“Yes, Jack?”
“I’m glad that you are so happy. But I will miss you.”
“Thanks, Jack. “I’ll miss you, too.”
“Are you sure you’re doing the right thing?”
“Yes. I am sure.”
“Good. I think you are, too. Good luck.”
“Thank you.”
“May I say something else?”
“Of course.”
“Knowing you these few weeks—”
“Yes—?”
“Makes me, for the first time, wonder whether I would not be better off being human.”
TWENTY-SIX
Every individual existence goes out in a lonely spasm of helpless agony.
—William James, The Varieties of Religious Experience
When I showed up at the country house, flowers were waiting on my desk. Alex gave me time to settle in; then he came downstairs and hugged me. “Nice to have you back, Chase,” he said. “The place was never the same without you.”
“Well,” I said, “thanks. I think I discovered I wasn’t meant to pilot transports.”
We enjoyed the moment and emptied a bottle of Varicotta wine. It was still morning, and I’m not used to drinking before lunch, so he had to feed me to get me back to normal.
“I don’t think,” he said, “there’s any question that Cavallero overlooked or neglected something, that it led to a serious consequence of some kind for Rachel, and that that was the reason for the quarrel, if that’s the right word.”
“So,” I said, “we need something that happened on a tour, that was serious enough to drive the captain to suicide twenty-eight years later, but was apparently only picked up by the scopes or scanners, since nobody else, none of the passengers, seemed to notice.”
“Whatever it was, she came back, argued with Cavallero, and told Tuttle what she’d seen. And probably took him back to show him.”
“But if we’re talking about aliens, why did Tuttle not say anything?”
“That’s really the question, isn’t it, Chase? Rachel keeps it quiet, and so does he. I don’t know. Other than the story Rachel has: that these creatures are so deadly that they felt it was necessary to keep their existence and location secret. But if that part of the account is true, then she didn’t come across them on a tour. She was out riding with Tuttle. Because there’s no way she could have picked that up without the passengers knowing.
“We have to figure out where she went on the last tour. What was the name of her ship?”
“The Silver Comet.”
“But they didn’t keep the records.”
Audree called to tell me she was glad I’d changed my mind. “He hasn’t been the same since you left,” she said. “I think I’m jealous.”
“I think it’s time,” Alex said, “that Rainbow ran a competition. A contest. We need to give away some prizes.”
“Why?” I asked.
“To generate some publicity.”
“I’m serious. Why?”
“That last tour. The passengers would have taken pictures, right?”
“I don’t know.”
“Tourists always take pictures. A lot of them will be out the windows. Somewhere, somebody has a visual record of that last flight. We have to find it.”
“You think aliens will show up on it?”
He laughed. “We’ll need Shara. Whatever happened, we can probably assume they never took a tour back to that destination. So we look for the latest tour to each destination and hope it’s the last one. There’ll be pictures of the sky. There have to be. Turn them over to Shara and let her figure out where they are.”
“Okay,” I said. “It might work.”
Two days later, Rainbow launched its Cosmic Tour Contest. We were putting together, the announcement said, a record of “the most striking images” captured by nonprofessionals aboard tour ships. The images could be of planetary rings, comets, solar eruptions, flares, luminous clouds, planetary landscapes, or whatever else could be expected to appeal to our sense of off-world beauty.
Since World’s End had built its reputation primarily by tours into the Veiled Lady, we excluded systems within the Confederate domain, explaining that we were looking for images not seen before. There was also a human-interest category: pictures of people reacting to the wonders around them, or simply dining together by the light of alien stars. Participants were invited to be creative, and nothing was off the table. Cash prizes were offered, and the winners would be included in Cosmic Wonders, to be published by Hawksworth & Steele later in the year.
“I’ll want you to put that together in your spare time,” Alex said.
“Cosmic Wonders?”
“I’m open to a better title if you can think of one. The assignment should be easy. Use lots of pictures.”
Entrants were required to complete a form, indicating when the pictures had been taken, the name of the touring company, and the ship. If known, they were also to indicate where the pictures had been taken.
That part of the exercise turned out to be, as we expected it would be, a fool’s game. Everybody knew where their tours had gone, but the names were pure fiction, invented by the companies. Place names like Bootstrap and Carmody and Rhinestone and Weinberg’s Star. They didn’t even try to maintain consistency. What was Werewolf to Blue Diamond Tours might be Harmony over at World’s End. And when we checked with World’s End, we discovered none of the names had survived into current usage. They still made up names, but the new owners had installed their own set.
That afternoon, in a mood for premature celebration (we did that all the time, in case things went wrong), we went to Tardy’s for lunch.
Unlike me, when Alex ate lunch at Tardy’s, he liked to go early and park on the island. But we were late getting out, and when we arrived there, the island spaces were full. No surprise.
“You want to go somewhere else?” I asked. It was raining, and I thought he might prefer something with indoor parking.
“Up to you,” he said.
“I’m hungry.”
“Then let’s go here. It’s only water.”
We set down in the big onshore lot, as close as I could get to the viaduct. As if we’d thrown a switch, the rain became more intense. Alex laughed, said something about timing, and climbed out. We hurried to the crossover, which got no protection from the canopy because of a stiff wind. We half walked half rode across, ran the last ten meters, and were glad to get inside, where it was warm and dry.
We took our time eating and let the storm play out. I don’t remember much of what we talked about, other than Alex predicting that we would know within two weeks’ time where the Silver Comet had gone. We finished lunch and refilled the wineglasses. Somebody was playing a piano in the next room, performing one stormy-weather number after another.
Eventually, we finished, and the sun emerged from the clouds. We paid and strolled outside. A few people were on the viaduct, moving in both directions. Each of the glideways is equipped with a guardrail that moves with it.
We got on and didn’t feel much like walking, so we just rode across, leaning over the rail, looking at the river, paying no attention to anything else. There were only a few other people there. Lunch hour was over, so most were going in the same direction we were. My mind was all over the place. I was thinking how glad I was to be back in my old routine, and about Robin and Jack the AI and the Cosmic Tour Contest and suddenly there was a lot of noise around me. People began yelling look out, and the glideway jerked to a stop and somebody screamed. Then the viaduct collapsed.