And then she is gone.
Back to zero, Mira. Back to happiness.
Do your job. We love you as you are.
Mira awakes on the Poor Sister, with the horrible dry-mouth that means medical nanos have been at work: preventing a hangover, possibly fixing some wounds. As always after a mission, she has trouble recalling all the details. Her memories are even vaguer than usual. But it was a good one: her mind is scattered with images of terrific sex, mad displays of power, and some truly brutal ass-kicking at the end.
And top ratings from the gods.
She summons a valet drone for a glass of water. Her suite is magnificent, high atop the ship's sweeping dorsal array, a stunning view of the Poor Sister below and stars above.
Hell, make it champagne.
Epilogue
HEAVEN
Total Blackness.
No ecstatic sparks. No iron forces. None of the teasing darts of sight, sound, acceleration.
Nothing to work with, to put your hands on.
Black night keeps him waiting patiently. No problem. He has waited before, for the right bits to be found or shipped, for slow processes to unfold (labyrinthine annealings, zinc cold-weldings), and in the old days for assignments, procedure packets: orders.
So nothingness doesn't scare him.
He waits.
A familiar voice: "Good morning." "Where?" "Heaven." A snort, not in packet-talk, but from the body: a sudden flush of the airjets, useful in zero-g, useful in communication. His body is here now, around here somewhere.
"Then gimme some light."
The senses flick on one by one, like a valet drone demonstrating a hotel suite's features. Sound gives a flutter like metal leaves in the wind. Sight a stone giant: the voice, Darling. That fucking dealer. Nothing but trouble for the last 170 years.
Accelerometry reads one-g, so exactly on the line it has to be Earth (sea level) or artificial.
"What the hell happened?"
"What do you remember?"
"You. Beating the hell out of me."
"Good."
"Hurt like shit!"
"Sent you to heaven."
"Bullshit." Vaddum looks away from this bullshitter. No fucking art dealers in heaven. That's for sure.
The leaves are his forest, in a bowl much like the broken hill's caldera, but changed. Artificial sky. He stands and flexes his hands, they wave to him from the carousel of their holding orbits. Closer inspection shows that the trees are his work, his hand and effort. But they've gone in new directions.
"I don't remember these." Some fucking copy at work? Damn that Maker and his trickery.
"They're yours. You just don't remember. Memory works differently here in heaven," the bullshitting Darling says. "Every day is fresh."
Nonsense. Bullshitting dealer.
"They aren't bad, though," Vaddum mutters. He sends a hand into a thicket of leaves, feels the scaly detail of the metal-work. "Could use thinning out; better geometries, more angles that way."
"So you've been saying. The time-series moves upward, toward the rim." Darling gestures up a row of trees. As Vaddum's eye follows the sweep of the giant's hand, it finds the progression: longer branches, better angles, and toward the end a creeping sense of etiolation.
He climbs up toward these winter-wounded trees. A worry strikes him.
"Beatrix?"
"Here in heaven. She's working on the far end."
Vaddum tries a summons, but direct interface is dry, empty, deserted. Not a sparkle. Now that could be heaven.
The last tree is incomplete, half of it erect and half a jumbled pile. Not a bad start, but he'll have to correct that spine before any more branches go on. A few hands move forward, instinctively seeking tools.
But first he turns to Darling and asks:
"How long?"
"Ten years."
"Shit." Ten years of forgotten days? Vaddum looks out across the bowl at ten years' work. The false caldera is larger than the broken hill, a long way from being filled. He telescopes and surveys, and sees where the tree-line changes, as if some hard climactic boundry was nudging evolution.
Beatrix's work? The tall, flutey trees across the bowl have something of her… style. He has never seen her sculpt (not that he can remember), but he knows well her walk, the angles of her thinking. He is gruffly glad that she is here in heaven with him.
And she would be older now, almost certainly sentient.
"Ten years Standard or Local?"
"There is no Local. Heaven is an abandoned Chiat accelerator ring. High-energy physics is out of style, but they left quite a few parts around."
Vaddum snorts, sending a shiver though the leaves of the uncompleted tree. He thought the parts had a touch of the Dai: those scimitar curves, so predatory and archaic.
"How big a ring?"
"Half an astronomical unit. Earth AU, not Chiat Dai reckoning."
"Pretty fucking big."
"A lot of parts."
Heaven? Vaddum gets to work.
In the early afternoon (the sky is set to Malvir's look and timing) he goes to visit Beatrix. As he moves slowly through the wonder of this world he's made and then forgotten (an artist's heaven? His own sculptures, but new to him), he gives his concentration a rest, letting the forest murmur. With this scattered awareness, Vaddum realizes he's being followed. Beatrix's sister, of course, the lurking, stealthy presence of the Maker.
It occurs to Vaddum that the first copy of that young fool must be dead, rousted from its subterranean rat-hole. Grim satisfaction that his plan has worked: the anachronism in the sculpture must have called down all manner of trouble. The Maker had it coming. Had done Vaddum wrong. Copied him. Killed him. Vaddum hears the leafy flutter of the second copy's invisible passage to his right.
All insane. Mad. All three of them.
He hopes this one's given up sculpting. Never have the knack, makers. Synthesis makes you lazy.
The descent changes to ascent in a clearing with a quaint centerpiece: a fire pit blackened with the residue of old burns. Vaddum allows his climb up toward Beatrix to be delayed by amazed pleasure at her work. She has grown these ten years, bringing an environmental complexity to her pieces. None is an individual sculpture. The trees are linked by a canopy of aerial moss, a lush web of bright, black filaments. They have the same carbonic reflectiveness as sensory strands; they glisten like coal. Staring up into this sky-pierced mesh, he thinks of great Jovian drift nets, of veiled NaPrin assassins, of municipal murals based on comm system schematics. Yes, that moss is a nice addition. It makes you look up through the trees, like you do in a real forest.
But still a student, really, of the Vaddum style.
He smiles to himself. There are worse things to be.
Beatrix is a lofty waterbird, wearing stilt-like legs to reach the top of an incomplete piece. She hails him from above.
"You're early today!"
There's nothing to say to that. She has her memory here in heaven, it seems.
"I tired of admiring from afar."
Arms and torque extension spread for balance, she kneels… then the kneeling becomes standing, knees becoming feet, as her legs fold into themselves. She's still taller than Vaddum.
"I live or die by your approval," she says, without a gram of guile.
"The moss, the canopy, whatever you call it. It's good."
"Thank you," she bows. How nice for her, he thinks, to hear the same compliments every day, yet to know they aren't drab repetitions of established sentiment.
"More of an environment," he continues. "Always thought of my sculptures as separate, distinct."