Ah me, I long could not forget 12 two little feet! Despondent, fervorless, I still remember them, and in sleep they disturb my heart.
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So when and where, in what desert, will you forget them, madman? Little feet, ah, little feet! Where are you now? 4 Where do you trample vernant blooms? Brought up in Oriental mollitude, on the Northern sad snow you left no prints: 8 you liked the sumptuous contact of yielding rugs. Is it long since I would forget for you the thirst for fame and praises, 12 the country of my fathers, and confinement? The happiness of youthful years has vanished as on the meadows your light trace. no
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Diana's bosom, Flora's cheeks, are charming, dear friends! Nevertheless, for me something about it makes more charming the small foot of Terpsichore. By prophesying to the gaze an unpriced recompense, with token beauty it attracts the willful swarm of desires. I like it, dear Elvina, beneath the long napery of tables, in springtime on the turf of meads, in winter on the hearth's cast iron, on mirrory parquet of halls, by the sea on granite of rocks.
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I recollect the sea before a tempest: how I envied the waves running in turbulent succession with love to lie down at her feet! How much I wished then with the waves to touch the dear feet with my lips! No, never midst the fiery days of my ebullient youth did I long with such anguish to kiss the lips of young Armidas, or the roses of flaming cheeks, or bosoms full of languorno, never did the surge of passions thus rive my soul! in Eugene Onegin
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I have remembrance of another time: in chary fancies now and then
I hold the happy stirrup 4 and feel a small foot in my hand. Again imagination seethes, again that touch has kindled the blood within my withered heart, 8 again the ache, again the love! But 'tis enough extolling haughty ones with my loquacious lyre: they are not worth either the passions i 2 or songs by them inspired; the words and gaze of the said charmers are as deceptive as their little feet.
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And my Onegin? Half asleep, he drives from ball to bed, while indefatigable Petersburg 4 is roused already by the drum. The merchant's up, the hawker's out, the cabby to the hack stand drags, the Okhta girl hastes with her jug, 8 the morning snow creaks under her. Morn's pleasant hubbub has awoken, unclosed are shutters, chimney smoke ascends in a blue column, and the baker, 12 a punctual German in a cotton cap, has more than once already opened his vasisdas.
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But by the tumult of the ball fatigued, and turning morning into midnight, sleeps peacefully in blissful shade 4 the child of pastimes and of luxury. He will awake past midday, and again till morn his life will be prepared, monotonous and motley, and tomorrow 8 'twill be the same as yesterday. But was my Eugene happy- free, in the bloom of the best years, amidst resplendent conquests, 12 amidst delights of every day? Was it to him of no avail midst banquets to be rash and hale?
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No, feelings early cooled in him. Tedious to him became the social hum. The fairs remained not long 4 the object of his customary thoughts. Betrayals had time to fatigue him. Friends and friendship palled, since plainly not always could he 8 beefsteaks and Strasbourg pie sluice with a champagne bottle and scatter piquant sayings when he had the headache; 12 and though he was a fiery scapegrace, he lost at last his liking for strife, saber and lead.
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A malady, the cause of which 'tis high time were discovered, similar to the English "spleen"- 4 in short, the Russian "chondria" possessed him by degrees. To shoot himself, thank God, he did not care to try, 8 but toward life became quite cold. He like Childe Harold, gloomy, languid, appeared in drawing rooms 5 neither the gossip of the monde nor boston, 12 neither a winsome glance nor an immodest sigh, nothing touched him $ he noticed nothing.
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Capricious belles of the grand monde! Before all others you he left; and it is true that in our years 4 the upper ton is rather tedious. Although, perhaps, this or that dame interprets Say and Bentham, in general their conversation 8 is insupportable, though harmless tosh. On top of that they are so pure, so stately, so intelligent, so full of piety, 12 so circumspect, so scrupulous, so inaccessible to men, that the mere sight of them begets the spleen.7
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And you, young beauties, whom at a late hour daredevil droshkies carry away over the pavement 4 of Petersburg, you also were abandoned by my Eugene. Apostate from the turbulent delights,
Onegin locked himself indoors; 8 yawning, took up a pen; wanted to write; but persevering toil to him was loathsome: nothing from his pen issued, and he did not get i % into the cocky guild of people on whom I pass no judgment-for the reason that I belong to them.
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And once again to idleness consigned, oppressed by emptiness of soul, he settled down with the laudable aim 4 to make his own another's mind; he crammed a shelf with an array of books, and read, and read-and all for nothing: here there was dullness; there, deceit and raving; 8 this one lacked conscience5 that one, sense; on all of them were different fetters; and outworn was the old, and the new raved about the old. 12 As he'd left women, he left books and, with its dusty tribe, the shelf with funerary taffeta he curtained.
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Having cast off the burden of the monde's convenhaving, as he, from vain pursuits desisted, [tions, with him I made friends at that time. 4 I liked his traits, to dreams the involuntary addiction, nonimitative oddity, and sharp, chilled mind; 8 I was embittered, he was gloomy; the play of passions we knew both; on both, life weighed; in both, the heart's glow had gone out; 12 for both, there was in store the rancor of blind Fortuna and of men at the very morn of our days.
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He who has lived and thought cannot help in his soul despising men5 him who has felt disturbs 4 the ghost of irrecoverable days $ for him there are no more enchantments 5 him does the snake of memories, him does repentance gnaw. 8 All this often imparts great charm to conversation. At first, Onegin's language would disconcert me; but I grew 12 accustomed to his biting argument and banter blent halfwise with bile and virulence of somber epigrams.
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How oft in summertide, when limpid and luminous is the nocturnal sky above the Neva,8 and the gay 4 glass of the waters does not reflect Diana's visagerememorating intrigues of past years, rememorating a past love, 8 impressible, carefree again, the breath of the benignant night we mutely quaffed!