As in a dream, she’d come here from the Sculpture Garden, to the place she invariably went when she was troubled. Her aerie, she called it. The little observatory on campus.
Sitting on the floor in a litter of sidereal charts and astronomy journals, she heard an echoing, metallic knock, and at first glanced foggily at the door. But then she realized the sound had come from above, and looked up.
A figure was peering down at her from around the open lip of the dome beside the telescope, silhouetted against the night sky.
“Melissa?” it rasped, in a guttural voice that sounded somehow familiar. The figure climbed in, began scurrying down the roof of the dome, upside down, like an immense spider.
She felt a distant horror, but could not command herself to move.
But as the creature approached and gazed down at her with immense, gentle eyes, despite the terrible alteration she recognized him.
“Hello, Theo,” she said.
Theo had seen people turn into flares before. Melissa was going through the process at a terribly rapid rate. Already, her skin seemed nearly transparent. She held her hands palm-flat to the floor, as if she were afraid of losing contact with the planet. Her golden eyes were luminous in the shadow of the telescope.
“Melissa,” he said.
Her attention flickered but held.
She said, “What happened?”
“The Spirit Radio. It won’t turn off, and it’s letting something through.”
“Is that why we’re…changing?”
As if on cue, Theo felt a spasm clench the muscles of his legs as the bones slowly morphed. Tendons coiled, skin flexed and loosened. The persistent itch grew worse. At least the ragged wound at the back of his neck, the self-inflicted gash he’d made, was healing fast. Along with the night vision and superhuman strength, it was one of the perks of his growing nonhuman status.
“We need Jeff to fix us again,” Melissa whispered.
“Melissa…he’s gone.”
“No…”
“Melissa, I saw it. It got him.” Whatever It was…
“He’ll come,” she murmured, half delirious. “He always does.”
True enough on past occasions, for good or ill, and mostly ill. But Theo felt reasonably certain all bets were off now.
At the back of the cupola was a small maintenance room with a window overlooking Philosopher’s Walk and the campus quad.
“Is the window open?” Melissa asked with trepidation.
“No,” Theo said.
With an incredible effort of will, she rose to her feet in a series of halting motions that were painful to watch, and hobbled over to the window.
He understood why Melissa was cautious of the window. She was afraid she would forget about gravity and loft away like a child’s balloon. He pictured her adrift among the stars. One more distant light in the sky.
At the window, she stood with her hands against the sill and her eyes resolutely fixed on the campus. “Hold me down,” she said. “I’m dizzy. Anchor me.”
Tentatively, Theo stood behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist, as he had longed to do on so many days past.
The heat of her was shocking. He pressed himself against her.
She watched through the window for Jeff.
His own pain increased, along with a foggy sleepiness that became irresistible. After a time he slid down to the floor, his arms still loosely wrapped around Melissa’s feverish ankles, and closed his eyes.
When he woke, she was gone.
In his panic, Theo looked to the window. But the window was still sealed. He saw his own reflection in the glass. Saw the whiteness of his eyes, the gray maggot skin, the glinting sharp teeth. The image was mesmerizing, and appalling.
His mind felt blunted, and he wondered with a thrill of fear how much longer he might be able to think.
Even now, words were coming more slowly to his mind, like hieroglyphs carved in sandstone being eroded by the wind. Words fading to a fine, flat geometric plain.
Outside on Philosopher’s Walk, he saw that the glowing sea of infection had settled, muted down to cover each surface like a coating of Christmas flocking on a tree. He spied a figure shambling away from the physics wing, and knew from the shape of him and the familiar way he moved, favoring his right leg, that it was Jeff.
And hurrying to catch him, half running, half floating over the eerie, arc-lit blue of the grass, was Melissa.
As she reached him, he turned to her.
Seeing him fully now at last, she began to scream.
FIFTY-TWO
“Dig it,” Colleen Brooks said balefully, scowling at the Ghost Dance Shirt she held up before her. “I don’t dance.”
Months earlier, May Catches the Enemy had known that if any of them were going to get anywhere at all, she would need some warriors, a few musicians and a natural-born leader.
Now, looking out at Cal Griffin and her other new comrades as they stood on the grassy plateau of Cuny Table, the sky a searing cold blue above them, not a cloud in sight to the end of the world, she knew she had gotten her wish.
The snow had melted off mostly, and the land was a dusty green where foliage grew and cracked brown earth where it didn’t. Minutes before, she had signaled Walter Eagle Elk, a frail elder with a sun-lined face like the Badlands themselves, to open the earth to let them emerge out onto the land.
Which was risky, she explained to them, as it could draw the attention of the Sick Thing at the Source…but vital, nonetheless.
She’d handed each of them-with the exception of Ely Stern and Christina Griffin, who watched from the sidelines-a Ghost Dance Shirt, which she herself now wore, and requested they don them. And they all had done so, even Howard Russo and Inigo, looking like kids trying to wear Daddy’s clothes.
All except Colleen Brooks. A real pain in the ass, that gal, and a ballbuster to boot.
But when the chips were down, May reflected, that might not be such a bad thing.
Doc Lysenko sidled up to Colleen, gave her a playful nudge. “Come, Colleen, you don’t want to be a wet blanket, now do you?” The fringe on the arms of the white leather shirt he wore rippled in the breeze.
“Viktor, what the hell are we doing here? I want to kick some Source Project butt-not boogy on down.”
May Catches the Enemy came up to her, gestured at the breathtaking vista about them. “Crazy Horse said, ‘My lands are where my people are buried….’”
“Yeah? And where’s that get us?”
May saw that Cal Griffin was studying her intently, a contemplative expression on his face. “Maybe nowhere,” he murmured. But she could tell from his tone that he intuited what she had in mind.
“We pray for all living things,” May Catches the Enemy said to them all, by way of preamble. “We pray through all the spirits of the world, through the two-legged people and the four-legged people, through the animal people and the bird people and the fish people, and especially the tree people. We pray through them to the Great God Creator. The spirit world is the real world.”
She fixed her gaze on Cal Griffin, and said in a quieter tone, “And when we speak to the dead, we say, ‘We shall see you again….’”
May nodded at Walter Eagle Elk, and to his grandson Ethan, whom he’d been training (the playfriend who, as a child, May had tauntingly called Ethan Ties Shoelaces Together). They began to beat their drums and chant in a mournful, hollow tone that rolled out over the tableland, drawing lilting responses from the cowbirds and meadowlarks, and the wrens who had not fled the brute winter.
And maybe this had once been a dance only for men, May realized, her pulse quickening with hope and excitement, and maybe only men had once been the warriors….
But this was no time for such distinctions.