Chantal looks at her watch. “The lesson is over anyway. And I will be meeting two other tutors.”
“How do you speak English so well?” Jeremy asks.
“It is a long story,” Chantal says.
“I bet she had an American boyfriend,” Lindy says. “That’s the way to learn a language. In bed.”
Chantal smiles and her face flushes.
“I will walk you out,” Jeremy says.
“No need-”
“Please,” he insists.
She nods. She turns back to Dana. “It was a pleasure to meet you,” she says in French. “Thank you for the opportunity to watch you work.”
Dana steps toward her. She kisses Chantal on both cheeks.
“You are a lovely girl,” she says. “I’m glad my husband had a chance to spend his week with you.”
Again, Chantal’s cheeks flush. She turns to Lindy. “Au revoir et bonne chance.”
“Why do I need luck?” Lindy asks.
Chantal just smiles.
She walks out of the tent and Jeremy follows.
The rain has stopped and the bridge is in the process of a remarkable transformation. A group of young men in black T-shirts that read Boss’s BOYS shovel sand on the wooden deck of the bridge. The bed is gone and someone has moved a palm tree into its place.
“Pascale has lost her mind,” Jeremy mutters.
Chantal laughs.
“This is like magic,” she says.
“I guess it is,” Jeremy says with a smile. “I’m a little too serious.”
“I like that,” Chantal says.
They are speaking French again-it is the language they have shared all week and Jeremy finds it hard to speak to her in English. He wishes she didn’t speak English at all; somehow that has changed things between them. If he gets stuck, he could have an out. But he didn’t know that all week. He just kept pushing on, into unfamiliar territory.
“You didn’t really need French lessons, you know,” Chantal says. “Your French is excellent.”
“But I needed you to guide me along the way,” Jeremy says as they walk away from the set and toward the Louvre on the Right Bank. “In French. And in Paris.”
“Sometimes I forgot that it was a language lesson,” Chantal says.
“Yes,” Jeremy tells her. “It felt more like-” He can’t think of a word, in either language.
Chantal glances at him, waiting.
“Thank you,” he says.
He has stopped at the end of the bridge. She will pass through the barricade and return to Paris; he will turn back and return to the wild world of his wife and his daughter and a bed on the bridge in the middle of the Seine.
He kisses Chantal on both cheeks. She presses her hand on his arm as he does so.
And then she turns and walks toward the crowd, who are waiting for the next scene.
He watches Chantal disappear into the throngs of people. Then he turns back. He thinks about later tonight, when he will be in bed with Dana-it doesn’t matter what bed in what country. He will wrap himself around his wife. He will be able to say what he wants to say to her, without words.
The Tutors
Chantal is the first to arrive at La Forêt, but she’s not surprised. She’s always on time, which means that she’s always waiting for everyone else to arrive. She’s glad to have a moment to herself, to drink a glass of wine, to watch the others as they enter.
The café is at the end of an alley in the Marais. In the summer the tables spill into the street. She got a table under the awning just in case the rain returns. She hears music, but can’t see the street musicians-they’re blocked by a group of tourists, who watch as their guide points out a small synagogue tucked between two old buildings on the side of the street. The guide’s loud voice-Italian-fights to be heard over the chanteuse. Chantal imagines that yet another African American jazz singer has come to Paris to find success. The voice is throaty and deep, and the sound is ragged yet haunting. The walking tour moves on, and now Chantal can see the musicians-a very young white girl sings, accompanied by her father on guitar. The girl must be eleven or twelve, skinny and knock-kneed, timid behind the mike. How can that little thing produce such a big, mournful sound? How does she know enough about life to give the words weight?
Chantal closes her eyes and imagines a different singer-a tall, willowy black woman with closely cropped hair, wide oval eyes, a look of tragedy about her. And, as she takes in the song-a Cole Porter song about the pain of saying goodbye-she thinks about Jeremy. The minute he saw his wife on the bridge, something about him changed. She could see it in his face-he had come home to his wife. He might have spent a day flirting with romance, with the possibility of love, but he belonged to someone else.
She does not belong to Philippe.
She remembers their first date. He invited her to stroll around the Parc des Buttes Chaumont, where she had never been. Mid-tour, Philippe recited a poem by François Villon about the Montfaucon gallows on the western edge of the park. She had kissed him then, stirred by the poetry, his Mick Jagger mouth, and the surprise of those lush hills in the middle of the nineteenth arrondissement. Months later one of his bandmates had teased her: Did she fall for the first-date trick? And then she remembered the waiter at the café near the park who somehow knew Philippe’s name. So-he brought all his first dates there.
Philippe loves falling in love, she reminds herself. He does not love being in love.
This day began with Philippe kissing another woman. And where will it end?
She hopes that it’s Nico who arrives first. She thinks about their one night in bed, a drunken jaunt that turned into something else the moment he touched her. She closes her eyes and remembers this: They had finished making love and she turned toward him in the narrow bed. He tangled his fingers in her hair.
“Thank you,” he whispered. “For this one night.”
For a moment she thought: What would it be like to be loved by this man.
When she opens her eyes, she sees the skinny white kid singing the blues.
She wants something tonight. She doesn’t know what it is-maybe just a yearning for the day not to end.
She looks up as someone walks by her table-not Nico, not Philippe. It’s a young girl who looks lost, scanning the tables for Maman or Papa. The girl turns and dashes down the street. Chantal thinks of Lindy, back with Dana and Jeremy, no longer lost, at least for a little while.
She watches a couple at the table beside her. The woman is telling a long story, her hands waving wildly in the air, and the man, handsome and bored, glances in her direction. She realizes with sudden clarity that Philippe will not show up tonight. Perhaps he finally lured his big-breasted American into bed. Or he’ll take the new singer in the band to the Buttes Chaumont and recite a poem to her.
She knows what he won’t tell any of his friends or lovers: He lost his brother in a car accident a year ago. The brother had been the good son, the med student, the one who showed up at his parents’ grand appartement in the sixteenth arrondissement every Sunday for lunch. Philippe had dropped out of school and used up all his money on drugs and music equipment. When he had gone to his family for help, they had cut him off.
He told Chantal all of this late one night after he came back from his parents’ place. He was sad, quiet, and he made love to her in a very different way-as if he needed to press himself inside her and stay there for a long time. When they were done he held her close to him and told her the story. He asked if she would come with him to his parents’ apartment the following Sunday. It was too hard to go alone.