His voice seemed to fade away. Chrissten blinked, trying to see through the haze of blood. It had all happened so fast no one else had been able to react.
She could hear Quinn talking to her, hear her father’s voice in the background and knew they were both worried about her. But she didn’t have enough energy to reassure them. She had to get to Hank. Was he even alive?
Was the nightmare finally over or was it just beginning?
Chapter Seventeen
Voices surrounded Hank. They drifted in and out of his consciousness while he floated blissfully in a sea of black. He heard her voice. Chrissten. He didn’t like the fact she sounded worried. Upset.
He stirred and tried to open his eyes, but it was as though they’d been glued shut. He tried to speak, but managed only a grunt.
Gentle hands stroked his face. He felt the brush of soft hair against his skin. He sucked in a breath and caught her scent in his nostrils before drifting off again.
It was the sound of voices that once again pulled him out of unconsciousness. He remained totally still, keeping his breathing even so he wouldn’t alert anyone to the fact he was awake.
“You need to rest.” He tried to place the male voice but it was difficult to make his brain focus.
“I’m all right, Quinn.” Like a fine wine, her voice filled him with warmth and contentment. He sighed and started to fall back into sleep when everything suddenly snapped into place.
Chrissten. The fight with Brian. The look of horror on her face when he held her mate’s heart in his hand.
Pain lashed him. He’d never forget her expression. Blood had flecked her pale porcelain skin and light hair. Her blue eyes were unfocused, her pupils dilated. He’d been afraid she’d collapse and was grateful her brother had been there to catch her.
How would she look at him now?
He was a murderer. A killer. The fact the execution was one of justice didn’t change what he’d done. He’d brutally shoved his fist into the male’s chest and yanked out his heart.
And he’d do it again in a heartbeat. Whatever it took to protect her.
“You should get some sleep. One of the others can sit with Hank.” Quinn was cajoling her now, trying to coax her away from the room. Hank didn’t like the thought of her not being close to him even as he worried about her health.
He concentrated on opening his eyes. It wasn’t easy. His entire body ached from head to toe. The good part was he would heal. If he wasn’t dead by now it wasn’t likely to happen. But that wasn’t doing him much good at the moment. His body still had a ways to go before it would pay much heed to his commands.
He persevered and managed to get his eyes open a slit. Quinn was standing beside Chrissten, who was seated in a chair next to his bed. They’d reversed roles and now it was her watching over him.
“Hank is my responsibility.”
Quinn didn’t like that. Hank could see it in the way his shoulders stiffened. Come to think of it, he didn’t like it much himself. He didn’t want her to stay because she felt responsible for him. He wanted her to stay because she wanted him, because she loved him.
And he was an idiot. She’d just gotten rid of one mate, a male who’d abducted and abused her. No way would she be looking to tie herself down to another male, especially not one who she knew was a violent killer.
“What are you saying?” His gaze narrowed on Quinn. Hank didn’t like the other male’s tone.
Chrissten shook her head. “I don’t know what I’m saying. I just need to be here.”
Quinn shoved a hand through his hair, his frustration palpable. Hank almost felt bad for him. Almost. He did wish Quinn would leave so he could let her know he was awake and talk to her.
“I’m worried about you, Chris.” There was no disguising the love and caring in Quinn’s voice. Once again, Hank was reminded how close these siblings were. They were twins. That was a deep bond that would never be broken.
Chrissten reached out and touched her brother’s arm. “I know you are. But I’m okay.”
Quinn heaved a sigh. “Promise me you’ll call one of us if you get tired. It’s all I can do to keep our father from coming up here and dragging you off somewhere so you can rest.”
Hank tensed. No one was going to make Chrissten do anything she didn’t want to. He’d get out of this damn bed and fight them if he had to.
She nodded. “I will. Now go on. I’m going to curl up in the chair and nap.”
Quinn plucked a blanket off the end of the bed, snapped it open and laid it over his sister. “Don’t catch a chill.” He leaned down and kissed her forehead.
“I won’t,” she promised. “And thank you. For everything. For never giving up searching for me. For coming to my rescue a second time.”
One corner of Quinn’s mouth turned up in a grin. “It’s what big brothers do.”
She laughed and the soft sound soothed Hank’s soul. He liked the fact Chrissten was close to her family, had someone to look out for her. At least he liked her brothers. He still wasn’t sure about her newfound father. But he wished it was him making her laugh, bringing a slight smile to her face.
“I’ll be down in the bar helping out if you need me.”
“Okay.”
He closed his eyes and felt Quinn’s gaze brush over him. Hank kept his eyes closed until he heard the front door of his apartment shut and footsteps receding down the stairs.
Chrissten sighed and he opened his eyes again, not bothering to pretend he was still sleeping. She was staring right at him.
“I thought you were awake.” She curled up deeper in the chair and pulled the blanket over her shoulders.
“Why didn’t you say anything?”
She shrugged. “I figured if you wanted Quinn to know you’d have said something.”
He nodded and quickly decided that was a mistake. His head began to pound. There was a soft rustle of fabric and then a warm hand brushed his forehead. “Does your head hurt?”
He loved the feel of her hand on his face. Didn’t want her to take it away. Ever. “Yeah, but not as much as the rest of me does.”
The small sound of distress she made hurt him. He managed to move his hand enough so he could touch her arm. “Hey, it’s okay. I’ll be fine in a day or two. Good as new.”
She closed her eyes and when she opened them there were tears in them. Like most males, he hated to see a woman cry, but most especially this woman. “I’m fine. Really.” Hell, he’d promise her anything if it would keep her from crying.
He tried to sit up. Big mistake. Pain shot down his spine and radiated out. He gritted his teeth together and swore as he lay back down.
“Easy. You shouldn’t be moving. Not yet. You were really hurt badly and you lost a lot of blood.” Chrissten chewed on her bottom lip. He could tell she was worried about him. He didn’t want her to see him as weak. His lack of strength frustrated him.
“Doesn’t matter.” He took a deep breath, ignoring the beads of sweat popping out on his forehead. No doubt about it, moving wasn’t a smart idea.
“How are you feeling?” Hank figured it was a good idea to change the subject.
She moved away from him and sat back in the chair. He missed her immediately and wished she was still touching him. “I’m doing okay.”
And that told him exactly nothing. She’d say she was fine even if she wasn’t. He knew she wouldn’t want to be seen as weak, as a victim. “I don’t see how you can be okay,” he countered. “You were kidnapped, not once, but twice. Beaten, starved, experimented on and hurt.” He didn’t say raped. He couldn’t get the words past his lips.