“Thank you again,” Peter said one afternoon as he and Byron left. “You don’t mind if tomorrow I bring my senile grandmother? The adult diapers have great capacity. She only needs to be changed twice a day.”
The Hummels had attempted polite material compensations, inviting Jonah to share their box seats to Mets games, inviting Max and Debby to use their spare Phantom of the Opera tickets. Since tickets to me show were sold out for months into the future and were known to cost hundreds of dollars if bought through scalpers, the adjective “spare” caused Debby to laugh, then flush, and finally mumble to Max, “They must be richer than God.” And the Hummels had attempted a more integrated family friendship, inviting Max, Debby and Jonah out to Connecticut for the weekend. Debby wanted to go, but Max declined. He resisted any attempt at forcing a friendship between his son and Byron; and he had no interest in knowing the parents. Besides, he believed Jonah didn’t like Byron. He didn’t know what he felt about Byron for that matter. He only knew that he couldn’t ignore the child’s need for him, that he was responsible somehow. Nevertheless, Max didn’t think he had to take on the parents as well, and especially not on national holidays.
“I don’t want to go,” he said, coming to a stop on the corner of One Hundred Third Street.
“Come on,” Debby said and ambled on. She reached for Jonah; her long dancer’s arm, even in a down coat, made an elegant hook in the air.
“It’s absurd,” Max said, resuming his steps. “We don’t know these people.”
“You know Byron,” she said, capturing Jonah’s head with the crook of her right arm. Since the crash they were closer than ever. Jonah seemed to snuggle with her more than he used to as a toddler. “You see more of him than you see of us.”
That wasn’t true, although it was the truth as Debby knew it, only camouflaged so Max couldn’t answer bluntly. He tried anyway. “You see? I’m already being blamed for other people’s weaknesses. That’s exactly why I don’t want to go.”
“Then don’t go.” Debby and Jonah staggered up the hill together, pretending indifference, unbalanced in each other’s arms like drunken lovers.
How long has it been? Max asked himself. Two weeks? Three? He felt sluggish. Must be three, he decided. Maybe he shouldn’t go to his in-laws. If he waited much longer before another joyride, perhaps he would lose his nerve. Watching his wife and son enter his in-laws’ courtyard, he thought: That would be worse than anything: to live scared like them.
“Come on, Dad!” Jonah called cheerfully. He made a dumb show of urging Max, waving his right arm with sweeping movements as if his father were an ungainly truck he had to maneuver into a narrow loading dock.
Crossing his in-laws’ pretentious inner central court to the recessed lobby Max was reminded of Byron’s medieval renderings. Since high school, when Max first learned all he could about the building of the city of his birth, he had known that the then-disreputable upper Riverside Drive apartment buildings were originally built for the prosperous new middle class of the turn of the century. Perhaps the cracked cement courtyard, painted a dark dull red by the co-op board, had once been colorfully tiled, probably with the bright yellows and blues of Mediterranean Europe. Max had seen photographs of one building from the period with such romantic flourishes. And there had almost certainly been a water fountain in the center where now there was only a discreet drainage grate. At the four corners of the courtyard that had once been overseen by cherubim statuary, there were security mirrors to help tenants spot potential muggers. For Max, these were banal observations about the frightened utility of the modern world, but that didn’t prevent his eye from making note each time, and to feel disappointed each time. He couldn’t shake the thrilling and eerie sensation just as he entered the courtyard that this time he would find 370 Riverside Drive restored to its petit bourgeois elegances.
Harry opened the door to them. Flora’s cooking accompanied him.
“Smells great,” Max said over Harry’s hellos. “Let’s eat right away. No drinks in the living room. Show me the bowl of stuffing and I’ll put my face in it.” One of the many marvelous aftereffects of the crash was that Max could eat without restraint and without gaining weight, whether he exercised or not. It’s my crash diet, he told Debby. She was appalled by the pun.
“That would be appetizing for the rest of us,” his wife commented. She embraced and kissed her father with the abandon of a little girl, even though she was his height, taller in the heels she had on and broader in the shoulder. “Hi, Daddy,” she said, her consonants as soft as a two-year-old’s.
The sound of a child running came at them from the long hall that led to the living room. It was Byron. A color printout of a design fluttered behind him. “Look what I did.” He waved what appeared to be another elaborate fortress. “My dad got me a MAC and a color printer and Architron.”
They were rich. The computer, printer, and architectural design software must have cost them at least six thousand dollars. Max had wanted to get one for the office but Jeff — never a fan of speediness — had said, “For what? We should buy an expensive machine and get our work done faster so we can bill them for fewer hours?”
Byron pushed his way between Jonah and Max. “Isn’t it cool? You can design anything with Architron.”
“Rad, man,” Jonah said in a soft, mocking voice. “Real rad.”
“I taped the Civil War,” Harry said. He waved the back of his hand dismissively at the floor, scrunching his thick gray and black eyebrows together. “Despite its flaws. I’ve set it up in the bedroom with the video recorder. I thought the boys might be interested.”
Jonah lowered his head, a child turtle, hiding in his protective shell, staying dry from the downpour of his grandfather’s love of imparting learning.
“I’ll be happy to watch the Civil War,” Max said. “But I’m sure the boys would rather have molten lava poured down their throats.”
Startled by the joke, Jonah laughed hard. His head popped out and his teeth showed. The unrestrained pleasure lasted only a second. Embarrassed, he covered his mouth and moved beside his mother, glancing nervously at Harry. Harry was upset. His face had widened at Max’s comment, dense eyebrows untangling, eyes shocked open. And he flinched at Jonah’s laughter.
“I want to!” Byron said, bouncing in front of Harry. “I’m interested.” He turned to Max: “If you watch and explain stuff.”
“You see,” Harry said, pointing at Byron with desperate satisfaction. A flush of embarrassment was still on his cheeks although he now had Byron for a willing student. He rewarded Byron for his eagerness by tousling his hair. “It’s pretty good history. A hell of a lot more interesting than your teachers can make it,” he commented to Jonah. He added to Max, “Of course they make short shrift of the causes and Shelby Foote’s sentimental anecdotes are both pointless and misleading but I think its treatment of the battles is first-rate. And boys like battles, don’t they? Are you sure you aren’t interested, Jonah?” Harry said, saying his grandson’s name with a hint of displeasure. It was implied anyway since he said Jonah instead of Nonah. Nonah was the affectionate nickname Harry routinely used.
“Okay,” Jonah said, drawling the word. But he took another step back from his grandfather and closer to his mother. “I’ll watch it for a while.”