“Look, Mummy! My room’s turned white!”
The joy in Bertie’s voice was unmistakable and indeed became even more apparent with his next exclamation. He did not use Italian spontaneously now, but this was an occasion, he thought, when Italian seemed more eloquent than English. “Miracolo!”
he shouted. “Miracolo!”
Irene, standing at the door to Bertie’s room, surveying the transformation, was momentarily lost for words. But then she found her voice.
“What on earth has happened here?” she said. “Somebody has painted . . .”
302 Discussions Take Place Between Irene and Stuart She stepped into the room and noticed the periodic table, torn up and tossed into the bin. She picked it up gingerly, as a detective might pick up a piece of evidence at the scene of the crime.
“Isn’t it nice?” asked Bertie, nervously. He realised that his mother was far from pleased and he dreaded the possibility that she would immediately repaint it in pink. “I think white is such a good colour for . . .” He was going to say “for boys” but he knew that would merely provoke his mother. So he finished by saying “for rooms”.
“We can talk about that later on,” said Irene grimly. “In the meantime, don’t touch anything. We don’t want you getting paint on your dungarees.”
She turned on her heel and went through to the kitchen.
“Well!” she said, glaring at Stuart. “Somebody’s been busy!”
Stuart looked at her coolly. “I thought it was about time that we redecorated Bertie’s room,” he said. “I did it quite quickly, actually. You got a problem with that?”
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“What?” hissed Irene. “What do you mean have I got a problem?”
Stuart shrugged. “You seem a bit taken aback. I thought you would be pleased to discover that your husband’s a skilled painter.”
Irene turned and slammed the kitchen door behind her. She did not want Bertie to hear what was to come.
“Have you gone mad?” she asked. “Have you gone out of your mind?”
“No,” said Stuart, adding: “Have you?”
Irene took several steps forward. “Listen to me, Stuart, I don’t know what’s come over you, but you’ve got a bit of explaining to do. What are you thinking of, for heaven’s sake?”
Stuart held her gaze. “I decided that it was about time we let Bertie have one or two things his way. It’s been perfectly apparent for some time that he did not like his pink room. Nor, for that matter, does he like those pink dungarees of his.”
“Crushed strawberry,” corrected Irene. She shook her head, as if to adjust a confused picture of reality. “I just don’t know what you think you’re doing. There’s a reason why Bertie is being brought up to like pink. It’s all to do with gender stereo-types. Can’t you even grasp that?”
Stuart smiled. “There’s something which I grasp very well,”
he said. “And that is this: it’s about time we let that little boy just be a little boy.”
“Oh!” said Irene. “So that’s it, is it? You think that you know what it is to be a little boy? You, the inheritor of the patriar-chal mantle, passing it on to your son! Get him interested in things like cars . . .”
Stuart frowned. “By the way,” he interrupted. “Where’s our car?”
Irene, derailed by the question, stared at her husband.
“Outside in the street,” she said. “Where you parked it the other day.”
“No it isn’t,” said Stuart. “You parked it.”
“Nonsense!” said Irene. “You had it last. And you parked it in the street.”
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“I did,” he said. “I parked it there the other day and then you used it to go somewhere or other. You’re the one who parked it last.”
Irene opened her mouth to say something and then thought better of it. He was right, she feared. She had driven the car recently and had parked it somewhere, but she had no recollection of where that was. But then, something else occurred to her; something which was more serious than the temporary mislaying of the car.
“Be that as it may,” she said. “There’s something that I’ve been meaning to raise with you for some time now. That car of ours. How many gears does it have?”
Stuart swallowed. He could see where this was leading, and suddenly the whole business of painting Bertie’s room seemed to fade into insignificance.
Irene stared at him. “How many?” she repeated.
“Five,” said Stuart, his voice now deprived of all the assertiveness which he had injected into it earlier. So much for courage, he thought.
“Oh yes?” said Irene. “Then why does it now have only four?”
She waited a moment before continuing. Then: “So could it be that the car you brought back from Glasgow is not actually our car? Could that be so? And if it isn’t, then whose car, may I ask, is it?”
Stuart was defeated. It had become perfectly obvious to him that Lard O’Connor had ordered the stealing of a car for him and its fitting up with false number-plates. And once he had discovered that, he should have gone straight to the police and told them what had happened. But he had not done that because he had been frightened. He had been frightened of what Lard O’Connor would do to him when he discovered that Stuart had reported him. So he had taken the easy way out and done nothing, denying the problem, hoping that it would go away.
Irene sat down. “Now look,” she said. “We must settle this like sensible adults. We have several problems here, haven’t we?
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of your interfering with Bertie’s upbringing. Those are our two problems, aren’t they?”
Stuart nodded. He felt miserable. He would have to abandon this wretched attempt to do things for himself.
“So,” said Irene, her voice low and forgiving. “So, what you need to do, Stuart, is to let me sort everything out. You don’t have to worry. I’ll handle everything. But, as a quid pro quo, you just behave yourself. All right?”
Stuart nodded. He was about to say: yes, it was all right, but then he remembered the trip on the train with Bertie and what he had said to him. So now he looked Irene in the eye. “No,”
he said. “It’s not all right.”
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“Six years ago,” said Stuart, “we conceived a child, a son . . .”
Irene interrupted him. “Actually, I conceived a son,” she said.
“Your role, if you recall the event, was relatively minor.”
Stuart stared at her. “Fathers count for nothing then?”
When she replied, Irene’s tone was gentle, as if humouring one who narrowly fails to understand. “Of course I wouldn’t say that. You’re putting words into my mouth. However, the maternal role is undoubtedly much more significant. And when it comes down to it, women do most of the work of child-rearing.
They just do. Who takes Bertie to Italian? Who takes him to yoga, to school? Everywhere in fact? I do.” She paused. “And whom do I see there, at these various places? Not other fathers.
Mothers, like me.”
Stuart took a deep breath. “That’s part of the problem. Bertie doesn’t want to go to Italian lessons. He hates yoga. He told me that himself. He said that it makes him feel . . .”
She did not let him finish. “Oh yes? Oh yes? And where would you take him then? Fishing?”
Stuart smiled. “Yes, I would. I would take him fishing.”
“Teach him to kill, in other words,” said Irene.
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“Fishing is not killing.”