He smiled at her. ‘I can see why you keep going.’
‘Oh?’
‘You’ve broken the big problem down into smaller pieces, haven’t you? I bet you do a lot of compartmentalizing.’
‘I don’t know about that. But I do like it if I can tell when something’s over, when a job’s done.’
‘What about in the rest of your life?’
‘What about it?’
‘Do you compartmentalize there, too?’
‘I don’t know! Come on, let’s go.’
Fifteen minutes later, she and Gene were walking through the front door of her apartment. While he used the bathroom, she put on the kettle and wiped down the table on the deck. When Gene emerged, she indicated the coffee fixings.
‘How do you take it?’
He called back to her as he walked over to the bookshelves. ‘Black, thanks.’
As she put the grounds into the press, she watched him, noticing how his height was even more obvious now that he was in her house. He was reaching for a book on a high shelf that she needed a footstool to reach. He flicked through the book and then returned it to the shelf.
‘No books on forensics?’
‘They’re all at the Agency. I rarely want to look at them when I get home.’
He turned and looked at her with a surprised smile. ‘You have limits when it comes to forensics? I’m shocked.’
Jayne poured hot water over the coffee. ‘All I’m saying is, Spitz and Fisher isn’t my first choice for bedtime reading.’
‘So you do compartmentalize.’
‘What is it with your fascination as to whether or not I compartmentalize, as you put it?’ She carried the tray of coffee and cups out to the deck.
Gene followed her out. ‘I’m just curious about how you keep on with the forensics and still seem to have a normal life. I wasn’t very successful at it.’
They settled down at the table and Jayne sugared her coffee. ‘Well, I never worked for the Bureau for one thing, and I never said I have a normal life.’
‘But you’re expecting a hot date soon, right?’
‘Gene!’ Jayne spat coffee in her surprise.
He grinned at her. ‘Hey, people who’ve done the type of work we’ve done sometimes have trouble finding someone who “gets” them. And I take it from your reaction that you don’t get a lot of hot dates.’
‘I didn’t say that.’ Jayne wiped her mouth.
‘You missed a spot.’ Gene leaned over and presumptuously wiped his thumb beneath her lower lip. ‘I was really just trying to find out if you had a boyfriend right now. The way you checked your phone earlier . . .?’
‘No. I mean . . . no.’
‘Ri-ight.’ He sounded unconvinced.
‘OK,’ Jayne countered. ‘Since you’re so smug, why haven’t you mentioned your fabulous wife and kids back at your massive condo with attached two-car garage?’
Gene inclined his head. ‘Because it’s a house – my mom’s house, incidentally – not a condo, with a one-car garage that’s filled with other stuff so there’s no room for the car. No wife, but there’ve been some . . . dalliances.’
‘Well, I bet your garage has everything labeled and organized because you like to compartmentalize, just as you allege I do. Am I right?’
He looked thoughtful, then admitted, ‘Pretty much.’
‘Yeah, I bet your mom loves having you around.’
‘Actually, she passed away.’
‘Oh, I’m sorry.’
Gene shook his head. ‘No, it was for the best. Alzheimer’s.’
‘Oh.’
‘Trust me, you don’t want to live with someone who has that kind of dementia. She didn’t know who she was most of the time and she sure as hell didn’t know who I was by the end. It’s pretty weird, I gotta tell ya, to have your own mother not recognize you. Makes you wonder who you are.’
‘Shit, Gene,’ Jayne breathed.
He shook his head and smiled lightly. ‘She’s been gone a few years now. And I worked out who I am.’
A car passed below them on the street, its occupants singing loudly along with their stereo. Their voices died away with the air and were replaced with the sound of cricket calls.
Gene drained his cup and stood. ‘I should probably get going.’
‘I’ll drive you back.’
‘No need. You look tired.’
‘It’s no trouble . . .’
‘Seriously, no need. But you said you had a copy of that photo we took at Kigali Airport?’
‘Right, I do. Give me a second to find it.’
They went indoors and she left Gene there while she went outside and down the stairs to her storage room off the driveway. It took a few minutes to find the right box and she carried the whole thing back upstairs.
He met her at the door and they went through the box together on the dining table, looking at photos from Bosnia. Streets of shelled houses in Brčko, carts of ripe peppers for sale on the shoulder of the road to Tuzla, a bright new gas station on the highway to the Croatian coast. When they came to the photos from Rwanda, the Kigali Airport shot was near the top. Jayne put the duplicate in an envelope and gave it to him. They walked to the front door.
‘I’ll keep in touch,’ he said.
‘It was good to see you.’
‘Tell Steelie I said hi.’
Jayne smiled a bit sheepishly. ‘Will do.’
She thought he was bending down to kiss her cheek, so she leaned toward him but he reached her first and pressed his lips to hers. It wasn’t a bull’s eye, landing partly on her mouth and partly on her cheek, fast but not fleeting. Then he left quickly, raising a hand in farewell as he disappeared around the corner at the top of the stairs.
She closed the door behind him and stood for a moment, shaking her head at the contradictions he seemed to show and feeling surprised at the slight moistness where his rather papery lips had touched hers. It was only then that she wondered how he was getting back to his hotel. She hadn’t even called a taxi for him. She yanked open the door and clattered down the stairs, intending to catch him on the street but there was no sign of him. She realized she didn’t even have his cell phone number. Then she heard the phone ringing in her apartment and she bounded back up, thinking it might be him.
She picked up the phone and answered breathlessly. But it was only Steelie, sounding shocked.
‘Are you just getting in now?’
‘No, we were here and then I just came back in again.’
‘Wait. You had Gene come over to your place?’
‘Yeah, why?’
‘My God, Jayne. Do I need to remind you? The guy’s an ignorant pig who—’
‘He’s mellowed since then.’
‘People like him don’t mellow.’
Jayne smiled, thinking about the number of times Gene had made her laugh that night. ‘Well, he has.’ Even she heard the smile in her tone.
‘Have you forgotten that night at the Cadillac?’
‘Yeah, he wondered if you were still holding that dance against him.’
‘That would be a yes. But what’s the deal? Are you seeing him again? And what was he doing in LA?’
‘He was out here on business and all we did was a have a nice reminiscence session. Talked about life – post-mission life. It was good. I mean, he’s still supercilious at times but he’s fine. He did kiss me.’
‘Ugh!’
Jayne laughed, knowing how abhorrent Steelie would find the idea. ‘Yeah, it wasn’t the best kiss ever. Kind of fourth-grade school yard, actually.’
‘What, like, when no one knows what they’re doing and a tongue goes up someone’s left nostril?’
‘God, no. There was no tongue, but there was something behind it . . . I don’t know. Something.’