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The entire kitchen—even Opa—goes “aww” because this is so Evan. With tattoos that crawl up his neck and over the tops of his hands, he looks intimidating. But really, he’s a big bleeding heart with a biting sense of humor. It’s probably why there’s always a lineup of women hoping he’ll look their way.

But he never does. Not since his marriage crumbled.

“I should reach out,” Parker says thoughtfully, eyes still fixed on the photo of our brother. “Maybe one of them could be a good companion horse for the weanlings.”

“Totally,” Riley agrees, swiping a piece of bacon out of the pan and then hissing like she’s surprised by its hot temperature.

“Girl, sometimes your complete lack of self-preservation boggles my mind,” Opa grumbles as he watches Riley try to shove it in her mouth like it will be less hot that way. “Go set the table and try not to juggle the knives while you do.”

Riley picks up a knife like she’s about to throw it in the air, but not before Oma reaches over her shoulder and disarms her.

Julia snorts an adorable laugh, eyes twinkling with mirth as she watches the madness of a Brandt family breakfast unfold before her. “I’ll help set the table and be there to patch Riley up if she stabs herself.”

“My hero!” Riley calls out as she rifles through the cutlery drawer.

Opa works on another pot of coffee—the last thing I need—and Evan and Oma get to the eggs and French toast. Which leaves Parker and me watching in a companionable silence. Something she and I both enjoy with each other on a somewhat regular basis.

Except today. Today she has to be snoopy and ruin it.

“How’s the show going?” she asks, with one raised eyebrow—not bothering to hide her scrutiny.

I pretend I don’t hear her. I don’t want to talk about the show. I want to live in this happy bubble, surrounded by my favorite people.

Julia and Riley chatter away as they set the table. I love my youngest sister, but she’s a bad influence. I’d hate to see what kind of trouble she and Julia could get into. And I find myself straining to hear what they’re saying.

“There’s this guy… total gentleman… another barn nearby… I’ll set it up…” Riley’s voice fades in and out every time she turns away, but it sounds like they’re talking about men and dates. Something that makes me want to walk over there to find out more.

Julia said she hasn’t been dating, but what if she’s looking to start? Then Riley would be the absolute worst new friend for her to have because she’s a fucking man-eater.

And I mean that in the most respectful way possible. Because I love it for Riley. I never have to worry about her taking some guy’s shit, because she kicks them to the curb for the smallest transgressions. I almost feel bad for a guy when I hear she’s seeing one.

“Emmett!” Parker elbows me with one bony jab to the ribs, startling me upright from where I’m propped against the kitchen counter.

“Jesus, Parks, you didn’t have to go in so hard. That’s gonna leave a bruise.”

“Sorry,” she singsongs, completely unapologetic. “Just saving my brother from gawking at a girl in front of his family like he’s never seen a member of the opposite sex before.”

I scoff. “Very funny. I was just—”

“Just what?” she prods with a playful tone. “Just making sure they were setting the table correctly?”

I roll my shoulders, trying not to think about Julia going on a date with some fancy equestrian douchebag that my sister knows. “Riley struggles with structure, you know that. Can’t have her putting the knives on the left when we have company over.”

Parker scoffs. “Yeah, Riley, who’s on the path toward becoming an Olympic athlete, struggles with structure.”

“You know what I mean. She’s a bit of a loose cannon.”

Parker chuckles at that, watching our little sister with admiration twinkling in her eyes. “Takes a special brand of crazy to gallop an animal with flight-instinct around a field, over jumps as tall and wide as you.”

I can’t help but grin because, yeah, Riley’s badass.

Now I get another sharp elbow. “Not so different from someone who thinks riding angry bulls for fun is a good idea.”

“Don’t rain on our parade, Parker. You get your kicks from fixing things. We get our kicks from breaking things. Like hearts.”

Parker rolls her eyes but then glances over at Julia. She doesn’t need to say anything for me to pick up on what the look means.

Julia throws her head back in laughter at something Riley has said, and her hair catches my attention again. Those big, loose curls interspersed with tighter ones give her a relaxed, messy look that I find alluring.

I’m hit with a flash of my fingers in her hair on that cruise ship. Pulling out bobby pins and elastics to free the thick curtain from the way she had it plastered back so tight.

“I would never break her heart,” I whisper quietly. I can feel my sister’s gaze heavy on the side of my face.

She’s looking closely enough that I feel almost squeamish. So I straighten up, searching for something I can do to keep Parker from further interrogating me or making me say things I don’t want to.

“Need help?” I ask, desperation lacing my tone.

“Nope! Go sit down. That’s how you can all help,” Oma says, shooing us out of the kitchen.

Within minutes, we are all seated around the dining table. Julia is on one side of me and Parker on the other.

When the bowl of scrambled eggs ends up right in front of me, I bump my shoulder against Julia’s. “Eggs? They’re only scrambled—not an omelet.”

She chuckles softly. “Doesn’t matter. They look delicious.”

Which gets me thinking. I watch for a beat as she serves herself before sliding my chair back and standing up.

“Just a second. I’ll be right back,” I announce to the rest of the table before striding out of the glassed-in dining room toward the old farmhouse kitchen. I head straight for the pantry, swipe what I need off the shelf, and return to the dining room. Back in my seat, I pop the tab and pull the lid off a can of pineapple chunks before shoving a small spoon into it.

I can sense my family staring at me in confusion. But more importantly, I see Julia’s smile out of the corner of my eye as I serve myself up a few spoonfuls of pineapple right on top of my eggs.

When I finally turn to her, I slide the can in her direction. “Pineapple?” I ask with a teasing wink.

Her smile widens as she hits me with a chuckle. “Yes, please. So thoughtful of you.”

I garnish her eggs, too, trying not to feed into my family’s stunned silence as I set the can back on the table.

“What the hell are you doing?” Opa grumbles.

“Acquiring a taste,” I say as I shovel a mouthful past my lips and cast a quick glance at Julia. Her cheeks are pink. She’s fucking beautiful. But I don’t gawk this time. Instead, I look back down at my plate and announce, “Pineapple on my eggs. It’s a new thing I’m into.”

“Weird. But I’ll try it,” Opa says, gesturing for me to pass the can across the table. Laughter ripples through the table as everyone joins in on trying the wacky combination.

But it’s Parker’s attention beside me that I feel most heavily. She hums thoughtfully as she watches me take another big bite, and when she elbows me this time, it’s downright gentle.