Before I know it, I’m walking over to her. I’ve never heard him curse at her like that, but I don’t like it.
“What was that about?” I ask. Her face is a little pale when she looks at me. “Is he…he’s not violent with you is he?”
That snaps her out of her daze. “What? No! I don’t know what just happened. All he did was drop the wrench. He grabbed it, but dropped it again and then he got all pissed. He’s not usually like that at all.”
She’s watching the direction he went. I step toward her. “I’m sure he’s just having a bad day.” I pick up the wrench and then look at what he was trying to tighten. “I’ll help you.”
“Okay.” She smiles.
Charlotte and I are only there for about five minutes before all their friends show up. Brandon makes an appearance and we begin packing things into one of the other boats.
“I need to go change real quick.” Charlotte doesn’t wait for my reply before heading for the house. All of the other girls are already in bikinis, some wearing short skirts over them and some not. I wonder what Charlotte’s going to wear. Last year I only saw her in her swimsuit a couple times, and it covered a whole lot of skin. It didn’t surprise me that she wasn’t the bikini type, but I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want to see her in one.
When she comes back, she’s wearing a white button up shirt, and a pair of shorts.
Damn. No answers yet.
We get out on the boat a few minutes later. Alec drives and that pisses me off, because it's totally rational that everything he does annoys the hell out of me, right? We go down the lake for a while before he pulls the boat up next to another set of docks. It’s way quieter out here without all the people from the cabins swimming and hanging around.
They turn on some music and people pull out beers and we’re all hanging out and having a good time. A little while later some people jump in the water. Alec, Sadie, Brandon, Mike, Danielle, and Brice are all swimming while me, Charlotte and two other people are on the boat.
“Nate! Go swimming with me!” Danielle calls from the water. “It’s fun!”
Guilt slithers its way through me and then I wonder what I have to feel guilty for. “Nah. I’m good for now.”
Looking over, I see that Charlotte is gone. I’m hoping like hell she’s decided it’s time to swim. Yeah, I seem to have a one track mind right now, but I’m sure every other guy here is glad to see all the girls in their bikinis.
I spot her sitting on the dock, wearing a white hat. Shaking my head, I walk over and sit next to her. “Why aren’t you swimming?”
“Why aren’t you swimming? Danielle wants to go with you.”
I lean over, right next to her ear. “Danielle’s not the girl I want out there with me.”
Charlotte shivers and I like that I can do that to her, so I speak again, so close to her. “Go swimming with me, Star Girl.”
Her eyes go wide and she looks at me, before smirking. “You don’t play fair.”
I know she means that she realizes I’m flirting with her. I love that she’s not afraid to call me on it.
“Come swimming with me,” I say again.
She looks down, the shyness coming out in her again. “I don’t…I don’t look like they do in my bikini, Nathaniel.”
Wow. Didn’t see that coming. Maybe I should have. “Who gives a shit about them.”
“Boys.”
That makes me wonder who’s seen her in a bikini (or less) and what they said to her about it. “Come on, it’s just me.” I nudge her.
“Pfft.” She nudges me back. “But it’s not just you.”
“Would it make a difference if it were just me?”
She doesn’t hesitate to say, “I think so.”
I smirk at her and flick the white hat off her head. “Then we’ll do that later. But for now...” I grab her. She tries to fight me off, but I’m not about to let go. I manage to get her in my arms and head straight for the water.
“Nathaniel!” Charlotte screams. “We’re both dressed!”
“I’m in my swimming trunks.” Not like I’ve ever swam in my shirt, but I’ll make an exception to get her in the water with me. She’s still complaining, but she’s not fighting me too much. It’s getting hard to hold onto her so I rush with her into the water. When she slips out of my arms, I grab her hands and keep pulling her with me.
She’s laughing and I’m laughing and I keep going out farther and farther with her. If I wanted to, I could let go of her. She’s moving with me now, but I keep her in my arms as we get out to where neither of us can touch. “Don’t go anywhere.” I grin at her before ducking under the water and coming back up again. I shake my head, water droplets splashing her, and then she goes under and pops back up again.
I can’t help but look down and see the way the white shirt molds to her skin. I see the yellow outline beneath.
Charlotte follows my eyes down. She knows I’m looking. We’re close, just bobbing in the water, my arms around her and there’s a drop of water on her lip that I really want to lick off.
“Charlotte,” I whisper and—
“—Hell yeah! ‘Bout time my little brother got in the water!” Brandon yells before splashing water at me.
“I’m going to kill him,” I say to Charlotte. And it’s not because he splashed me, either. He interrupted my time with her.
“Go swimming with me,” I say again in Charlotte’s ear after we finish the water fight. Most of the people are heading back to the boat, but I’m not ready to get out yet.
“We are swimming.” She ducks under the water, and when she comes back up, she’s facing me.
“Then follow me before they turn around.” They have their backs to us right now as they head for the shore. I wouldn’t put it past Alec to try to drag her out, so I head off in the opposite direction as the boat. The shore comes out a little bit so if we go on the other side of it, we’ll be out of sight from the boat.
Charlotte is right behind me as we swim into the little hideaway. “What are we doing?”
“Don’t know.” It’s an honest answer. “I just didn’t feel like being around everyone else. I wanted to swim with you.” She swims closer to me and again I notice how the shirt hugs her. “What happened, Star Girl? Who said something to you?”
She shakes her head and turns away, but I move to the side, so I’m in front of her again. “You don’t have to tell me…”
“It’s not really that big a deal.”
The water is shallower here and I’m able to touch the ground. I can tell Charlotte can’t so I put my arms around her waist. Hers automatically wrap around my neck.
“I went out with this guy from school last year—”
“You had a boyfriend?” When she starts to pull away, I amend, “Shit. I didn’t mean it like that. You know I didn’t, it’s just…I didn’t know.”
“You would have known if we'd been talking.”
I nod because I would have. If I hadn’t cut her out. “I’m sorry.”
“I know. But, anyway…we only went out like twice. We went to the drive-ins and we were kissing…”
My body tenses up. I try to relax because it shouldn’t get to me like this, but it does. “What happened?” I make myself ask because I want her to know she can talk to me, even though I’m going to hate hearing it.
She bobs in the water a little before saying. “He put his hand up my shirt and well…obviously, I have the world's smallest boobs and—”
“They’re not that small.” Her cheeks turn pink and I realize I just admitted to checking her out. “Tell me what happened, Star Girl.”
She chews her bottom lip for a second before she says, “I pulled away. I know it makes me sound like a prude, but…I just don’t want some guy I hardly like feeling me up.”