“Why’s that?” Candace asks him, and he responds with, “‘Cause it’s the most expensive.”
She laughs at him, saying, “You’re cheap.”
“With girls? I tend to be,” he jokes with her.
“I feel bad for them,” she shoots back, and he agrees with a chuckle, “Me too.”
I watch their banter, and I’m relieved that what happened at my loft last week isn’t playing into Candace’s attitude towards him.
“Are you drinking your water?” she asks me, and I hand it to her.
“So how long do you have?” I ask.
“About an hour before my studio begins. It’s my three-hour day and then I have to work the late shift tonight, so I won’t be over till after eleven.”
“Okay,” I say as I reach over to hold her hand.
“Hey, Candace,” Gavin says, and the next words out of his mouth come as a shock to me when he tells her, “Look, I feel bad for the shit I said the other day. I’m sorry if I embarrassed you.”
Never have I seen Gavin own up and apologize to anyone. It’s out of character for him, and I appreciate that he would do that.
“Thanks, Gavin,” she says to him, and I can see that she appreciates the gesture as well.
“It was a dick thing to do.”
“Don’t worry about it. Really,” she tells him.
We spend the rest of our time chatting about nothing in particular, and then head out after making plans to stop by Gav’s place in a few days.
When I pull up to Candace’s house to pick her up, I see her roommate’s car sitting in the drive. Candace has been trying to avoid her for the past couple of days after Kimber upset Candace when she told her that she wanted her to move out after graduation. I couldn’t get a clear answer when I asked about the rift between them, but I hated seeing her so upset when she told me about the conversation.
“Hey, babe. You ready?” I ask when she opens the door and steps out into the cold mist.
“Yeah.”
I help her into the car, and when I get in and start driving to Gavin’s place for the party he’s throwing, I ask, “How’s everything with Kimber?”
“She’s been in her room all evening. There’s just nothing to say.”
“You could at least try talking to her,” I suggest, but it doesn’t surprise me when she shuts down the idea.
“It wouldn’t do any good,” she says softly as she looks out the side window. I reach over and pull her hand into my lap, deciding not to mention it anymore.
Pulling up to Gavin’s house, I park along the curb that’s lined with cars. It’s been a while since I’ve been over to his place, but the past couple times we’ve hung out since that awkward day at my loft with Candace, it seems that he’s been trying to make an effort, so I’m here, reciprocating.
I take Candace’s hand in mine as we walk inside. There aren’t a ton of people here yet, and she doesn’t seem to be affected as I start introducing her to a few buddies of mine. I think I’m more uncomfortable than she is, but I know what they’re thinking about her—about what I’m doing with her—and I’m already regretting bringing her here. These people know my past all too well, but for them, my past is still my present because I don’t talk to them all that often, aside from the infrequent run-ins when they drop by the bar.
“It’s about time you guys showed up,” Gavin says when he walks over to us. “Help yourself to whatever is in the kitchen.”
“Hey, Gav,” Candace says.
“Hey, gorgeous. I can’t believe you haven’t left this ass-hat for me yet.”
Smiling at him, she pokes, “If it weren’t for your delicate language, I might consider it.”
“Leave her alone,” I tell him, feigning irritation, before taking her to the kitchen to get a couple beers. But as soon as we walk in there, my gut confirms that this was a bad idea. Gina is standing with a group of women, and the wink she shoots me makes me very nervous. I hand Candace her beer and send Gina a message when I lean down and give Candace a kiss before taking her back into the living room.
I don’t want to say anything because I don’t want to draw any attention and embarrass Candace. Plus, last I heard, Gavin was still fucking her, so I’m just hoping that for Gavin’s sake, she’ll stay away from me.
We take a seat on the couch with one of my old college buddies, and after introducing him to Candace, we begin catching up. I keep my hand on her knee while I talk to my friend, but my mind is elsewhere. Bringing Candace here was more for her than for me. She had expressed to me that she was curious to get to know my friends since I’m now a part of her small circle with Jase and Mark, already knowing so much about the three of them. But these friendships here are superficial. None of them have a clue about Candace, and probably just assume she’s a random chick I’m banging. There was a time that I would hang out with these people on a regular basis, but it’s been a while.
The evening wears on, and eventually Candace leans into me, saying, “I’m gonna go get another drink. Want one?”
“Yeah, babe. Thanks.”
When she heads into the kitchen, Gavin flops down next to me.
“What the fuck is Gina doing here?” I ask under my breath.
“Dude, relax. She’s chill.”
“You still seeing her?”
Cocking his brow at me, he says, “First off, you know I don’t see anyone. But I haven’t hooked up with her in a while. Between you and me,” he says when he shifts himself on the couch, “she was only fuckin’ me to get to you.”
“What?”
“Yep. Her roommate told me, and that’s when I backed away from that crazy bitch,” he says with an exaggerated shudder.
“That’s sick,” I tell him and then add, “And you’re trying to tell me she’s chill?”
Gavin starts to respond, but I’m no longer listening when Candace walks back into the room, fuming mad. She doesn’t even stop when she passes me and snaps, “Take me home,” and then heads out the door.
Grabbing her coat, I don’t say shit to Gavin or even look back when I go outside.
“Candace,” I call out, and when she gets to my jeep, she turns, and I see the humiliation all over her face as she yells at me, “Did you sleep with that girl in there? Gina?”
I release a hard breath, hating that I have to do this to her, but she cuts me off before I can even open my mouth.
“Forget it. Just take me home.”
She opens the door and hops in. She’s pissed and rightfully so. I knew it was a mistake to bring her to Gavin’s. Why the hell would she want to see what I’m trying to forget? I don’t know what the fuck Gina said to her, but I hope I never run into her again.
As I start driving back across town, Candace is silent, staring out of her window.
“I didn’t know she was going to be there,” I start to tell her, needing to clear the air because I can’t stand her being upset like this. “When I saw her, I didn’t want to say anything to draw attention.”
She doesn’t speak. She only pulls her one knee up to her chest and turns to face out the window, giving me nothing but the back of her head. I don’t know if she’s crying or not, but the fact that she won’t talk to me hurts.
“Candace, say something.”
But she doesn’t. I know she wants to go home, but I’m selfish and don’t want her to run from me, so I take her to my place. Pulling up to my loft, she quietly says, “Ryan, I really just want to go home.”
I don’t respond when I get out of the car and walk around to open her door. Holding out my hand for her, she doesn’t protest when she takes it and follows me inside and up to my room.
“Ryan, what are you doing?” she finally asks when I drop her hand to grab her some clothes from my dresser.
“You’re not going home. Here,” I tell her when I hand her a pair of my boxers and a t-shirt.