evening light bounces off corrugated roofs. Seven minutes past five. The pilot pushes the throttle up. A gray hangar appears to the left. The tarmac of the aerodrome looms.
They taxi to a stop.
Isaiah sighs.
A floral fragrance pierces his senses.
Uneasy calm. Was the post-election thing over?
The taxi driver with whom he haggles a day rate is a hearty man called Kalela. Their car is a rehabilitated Subaru.
On the road.
Film of shabbiness. The city’s tensions in crunched-up shoulders. Honk, honk. Breathing. Movement. A noise jam. A hand-cart jam. A traffic jam. Two men strain at the handlebars of one mkokoteni cart. A woman in a small red T-shirt and white pedal pushers tiptoes across the street in pink high heels. Short-haired gentlemen in gray suits carrying briefcases weave through the traffic. Music boom-booms from a bucking matatu, which a driver steers along a broken island that separates roads, his body leaning outward. “Jinga huyo.” Kalela spits at the empty patch where a matatu used to be.