She said, ”What about Paul? How can he grow up like this?“
Patty Giacomin shook her head.
We were all quiet. Paul was watching the television again. The network news was on now. Authoritative.
Patty said, ”It isn’t me he wants. It’s Paul. If I told on him…“
”The heat would be on you,“ I said. ”Instead of on Paul.“
Susan said, ”That’s it, isn’t it?“
Patty shook her head. ”I don’t know,“ she said. ”What difference does it make? I’m not going to the police. I’m not.“ Her voice was shaky. ”I’ve still got money. We’ll do something.“
I said, ”What?“
She said, ”You take Paul.“
”Take him where?“ I said.
”I don’t know. Anywhere. I’ll pay you,“ she said.
”I hide Paul out so your husband can’t find him?“
”Yes. I’ll pay you.“
”Why won’t they just try the same swap again that they tried today?“
”I’ll go live with a friend. Mel won’t find me.“
”So why not take Paul too,“ I said. ”Much cheaper.“
”He won’t let me bring Paul.“
”Your friend?“
”Yes.“
”That wouldn’t be old disco Stephen, would it? The one I met when I first brought Paul home?“
She nodded.
I said, ”Probably afraid if it got too crowded, his cashmere sweaters would wrinkle.“
”He’s not like that. You don’t know him,“ she said.
”Well, a friend in need…“ I said.
”Will you take Paul?“ Patty said.
I looked at him. He was staring hard at the network news. His shoulders were stiff and awkward. He was concentrating on ignoring us.
”Sure,“ I said. ”It would be a pleasure.“
Susan looked at me with her eyes widened. Hawk made a sound under his breath like a soft hog call.
”He ain’t heavy,“ I said at large. ”He’s my brother.“
Susan shook her head.
CHAPTER 14
We ate our BLTs and drank champagne in the kitchen without much talk.
For an extra fifty dollars Hawk said he’d take Paul and his mother home and stay there till I arrived. Neither of the Giacomins looked very happy with that, but they went.
”Don’t be scared,“ Hawk said as they left. ”Some of my best friends are honkies.“
Patty Giacomin looked at me.
”It’s okay,“ I said. ”He’s nearly as good as I am. In the dark maybe better. You’ll be fine.“
Paul looked at me. ”When am I going to stay with you?“ he said.
”Tomorrow. I’ll be home later tonight and tomorrow we’ll pack up and go.“
”He be around, kid,“ Hawk said. ”One thing about old Spenser, he predictable. He say he going to do something. He do it.“ Hawk shook his head. ”Dumb,“ he said.
They went out Susan and I stood in the doorway and watched them. Susan waved. Then Hawk’s Jag murmured into gear and they were gone. I closed the door and turned and picked Susan up in my arms.
”Couch or bed, little lady,“ I said.
”God, you’re masterful,“ she said.
”Maybe you could kick your little feet and pound prettily on my chest with your little fists?“ I said.
”Be happy I don’t apply heel to groin,“ she said, ”after all the goddamned unannounced company.“
”You mean I’m going to have to force my attentions upon you?“ I said.
”Yes,“ she said. ”But you may as well force them in the bedroom. It’s more comfortable.“
I walked toward the hall with her. ”You smell good,“ I said.
”I know,“ she said. ”Halston.“
The bedroom door was ajar. I pushed it open with my foot and walked in.
”You better kiss me,“ she said. ”Stifle my screams.“
I sat on the edge of the bed and kissed her. I kept my eyes open. In the light from the hall I could see that she closed hers. She moved her head away and opened her eyes and looked up at my face.
I said, ”Lipwise you’ve still got it, baby.“
Her face was serious and still, but her eyes glittered. ”You ain’t seen nothing yet,“ she said.
It was late when we were through. Most of our clothing was scattered about and the bedspread was badly wrinkled. I lay on my back with my heart pounding and my chest heaving in air. Susan lay beside me. She held my hand.
”Have you overexerted?“ she said.
”Your resistance was fierce,“ I said.
”Umm,“ she said.
From the living room there was the faint sound of the television, which Paul had left on. The image of it gesticulating to an empty room pleased me.
”Just what do you plan to do with that boy, cookie?“ Susan said.
”I thought we might want to talk that out,“ I said.
”We?“
”You know about kids.“
”I know about guidance,“ Susan said. ”There’s a difference.“
”I’ll need help.“
”You’ll need more than that. The boy is bound to be difficult. Even without knowing him one could predict that. My God, he’s chattel in a divorce settlement. What do you know about the needs of a neurotic adolescent?“
”I thought I’d ask you,“ I said.
”Based, on my experience with you?“ she said.
”I’m not neurotic,“ I said.
Susan turned her face toward me. In the half-light she was smiling. She squeezed my hand. ”No,“ she said, ”you aren’t. You’re complicated, but you are not even a little bit neurotic“
”The kid needs to get away from his parents,“ I said.
”That’s not the conventional wisdom, except in cases more extreme than this.“
”Maybe the conventional wisdom is right,“ I said, ”if the choice is to get into the welfare-youth services-foster-home system.“
”But not if he’s going to be with you?“
”Not if he’s going to be with me,“ I said.
”You think you can make life better for him?“
”Yes.“
”How long do you plan to keep him?“
”I don’t know.“
”It’s hard enough to raise children you love,“ Susan said. ”I’ve seen it from the failure end, over and over, parents whose kids are just a goddamned mess. Parents who love them and have presided over the complete botching of their lives. I think your eyes are bigger than your stomach on this one, dear heart.“
”How about that property in Maine,“ I said.
Susan propped up on one elbow. ”Fryeburg?“ she said.
”Yeah. I told you I’d build a house on it“
”When you got a chance, you said.“
”This is the chance.“
”You and Paul?“
”Yes.“
She was quiet, lying naked beside me, on her right side with her head propped on her right elbow. Her lipstick was smeared. The intelligence in her face was like energy. It seemed almost to shimmer. That she was beautiful was only the first thing you noticed.
”Work release,“ she said.
”The kid’s never been taught how to act,“ I said. ”He doesn’t know anything. He’s got no pride. He’s got nothing he’s good at. He’s got nothing but the tube.“
”And you plan to teach him.“
”Ill teach him what I know. I know how to do carpentry. I know how to cook. I know how to punch. I know how to act.“
”You’re not so bad in the rack either, big fella.“
I grinned. ”We’ll let him work that out on his own, maybe.“
She shook her head. ”You make it sound simple. It’s not. You don’t teach people unless they want to learn. It’s not just an intellectual exercise. It’s a matter of emotion, of psychology. I mean the boy may be positively pathological.“
”He’s got nothing to lose,“ I said, ”Compared to an afternoon of game shows on TV, anything is up. For crissake, the kid watches soap operas,“ I said.
”So do I,“ Susan said.
”Well, your degeneracy is already established,“ I said. ”Besides you do others things.“
”Only with you, sweet potato.“
”You want to get in on this?“ I said.