“Yes, and Dolly Moran had kept a record of it, and that’s why she was murdered.”
“Were they caught, the people who killed her?”
“No,” Quirke said. “The police knew who they were, but they could do nothing. The Judge was a very powerful man, with very powerful friends, in the church and in the government. He was untouchable. Costigan, too — all of them were untouchable.”
Phoebe and Paul Viertel were arguing in friendly fashion about Israel and the Palestinians. Quirke watched them, smiling. He had not seen such a light in Phoebe’s eyes for a very long time.
“You must be in pain now, yes?” Evelyn said.
“No,” Quirke answered, “pain isn’t the word. What I mostly feel is relief, or something like it. And sadness, of course, for Dolly Moran, for poor Christine Falls.”
“And for yourself?”
He thought about it. “No,” he said, “I don’t feel sad for myself. I think I’m cured of that. It’s as if I had been walking through what seemed an endless night and suddenly the dawn has come up behind me. Not a very welcome dawn, but dawn nevertheless.”
“And will it show you the path to follow, from now on? It seems to me you have much work to do.”
“You mean, I should embark on the talking cure? Will you take me on?”
She only smiled.
Later, the two of them were in the kitchen, and she said, “Phoebe, I think, is falling a little in love with my Paul.”
“Do you think so?”
“Yes, of course.” She was at the stove, making another round of coffee, while he leaned against the sink, smoking a cigarette. A single, tall candle stood on the draining board. “Do you like him?” she asked.
“Paul? He seems a decent fellow.”
“Decent. Hmm. That is a good word. Am I decent, would you say?”
She turned to him, and he took her in his arms. “You know that I’m falling a little in love with you? More than a little.”
“Ah. That’s good. I like that.”
The flame under the percolator was too high and the coffee began to overflow the lid. She stepped away from him, and turned down the gas.
“Why don’t you marry me?” he said.
She threw him a sidelong glance. “How funny you are,” she said.
“I didn’t mean to be.”
She took the percolator off the stove and put it to stand on a cork mat on the table. “Let me tell you my joke,” she said. “It is the only one I know, but it is such a good joke I don’t need to know any others. The schlemiel—you know what is a schlemiel?”
“I think so.”
“Well, the schlemiel is having his breakfast. He butters a slice of toast, which he accidentally lets drop to the floor. It falls with the buttered side up — up, you understand? ‘Oy vay,’ the schlemiel says, ‘I must have buttered the wrong side!’” She smiled. “Is good, yes? But you’re not laughing.”
“Is that me,” he said, “am I the schlemiel?”
“A little bit, sometimes. But it doesn’t matter. The dawn is coming up, remember, behind you. Here, carry the coffee for me.”
He didn’t move. They stood facing each other. They could hear the rain beating on the little garden outside. Thunder muttered in the distance — the storm was moving away. Neither spoke. A plume of steam rose from the spout of the coffeepot. In the other room, Phoebe and Paul Viertel were debating the future of mankind. Evelyn put out her hand, and Quirke took it in his. The candle flame wavered and then was still again, a glowing, yellow teardrop.
* * *
When his taxi came he offered Phoebe a lift, but Paul had said he would walk her home, and the two set out together in the glistening darkness. When they had gone, Evelyn stood with Quirke at the front door for a minute, amid the damp odors of the night. The taxi waited, exhaust smoke trickling out at the rear and its windows stippled with raindrops. Quirke had wanted to stay, but they had become suddenly shy of each other again, and now Evelyn kissed him, brushing her lips lightly against his, and stepped away from him, back into the house. They had agreed they would meet tomorrow for lunch. They would talk about everything, everything. The taxi man revved his engine impatiently.
It was midnight when Quirke got to his flat. He didn’t switch on the lights, but stood at the window in the darkness, smoking a cigarette.
Father. Mother. He spoke the words aloud, testing them. They fell from him with a dead sound.
The phone rang, making Quirke jump. It was Sergeant Jenkins with a message from Hackett, summoning him to the Phoenix Park.
* * *
He saw the squad cars stopped at the side of the road and the ambulance with its back doors wide open, shedding a cold white light on the scene. Vague figures stood about, as if idly waiting for something to happen. He got out of the taxi and made his way down the grassy slope. The drenched grass was slippery and the ground underneath was still awash and he had to take care not to lose his footing. Hackett was standing with his hands in his pockets and his hat pushed to the back of his head. He greeted Quirke with a nod. They looked down at the body of Joseph Costigan, his black horn-rimmed spectacles snapped at the bridge and twisted askew.
“Broken neck,” Hackett said. He pulled at his lower lip with a finger and thumb. “Expertly done, too.”
Costigan’s suit was soaked from the rain, and there was mud on his face. He lay somewhat on his side, his legs drawn up and one arm flung wide. There was a leaf in his hair. The light from the ambulance gleamed on the lenses of his broken spectacles. His eyes were open and so was his mouth, as if he had died in amazement. This was the man, Quirke reflected, who years before had sent men to beat him up as a warning against interfering in the business of exporting babies to America, and then had sent the same men to torture Dolly Moran to death because she knew too much. Costigan, the ultimate fixer, had represented, for Quirke, all the vileness and cruelty of life, and now he was dead, and Quirke felt nothing, nothing at all. He wondered if his indifference, like his acknowledgment at last of who his parents had been, was perhaps a sign that “something momentous” had indeed occurred. Was change possible, radical change? He had never believed it before. Now it was as if a door that had long been wedged shut had opened a crack and let in a narrow chink of light.
The bark of the lower part of the big tree under which they stood was badly charred and the branches above were blackened and bare. The night’s rain had brought out a rank, acrid smell of burnt foliage, petrol, and scorched metal.
“Is this where Leon Corless was killed?” Quirke asked, peering into the surrounding darkness. Everywhere there was the sound of dripping leaves.
“The very spot,” Hackett said. “Some coincidence, eh?”
The two men looked at each other.
“Yes,” Quirke said. “Some coincidence.”
Sergeant Jenkins appeared, carrying a walkie-talkie handset the size of a brick. “Forensics are on their way,” he said.
“Oh, they are, are they,” Hackett said with disdain, turning away. “Tell the supersleuths to report to me tomorrow.”
Quirke and he made their way with difficulty up the muddy slope. At one point Hackett slipped and almost fell and had to grab at Quirke’s arm for support. They reached the road.
“Bloody rain,” Hackett said. “The farmers got the answer to their prayers, anyhow.” He peered down in disgust at the sodden legs of his trousers and his muddy shoes. “The missus will murder me,” he said, and sighed.
There were still mutterings of thunder far off, and now and then the horizon flashed white, as if there were a battle going on in the distance.