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Mirza tilted to one side, grabbing at the pages of the book he’d been reading as the wind whipped at the pages. He snatched for his reins and pommel, barely managing to prevent himself from falling. Ancel chuckled.

“That wasn’t funny,” Mirza said as he righted himself. His skinny legs, in the narrow pants he favored, squeezed against the stallion’s side. The fitted coat he wore matched Ancel’s own except for the book and pen insignia stitched to the lapel. Ancel’s emblem was a silver sword.

“Not funny to you,” Ancel replied. “But if you sat where I am and saw your arms and legs fly all over you’d be laughing too.”

Mirza passed a hand through his rust-colored hair. “I guess I would.” He smiled.

“You know, if you studied at night you wouldn’t need to cram the next day.”

“I did study,” Mirza protested. “But I’m not like you. I need to refresh the morning of a test so I don’t forget anything.”

Ancel shrugged. “The test will be simple enough.”

“Easy for you to say,” Mirza grumbled. “You’ve taken it already.”

“It was simple then too.”

“Well, if it’s so easy, how about helping? Ask me a few questions.” Mirza leaned over to hand him the book.

Ancel shooed him off. “I don’t need it. Just tell me what you want me to ask.”

Mirza straightened his back. He rubbed a thumb on the reddish stubble growing from his chin. “How about the gods? And Mater?”

Seeing Mirza touch his beard made Ancel’s own prickly growth itch. “You know, that’s a pretty broad area.” Ancel scratched at the offending sprigs of hair under his chin. “Here, I’ll try to be specific and start with something easy.”

Mirza nodded, hands fidgeting on the pommel of his saddle.

A few moments passed. Ancel said nothing. He stared off to the east where he could make out the rust colored Red Ridge Mountains beyond where the land dipped toward the Kelvore River.

Frowning, Mirza eyed him. “Well?”

“Well, close that,” Ancel said, his head gesturing to the still open book in his friend’s hand.

“Oh!” Mirza flipped the book shut.

“Uh, huh.” Ancel gave his friend a wry look. “You just happened to have the chapter on religion open.”

Mirza glowered at him. “Ask your questions already.”

“Name the gods and their titles.” Ancel’s lips twitched ever so slightly.

Eyes widening, Mirza stammered, “A-All their titles, and all the gods?”

“Fine. Name the major gods and the elements of Mater they represent.”

“That’s easy.” Mirza beamed.

“Really?” Ancel lifted his brow.

Mirza’s smile changed to a scowl. “Ilumni, Amuni, Bragni and Rituni, the gods of Streams. Humelen, Liganen and Kinzanen, the gods of Forms. Hyzenki and Aeoli, the gods of Flows. There.”

“Good, but not quite right” Ancel said, feeling a little sorry for his earlier sarcasm.

“What? They're all correct.”

“Aeoli's a goddess,” Ancel said with a bemused smirk.

Mirza groaned.

“Here, I’ll ask you the first question you will see on the test, but you need to answer exactly as Teacher Calestis wrote or else she’ll mark it wrong.”

Intense concentration creased Mirza’s brows.

“What’s Mater?”

Mirza squinted and stroked his stubble with his thumb. After a few more moments, he said, “Mater is the core elemental power which exists within everything. It makes up the three elements the gods represent and their individual essences.” He looked over for Ancel’s approval.

“Go on,” Ancel encouraged.

“Mater is more than just the elements driving our world. It drives all worlds,” Mirza said with an air of finality. His face lit up.

Ancel smiled. That last bit was Teacher Calestis’s favorite saying. “Excellent. What’s the most important thing to practice and master before learning how to touch your Matersense?”

“Control. Emotional and physical.”

“Perfect. Now-”

“Ancel,” Mirza said, his smooth voice becoming serious. “Why’re you back in the same class as me?”

Ancel absently brushed his breast pocket. “I told you. I failed the end of term test. They decided I needed to take religion and principles again.”

“They’re saying you failed it on purpose.”

Ancel’s eyes became slits. “Who?”

“The other students,” Mirza said before he quickly averted his gray eyes. “They’re saying you failed on purpose. Just so you could be in the same class where Irmina used to come meet you.”

Ancel clenched his jaw, against both Mirza’s words and the image of Irmina’s golden brown eyes, her raven black hair, and her lithe form and shrugged. “They can say what they want. I failed. It’s as simple as that. And what did I tell you about saying her name?”

“I, I’m sorry.” Mirza scrunched up his face and shook his head. “I mean, no, I’m not.”

Ancel glared at his friend. His hands tightened on his reins.

“Listen,” Mirza pleaded. “You’re my best friend. If I don’t tell you, then who will? You’ve always been the smartest of us all. You’d have to be, to become the youngest trainee since…well ever. But after she left, you stopped caring. I hate watching you throw everything away.”

“You don’t know shit,” Ancel spat.

“Burning shades, Ancel. I watch you every day. You practice the sword for the women. You bed as many as you can, and you daydream through class. That’s not who you are. It’s about time you moved on. She did. A year you said, remember? But you still pine over her. Now you risk failing classes again. All the things we dreamed about when we were young, playing at becoming Knights, of going off to join the legions, maybe one day crossing the Vallum of Light to help defend Granadia. It’s all there for you. Why-”

“Just shut it,” Ancel said his voice like ice. Another chill wind kicked up. This time he didn’t shiver.

A sudden multitude of colors like miniature rainbows swirled through Ancel’s vision as he stared toward Eldanhill. The hues appeared to jump across people and animals. They even stood out on the flock of birds in the near cloudless sky. He closed his eyes and rubbed his thumb and forefinger across his lids. When he opened his eyes, the colors were gone.

Ancel glanced toward Mirza, but his friend showed no reaction to what he’d seen. Instead, Mirza drew his cloak around himself, and his eyes focused on the rutted road ahead. Mirza ground his teeth, obviously still upset.

A soft coo made Ancel look toward the field to his right. Charra, his daggerpaw, loped through the short grass and shrubs. He stood as big as a bull, his head reaching almost to the withers of Ancel’s mare. His shaggy, whitish fur was stained brown with whatever mischief he’d gotten himself into. Charra shook his broad muzzle, sending slobber flying into the air. The soft bone hackles, which extended around his neck and down his back in a bushy mane, swished.

“Where’ve you been, boy?” Ancel shouted, his mood a little lighter at seeing his pet.

Charra’s golden-eyed gaze swept to Ancel as he responded with a growl, crossed to the field on the other side road, and trotted a few feet ahead of their horses. Ancel shook his head. There was no accounting for Charra’s moods.

Ancel returned to studying Mirza who still rode in silence. If only you knew how right you are. Ancel took a deep breath. Try as he might, he couldn’t think without Irmina crossing his thoughts. His hand found its way to his coat pocket again.

“She wrote me the day she left, you know,” Ancel said, his voice low.

Mirza looked at him from the corner of his eyes. “You mean the letter you read every day?”

Ancel cocked an eyebrow. “When’d you notice?”

“Hard not to,” Mirza replied with a shake of his head. “We’re only together every day. When you aren’t touching that pocket of yours, you’re lost in thought. Then sometimes when you think no one’s watching, you pull the letter out and start reading.”