“How was I s’posed to know?” he threw back, sullen. “You sure sounded like you meant it.”
“If I hadn’t been convincing, Whitmarsh would have called my bluff.” I broke off for a moment while I looked for another way to make him see it. “I’m here to protect you,” I said at last. “It’s my job. I have protected you. Christ, I’ve even killed to protect you. Actions are supposed to speak louder than words. Doesn’t that tell you anything about me?”
There was a long pause. “I never asked you to kill anyone,” he muttered.
“Shit, I really can’t win with you, can I?” I let my breath out fast, but my annoyance didn’t go with it. “I do everything I can to keep you alive and suddenly I’m a cold-blooded killer. But if I hadn’t done what I’ve done, we’d both be dead by now.”
“Didn’t do much for Scott, though, did it?”
He seemed determined to chuck any argument he could at me. I set my jaw and tried to hang on to my temper. “I did my best,” I ground out. “He made a poor call. If he hadn’t got out of the wrong side of the truck, he probably would never have been hit.”
Trey huffed and threw his hands in the air. “Oh great! He’s my friend and he’s probably dead and all you’re doing is saying as how it’s, like, not your fault!”
“Trey, don’t jump to conclusions,” I said, starting to lose it myself now. “We don’t know how Scott is.”
“So let’s go to the hospital and find out.”
“We can’t,” I shot straight back. “Don’t be a prat. That’s the first place everybody will look for us.” I waved a hand towards my hair. “And they know exactly what we look like now. We’ve got dead bodies piling up all around us and Whitmarsh and good old Gerri Raybourn seem determined to make sure I’m the one lined up to take the blame for the lot of them. There’s no other way to explain what happened back there.”
Trey didn’t want to ask me to expand on that, but curiosity got the better of him. “What d’you mean?”
“Why else would Lonnie blow that Hispanic guy away without showing himself? Why let the other two get away when they had plenty of opportunity to shoot them, too? I think they wanted Oakley man – the guy from the theme park – to assume I’d done it, though Christ knows where I was supposed to have suddenly acquired a shotgun from.”
Trey was still frowning. “So?”
“I don’t know,” I said, more quietly now. The traffic slowed and stopped as the next light turned red ahead of us. “The only thing that’s changed since yesterday is that Henry found out about your part in this program of your dad’s. We need to find out who he was in touch with. And for that we need to find out what was on the hard drive we took out of Henry’s computer.”
“Which you gave to Xander,” Trey put in, and there was a slight accusing note in his tone.
“Which I gave to Xander,” I agreed, adding pointedly, “when I didn’t think we were going to live long enough to do it ourselves.”
“So we gotta go to the hospital now anyways,” Trey said, his jaw coming out, stubborn. “We gotta find Xander.”
“No.” I shook my head. “We’ll wait until later and catch him somewhere else – at home, maybe. It’s way too dangerous to try now.”
“I want to go to the hospital. If you’re too scared to go with me,” he said, loud and scathing, “let me out of the goddamned car and I’ll go on my own!”
“You can’t go on your own, Trey. Use some sense for once.”
“I’m not running out on my friends!” He was almost yelling at me now. “You can’t hold me against my will. That’s, like, kidnapping. You can’t—”
The people in the car alongside us had begun to stare. “OK, OK,” I said, cutting him off. “For heaven’s sake! We’ll go to the bloody hospital. Just calm down, will you?”
He subsided into his seat, sniffing loudly and mopping his nose on the back of his hand. He looked too close to smug in victory for my liking. I couldn’t help wiping that off his face with a quiet reminder. “But if I have to shoot anyone to get us out of there, just remember whose idea it was, OK?”
***
The Halifax Medical Center on Clyde Morris Boulevard was more like a sprawling office complex than a hospital. I left the stolen Taurus reverse parked against the wall in a corner of their cavernous multi-storey car park and we followed the signs for the Trauma Center.
We’d already stopped off briefly at a shopping mall, just long enough to find a quiet restroom where I could scrub the blood off my hands and wipe the worst of it from my silk trousers. It had turned black against the green, which didn’t look so bad, but I still thought it wasn’t a good idea to walk into a place where, in theory, they should be able to identify it for what it was.
I sent Trey into the store with some money to buy me a cheap bag, something I could use to conceal the SIG. He’d come back with a lurid Barbie-pink plastic over-the-shoulder job, decorated with bright violet and yellow flowers. He tried to look innocently disdainful but I was sure he’d picked that one out deliberately.
Now we hurried into the main hospital building itself. I slipped on my best worried teen expression along with my best American accent as I asked after Scott at the desk.
The jaded-looking big black woman on the other side eyed me with suspicion. “You a relative?” she asked.
“No, but this is Scott’s brother,” I lied, nodding to Trey. “He’s only fifteen. I brought him in as soon as we heard.”
She looked at Trey and for some reason his petulant demeanour caused her to soften. She didn’t quite say, “Ahh,” but it was a close-run thing.
We followed the directions she gave us until eventually we turned a corner and found Xander and Aimee waiting nervously in a corridor and we knew we were in the right place.
Trey broke into a jog as soon as he caught sight of them. “Xander, hey man! How is he?”
Xander turned at the sound of his voice but looked away quickly, like he could hardly bear to have us in sight. Aimee jumped to her feet and came to meet us, looking pale and frightened.
“They won’t tell us much, ‘cept he’s still in surgery,” she said. She had her hands wrapped round her upper arms, unconsciously rubbing at her skin. “He lost a lot of blood and there’s, like, other complications.”
Trey stared from one to the other. “Like what?”
“They took X-rays and they reckon the bullet’s pretty close to his spine, man,” Xander said, voice compressed. “There’s a chance he might not walk again.” Just for a moment, his eyes landed on me as he spoke and I knew without it being said that he blamed me – us – for what had happened.
I could have pointed out that no-one had forced them to come to Henry’s with us. In fact, I’d specifically asked them not to, but there was enough guilt floating around without me adding my contribution.
“They called Scott’s folks,” Aimee put in. “They dropped everything and got on a plane. They should be here any time. I just don’t know what we’re gonna, like, tell them.”
“Have you said anything to the hospital?”
Aimee shook her head, glancing to Xander.
“We’ve had the cops hassling us already,” he said, “but we didn’t tell them nothing.”
“Good,” I said. “For God’s sake don’t mention me or Trey to them.”
“What?” Xander yelped. He muscled in close, putting his face into mine. He was slightly taller and when he was pumped up on anger and grief he seemed bigger still. Aimee made a protesting noise and put her hand on his arm. With an effort he got a grip on his temper, lowering his voice to a growl. “Our friend could be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life because of you, and all you wanna do is stay out of trouble?”