He gathers the bowls and plates and basket and puts them back on the tray. Much of the food is gone-and so is the wine. He’s surprised to see the empty bottle.
He’d clear the dishes, but he knows that the kitchen is below-along with Chantal and her bedroom. No, he’ll leave it all here.
His cell phone rings. He pulls it out of his back pocket. It is Dana.
For a moment he feels caught-but then he shakes his head. I’ve done nothing wrong. A lunch, some wine.
“Allô?” He says it with a French accent-she’ll be amused, he thinks.
“I’m sorry,” she says quickly, and then in French: “I have the wrong number.”
She hangs up before he can stop her.
He calls her back.
“It was me,” he says in English. “I was pretending to be your dashing French lover.” And then Chantal is standing there, in front of him. He looks down. She is wearing white sneakers-Keds-and again he thinks of his daughter.
Dana laughs, her movie laugh-rich and deep. Chantal takes the tray and walks away.
“I’d like to meet her,” Dana says.
“Who?”
“The French tutor.”
“Why?”
“Lindy says she is very pretty.”
“You saw Lindy?”
“Not yet. She called. Bring your tutor to meet me.”
“The lesson is almost over,” Jeremy says, though it’s not. He glances at his watch. Two P.M. “There’s no reason to meet her.” He lowers his voice to a whisper.
“We’re shooting early. Pascale called a couple of hours ago. Something about the rain. She’s setting up now. I want you both to come.”
“Where?”
“The Pont des Arts. Your little friend will enjoy it.”
“Dana.”
“Lindy says you’re smitten.”
“She didn’t say that. That’s not even a word she would know.”
“Maybe we’re all taking language lessons these days.”
“Dana.”
“I’ve got to go, sweetheart. Come by soon. We start in half an hour.”
“Where’s Lindy-”
“She’ll be there.”
“Did she tell you about the monastery?”
“Monastery? I have to throw clothes on and dash over there. I’ll see you soon.”
She hangs up.
Chantal is gone. So is the food, the wine, the momentary illusion of a different Jeremy.
No, he thinks. He will not bring her to meet Dana. Lindy was behaving like a petulant child. That’s all.
He remembers Chantal’s hand on his.
He thinks of his house in the Santa Monica Canyon, his dog, his shop, and he wishes he were home.
He walks to the front of the boat. He sees the stairs-a steep ladder really-that lead below. He can’t hear anything-no dishes being washed, no water running.
“Chantal?” he calls.
“J’arrive,” she says. I’m coming.
She appears at the bottom of the ladder and looks up at him. Has she been crying? Did he say something on the phone that would have upset her? There’s no reason to meet her.
He steps back and lets her pass by. She keeps on walking and he follows her to the edge of the boat and then onto the quai. This time she does not offer her hand as he leaps from the boat to the land.
“My wife invited us-” he begins and she turns to him. She has put on lipstick. Her lips are moist. I can go back, he thinks. I can take her hand.
“Yes?”
“-to watch them film. She thought you might be interested.”
“How nice of her.”
“We don’t have to.”
“Of course,” Chantal says.
“It’s very slow. It’s nothing as glamorous as Hollywood would like us to believe.”
“I’d like that very much.”
Lindy meets them at the entrance to the Pont des Arts. A huge crowd has gathered behind barricades on both sides of the river. Lindy hands them badges on twine that they hang around their necks.
“Mon papa!” she tells the young guard, who has not taken his eyes off the girl. Jeremy looks at his daughter through this man’s eyes. She is luminous, despite the shaved head-the word “ripe” comes to mind, and Jeremy hates himself for the thought of it. She’s wearing a tight tank top over breasts that seem to have grown since last fall. She’s gained a little weight, which becomes her-her face is fuller, her body less waiflike. Jeremy looks back at the guard and wants to deck him.
Lindy leads them through the opening in the barricade and past the guard. She takes Jeremy’s hand as if she were a child. His heart swells. She is still his child, he thinks.
He feels the tug back to his life, this daughter he never imagined he’d have, ten years of girldom, a complicated path through the teenage wilderness and now this, a quest to a monastery and back. All his. He squeezes her hand.
Ahead, in the middle of the bridge, is a whirlwind of noise and commotion and equipment and lights-in the center of it all a petite, wild-haired redhead, Pascale, shouts commands. Jeremy likes Pascale. She’s a director Dana has worked with before, and she seems to keep her sanity in this crazy business. Pascale catches his eye and blows a kiss. She points toward a tent at the other end of the bridge. And then she goes back to yelling at a couple of ponytailed guys carrying a bed. A bed on the bridge?
“Did you meet your friends?” Jeremy asks Lindy as they walk toward the tent.
“No friends,” she says. “I was leaving you to your French lesson.” She glances back at Chantal, who follows a step or two behind. “Why is she here?”
“Your mother invited her,” Jeremy says quietly, hoping Chantal cannot hear.
Jeremy looks back at Chantal. She is distracted by the set and the crowd-her eyes are wide, her face aglow. She moves up closer to them.
“Maman!” Lindy calls.
Dana is standing at the entrance to the tent, watching them. Jeremy, caught between Chantal and Lindy, in the middle of the thick crowd, feels Chantal’s arm against his. He can’t move away. Dana smiles as if she knows what he’s thinking.
She’s a mess, his beautiful wife. She wears no makeup-or is she wearing makeup to distort her perfect features? Her tan skin is pale, her hair flat and dull, her clothes baggy and worn. Is this a costume?
For an impossible moment, Jeremy thinks she’s someone else-his wife’s ugly assistant-and in a moment the star will emerge from her tent.
But Dana steps toward him and kisses his lips. Then she extends a hand toward Chantal.
“Enchantée,” she says, her voice that buttery movie voice that everyone loves. At night, Jeremy hears a different voice: her bed voice, he calls it. He thinks of it as a voice she saves for him, unlike the voice she shares with the world.
“So pleased to meet you,” Chantal says. “I’ve heard so much about you.”
Lies, Jeremy thinks. He has invented a gorgeous wife, a glamorous wife, a larger-than-life wife. He has invented himself today as well. A boy who dives into a summer lake with a naked girl. A man who seduces a woman on a houseboat on the Seine.
What if everything you’ve always been sure of-your wife’s beauty, your own fidelity-gets shaken?
“You look awful!” Lindy says.
Dana rubs her hand over Lindy’s head and then pulls her daughter to her and embraces her. It is a powerful hug; the girl is engulfed in her mother’s arms.
“What’s this?” Dana asks, pulling back and peering at Lindy’s scalp.
“It will grow back,” Lindy says.
“You look gorgeous,” Dana tells her.
“Really?” Lindy says, truly surprised.
“Really.”
Lindy throws her arms around her mother. Over Lindy’s shoulder Dana rolls her eyes, her smile broad and happy.
“Is this your costume?” Lindy asks. “What are you?”
Dana laughs. “I’m a wreck, apparently. I’ve just lost my husband to a younger woman.” She glances at Chantal. “And I’ve been caught in a rainstorm. We’re hoping it rains again. Though I can’t imagine looking any worse than this.”