‘That is just what I mean,’ Philokles said, in something like his normal voice. ‘You can order me like that because I have failed you so often. I cannot teach you ethics. I can only teach weakness.’
‘I smell horseshit,’ Melitta said. ‘You protected us from the doctor.’
‘Bah!’ Philokles said, turning away. ‘Drunkard’s luck. I’m a fool. I cannot play this game any longer.’
‘Stop!’ Melitta called. ‘Listen, Philokles. You have saved our lives fifty times. We owe you more than we can repay.’ She shook her head. ‘Get us to Diodorus and you may have your release, if you demand it.’
Philokles stood with his back to them. ‘Very well,’ he growled.
Satyrus looked at his sister as if he’d seen a ghost. ‘You sure you know what you’re doing?’ he asked.
‘No,’ she said. ‘I’m doing what I think Mum would do.’ She put her head on his shoulder. ‘What’s wrong with people? Aphrodite and Ares, brother. Kallista acts as if fucking is the only way she can talk, Philokles drinks to forget things he had to do for us, Theron thinks that he’s a failure because he didn’t win the Olympics – the only ones who acted like adults were the soldiers, and they’re a smug pair of thugs.’
Well put, sister. ‘I think being an adult is harder than it looks,’ Satyrus said.
Melitta stifled a giggle.
‘Mind you,’ Satyrus said, ‘the hardest part still seems to be staying alive, and I think we’ve got that part licked.’
Melitta shook her head. ‘Don’t tempt the fates,’ she said.
Four days later, they found Eumenes’ army. Or rather, it found them. Just a few minutes after they completed the descent of the last range of hills into the plains of Karia, their group was surrounded by armoured horsemen.
‘Aren’t you kids a little far from home?’ the officer asked. He had a red and grey beard sticking out from under a silver-mounted Thracian helmet, and a tiger-skin saddlecloth.
‘Diodorus!’ Melitta screeched. She flung her arms around his heavily armoured torso.
He flipped his cheekpieces open and tilted the helmet back on his head. ‘What’s happened?’ he asked.
‘Home’s gone,’ Satyrus said. ‘Heron killed Mum.’ Even now, two months on, his voice choked when he said it. ‘Upazan took the valley.’
Diodorus looked as if he’d been punched, and after a moment, he wept. And the word spread among his patrol, and they heard shouts of rage, and men rode up to embrace the twins. A big blond man, almost as old as Diodorus, dismounted and drew his sword. He knelt in the dust and held the hilt out to Satyrus. ‘Take my oath, lord,’ he said.
Melitta dried her eyes on the back of her hand. ‘Don’t be silly, Hama. Diodorus is your captain.’
‘Kineas was my chief,’ Hama said. ‘And then Srayanka. Now you.’
Andronicus the Gaul, grey at the temples and still lean, came and crushed her in an embrace, and Antigonus, still big and blond, gave her a Gaulish bow. He was Diodorus’s hyperetes, and he had a fortune in gilded bronze armour on his back and rode a heavy Nisaean charger.
All of the dozens of other men she knew who came up and knelt, or grasped their knees, or touched their hands, looked prosperous. Carlus, the biggest man either of them had ever seen, slipped off his charger and came to kneel beside Hama. He, too presented his sword. The sword was hilted in silver and had a pommel of crystal. War had been kind to the hippeis of Tanais.
They weren’t just weeping for Srayanka, either. Most of these men had had wives and children – even small fortunes – in Tanais, and now they were gone.
Diodorus shook his head. ‘This won’t be good for morale,’ he said. ‘Hades, twins, I wish I’d known you were coming with this sort of news.’ He shook his head. ‘I know it seems paltry beside the loss of your mother, but we have a battle – today, tomorrow, soon.’ He pointed across the plain, where a dust cloud rolled north. ‘Antigonus One-Eye, with Alexander’s army.’ Then he saw Philokles, sitting quietly with the baggage animals. He went over and embraced the Spartan. ‘I missed you,’ he said.
‘I broke my oath,’ Philokles said. ‘I have killed.’
Diodorus shook his head, the stamp of his tears still plain on his face. ‘You worry about the strangest things, brother.’ He put his arms around the Spartan again, and unaccountably, Philokles began to weep, for the first time in days – weeks, even.
Melitta rode up close to her brother. ‘It will all be better now,’ she said. ‘Just watch.’
Satyrus shook his head. He was looking at the dust to the north. ‘This is going to be a big battle,’ he said.
Melitta glanced from her beloved Philokles to the dust. ‘So?’ she asked.
Satyrus watched the dust, which seemed to be stuck in his mouth as well as his eyes. ‘Off the griddle and into the fire,’ he said quietly.
11
E umenes’ camp sprawled across several stades of scrub and red dirt, and the smell hit them while they were still a stade away – raw excrement, human and animal, from forty thousand people and twenty thousand animals, a hundred of them elephants. Tents of linen and hide stretched away in disorderly rows, intermixed with hasty shelters made from branches. Every tree on the plain was gone, cut by thousands of foragers from both sides to fuel thousands of fires. The smoke from the fires rose with the stench.
‘That’s the smell of war,’ Diodorus said. ‘Welcome to war, lad.’
‘Antigonus’s camp looks bigger,’ Satyrus said.
‘He has a bigger army. He has every Mede cavalryman in the east. Asia must be empty – he’s got Bactrians! And Saka!’ Diodorus watched the enemy camp. ‘See the patrol going out? Those are Saka, with some Macedonians for stiffening.’
The enemy camp was so close that Satyrus could see the flash of gold from the Saka horses.
‘Why are the Massagetae fighting for my enemies?’ Melitta asked. ‘Someone should speak to them.’
Diodorus shook his head. ‘You are your mother’s daughter, lass. Why don’t you just ride over there – whoa! That was what passes for humour around here.’ He had a hand across her chest. ‘Honey bee, I’m taking you to my wife, and she’s going to look after you. Greek maidens don’t belong in army camps.’
‘I am not a Greek maiden,’ Melitta said. ‘I am a Sakje maiden.’
Diodorus took a deep breath and looked at Philokles.
‘They’re growing up,’ Philokles said. He spread his hands. ‘I couldn’t stop them.’
Diodorus gave his friend a look that indicated that he held the Spartan responsible. ‘Let me get you children under cover,’ he said.
Philokles rode up next to Diodorus. ‘They’ve both killed,’ he said. ‘They’ve fought and stood their ground.’
Satyrus felt as if he might swell from the praise.
‘They aren’t children,’ Philokles said.
Diodorus let out another breath. ‘Very well. Satyrus, would you care to come with me?’
Satyrus nodded politely, and the cavalcade rode on.
They passed through two rings of sentries to enter the camp. The outer ring was cavalry, small groups of them spread wide apart, a few mounted and the rest standing by their horses. Closer in, spearmen stood in clumps where there was shade. Eumenes was being careful.
‘Where are the elephants?’ Satyrus asked.
‘The opposite side of the camp from the enemy,’ Diodorus replied. ‘Antigonus made a grab for them last year – nasty trick. We only just stopped it. We can’t put them with the horses – horses spook. So they have their own camp where it’s safest.’
‘May I see them later?’ Satyrus asked.
‘I’ll take him, lord,’ Hama said.
Diodorus nodded. ‘Listen, twins. I’m a strategos here – a man of consequence. I love you both, but we’re a day or two from the largest battle since Arbela and I won’t have much time for you. Understand?’
‘What’s the battle about?’ Satyrus asked.
Diodorus looked at him. ‘You really want to know?’